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diff --git a/tex/SavingConnor.tex b/tex/SavingConnor.tex new file mode 100644 index 0000000..57b0036 --- /dev/null +++ b/tex/SavingConnor.tex @@ -0,0 +1,9528 @@ +\documentclass{report} +\usepackage[utf8x]{inputenc} +\section{Saving Connor}\label{saving-connor} + +% \textbf{Story:} Saving Connor\\ +% \textbf{Storylink:} \url{https://www.fanfiction.net/s/2580283/1/}\\ +% \textbf{Category:} Harry Potter\\ +% \textbf{Genre:} Adventure\\ +% \textbf{Author:} Lightning on the Wave\\ +% \textbf{Authorlink:} \url{https://www.fanfiction.net/u/895946/}\\ +% \textbf{Last updated:} 10/05/2005\\ +% \textbf{Words:} 81263\\ +% \textbf{Content:} Chapter 1 to 22 of 22 chapters + +\subsection{Chapter 1}\label{chapter-1-chapter-1} + +Title: Saving Connor + +\textbf{Chapter One: Brother's Keeper} + +``What are your vows, Harry?'' + +Harry knew what they were, even though he was only five. He whispered +them as his mother held him over his brother's bed, and his mother said +them with him, murmured hypnotic words that Harry had heard his whole +life. + +``To keep Connor safe. To always protect him. To insure that he lives as +untroubled a life as he can, until he has to face Lord Voldemort +again.'' There was the pause for breath that his mother always took, as +though she were frightened. Harry waited until she started speaking +again, and then joined his voice to hers. ``To be his brother and his +friend and his guardian. To love him. To never compete with him, never +show him up, and never let anyone else know that I'm so close to him. To +be ordinary, so that he can be extraordinary.'' + +Harry remembered stumbling on that last word, back on his and his +brother's birthday, when his mother had first coached him into saying it +and not just listening to her say it. He'd never asked what it meant, +though. His parents thought he was smarter than he really was, +sometimes. But now he wanted to know, so he turned around as his mother +bore him towards the other bed and asked. + +``Mum, what does extraordinary mean?'' + +Lily Evans Potter hesitated for a long moment, looking down at Harry as +though she didn't know how to answer that. Then she smiled faintly, and +shook her head, and sat on the bed beside him. Harry wriggled under the +covers. He kept his eyes on her face, never taking them off. They both +had eyes the same extreme, bright green, while Connor and their father +James shared bright hazel eyes. Harry considered, in the secret box of +his thoughts where he put everything he couldn't say aloud, that he and +his mother had a special bond because they had the same eyes. He knew it +wasn't really true, of course, not when Connor was the Boy-Who-Lived, +but Harry liked to pretend, sometimes. + +Lily smoothed back his fringe from the scar on Harry's forehead, +absently. It was shaped like a lightning bolt. Harry knew how he'd +gotten the scar---from a bit of falling rock when Voldemort attacked, on +that horrible night he couldn't quite remember, when Lily and James had +been lured away from home by the idea that their twin sons had already +been kidnapped. Voldemort had stamped in, and shot the \emph{Avada +Kedavra} curse at Connor, and Connor had deflected it and destroyed him. +He had a cut shaped like a heart on his forehead, a curse scar. + +Thinking about that night, Harry realized he knew the meaning of +``extraordinary'' even before Lily whispered it to him. + +``It means---special, Harry. It means not ordinary. It means standing +out from the crowd.'' She hesitated again, as though she didn't know how +to speak the next words. + +``And I have to be ordinary, so that Connor can be special,'' said +Harry, nodding. He understood. His little brother would need help from +him. It wasn't an easy destiny, Lily had explained to him every day, +being the one expected to defeat Lord Voldemort from scratch. Voldemort +wasn't really gone, and would come back someday. Connor had to be ready +for that day, had to \emph{concentrate}, which was another word that +Harry had learned early. So Harry would help him \emph{concentrate} by +being ordinary. + +He didn't know just how that would work yet, but he would find out. +Whenever he looked over at Connor, he felt a fierce surge of love for +his little brother. Connor was special, and he was going to be special. +Harry would help him. + +When he glanced back at his mother, she was smiling at him, that secret +little smile that only the two of them shared. She nodded, whispered, +``Yes, Harry, that's it exactly,'' and kissed him before she stood and +walked out of the room. + +And Harry knew then, in a rush of joy, that their special bond wasn't +fake after all. His mum trusted him to take care of his little brother. +That was important. That was special. + +He turned and bowed in the direction of Connor's bed, a gesture he'd +learned about from an old story his godfather had told him the other +day. ``I'll protect you, Connor,'' he said. ``I'll be your knight, and +you can be king.'' + +Connor sighed in his sleep. + +Harry grinned, knowing he wouldn't wake up---Connor was too heavy a +sleeper for that---and closed his eyes. + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +``Good try, Harry! You almost caught the Snitch.'' + +Harry grinned and landed lightly, stabbing his feet into the dirt so +that he wouldn't accidentally take off again. He loved to fly so much +that he was quite capable of shooting himself up to the sky without +meaning to. ``Thanks, Connor,'' he said, climbing off the broom and +nodding to his brother. ``I'll keep trying. I'm sure with you for a +coach, it won't take me long to get better.'' + +Connor, already off his own broom, bounced over and messed up Harry's +hair, not that it needed the help. ``You'll get better,'' he said. +``Next match.'' Then he tossed the fluttering Snitch into the air, ran +over to his broom, leaped on it, and started chasing the little golden +ball. + +Harry leaned back on the sun-warmed grass and watched. Connor was +already fifty feet off the ground, then sixty. Then he spiraled down in +a daring dive that just missed the Snitch and the grass both. He pulled +out of it, and Harry let out an anxious little breath. He'd showed his +brother how to do the dive himself, because Connor had to be a good +flyer, but he couldn't help the dread in his throat just in case +\emph{this} was the time that Connor crashed. + +A hand fell on his shoulder, and Harry rolled his head back, smiling +when he saw who it was. ``I didn't know you were here, Padfoot,'' he +said, and sat up to hug Sirius. His godfather hugged him back, +one-armed, and sat down beside him. His eyes were also on Connor. Firmly +convinced that that was the way it should be, Harry leaned against +Sirius and closed his eyes. + +``James wanted to take your mother out somewhere private,'' said Sirius +finally, and then leered at Harry. + +``Sirius! Ew.'' Harry wrinkled up his nose. He didn't really want to +think about his parents having sex. Their eleventh birthday was +tomorrow, and they would receive their Hogwarts letters then. Harry knew +that his parents were probably feeling anxious about this last month +before they had to let Connor go out into the big wide wizarding world, +but he would just as soon not know what they were doing to settle their +nerves. + +Sirius messed up his hair in turn. Harry was resigned to it by now. +``Anyway,'' Sirius added, ``they wanted someone here to look after you. +Just in case.'' + +Harry stiffened and drew away. ``I look after Connor,'' he said. +``That's what I do.'' + +Sirius smiled gently at him. ``I know, Harry, but Connor's still a +child.'' He sighed and looked up as Connor missed the Snitch and flipped +his broomstick half upside-down to chase after it. ``And even though +Peter---'' he spat the name ``---is in Azkaban, there are other Death +Eaters who might be looking for a chance to harm him.'' + +Harry nodded. He knew all about the Death Eaters. His parents had given +him the names of the ones they knew for certain and had him study their +families and their powers, and practice a few essential spells until he +was almost good enough to stop Death Eaters. \emph{Almost}, Harry +repeated to himself. He wanted to think he was good enough, already, but +that was hard to say until he actually faced a Death Eater in battle. +Besides, he had to practice in secret. He was a little quicker than +Connor to pick up spells, sometimes, and he couldn't embarrass or show +up his brother. + +\emph{A little quicker, that's all,} he protested, and leaned back again +to watch Connor once again catch the madly fluttering Snitch. \emph{And +I'm a little quicker on the broom, too, but I always hold myself just +under his speed. He'll never know. And no one else ever will, either. +They'll all think he's the best.} + +That pleased Harry. Quite apart from giving Connor his place in the +sunshine---which was what he deserved, after being marked for death by +Voldemort---the extra advantages would come in handy someday. A Death +Eater who thought Harry was slow on a broom might underestimate him, and +then Harry would slam into him and take anyone trying to hurt his +brother down. + +``Merlin, Harry, you act like the weight of the world is on your +shoulders sometimes,'' said Sirius, breaking his reverie. ``Are you all +right?'' + +Harry hunched for a moment, then relaxed. He reminded himself that +Sirius, and Remus too, thought that he was just being earnest and +childish when he talked about protecting his brother. They didn't know +the truth, like his mum did. No one would know the truth. Harry would be +ordinary. + +``I'm fine,'' he said. ``And I'm not carrying the weight of the world on +my shoulders. That's for Connor.'' + +Sirius's face softened, and he once again watched Connor until he caught +the Snitch. ``He's going to have a rough road ahead of him,'' he agreed. + +\emph{Not as rough as it could be,} Harry promised himself, drawing his +knees up to his chin and putting his arms around them. \emph{I'll always +be at your right shoulder, Connor. I've got your back, and no one will +see me until they try to hurt you and I hurt them instead.} + +It was life. It was a way to be ordinary and yet ready to defend the +Boy-Who-Lived. It was a way to make sure that Connor survived. + +Harry listened to his twin, destined for a life of hardship and pain, +laugh, and couldn't imagine anything he wouldn't sacrifice to keep that +laughter intact. + +\subsection{*Chapter 2*: Meetings, Cordial and +Otherwise}\label{chapter-2-meetings-cordial-and-otherwise} + +Decided to go ahead and post this chapter, as I don't know when I'll +next be near a computer, and I did manage to finish it tonight. + +\textbf{Chapter Two: Meetings, Cordial and Otherwise} + +``Now, Connor, be good for your professors. Do you have Godric? Good. +Keep him in his cage for right now, at least until you get to Hogwarts. +James, you are \emph{not} sending the Invisibility Cloak with him. Yes, +I saw you take it out of your pocket. Put it back right now. He doesn't +need that in his first year\ldots{}'' + +Harry trailed behind his parents as they escorted Connor towards +Platform 9 ¾, smiling as he listened. Normally his mother wasn't this +fussy, but normally she had Connor right at home where she could keep an +eye on him, or have Harry or Sirius or Remus keep an eye on him, and +could pull her wand instantly if someone who might be a Death Eater +approached. In the shouting, clamoring bustle of King's Cross, filled +with Muggles as well as wizards, there were more opportunities for +someone to draw near and take aim at Connor. + +Harry wasn't that worried. He had tried a few of his favorite spells +with his new wand the moment he bought it, and to his relief, they +worked even better with that than they had with the practice wand. He +even thought he could trust his snowy owl, Hedwig, to spy out danger if +it approached. She sat in her cage on top of his trolley right now, +staring in several directions with bright golden eyes. She seemed more +alert than Godric, Connor's black eagle-owl, who either sat with his +eyes closed or craned his head around to stare at people Harry knew from +the set of their faces were innocent. + +``Harry.'' + +Harry looked up, startled. They'd almost reached the magical wall that +permitted passage between the station and the Platform, and he hadn't +noticed his mother dropping back to walk beside him. Of course, she was +an automatic non-threat, like Sirius or Remus. Harry resolved to be more +careful, though. There wouldn't be any automatic non-threats on the +train. + +``Yes, Mum?'' he murmured. + +Lily hesitated for a long moment, as though she were thinking of giving +him the stream of advice she'd handed Connor. Harry waited patiently. +She was only going to say one thing, and he knew what it was. But, at +the same time, he needed to hear it. It was confirmation of his purpose, +of his loyalties and his position in the world. + +``Take care of your brother,'' said Lily at last, and something coiled +and tense in Harry's head breathed out a sigh of relaxation. + +``Of course, Mum,'' he said. + +Lily's hand swept across his fringe, stroking the scar that Harry knew +was a distorted, imperfect reflection of his twin's curse scar. ``You're +the lightning bolt,'' she whispered. ``You strike hard and fast, and you +don't leave any remains behind. Connor's the heart. Protect his +innocence, Harry. Make sure that he's still pure and unspoiled at the +end of it all. Headmaster Dumbledore said that Connor would have the +power the Dark Lord knows not. That's his ability to love, it has to be. +But if he has to grow up too fast, he'll lose it.'' She bent down and +kissed Harry on his scar. ``Be sure that he can stay a child for just a +little while longer.'' + +``I will, Mum.'' Harry forced the words out through the lump in his +throat. She had never said anything like that to him, ever. It was +Connor's scar that was significant, Connor's scar that marked him for +death and glory. To think that he was part of what his brother was a +part of, even for a little while\ldots{} + +Lily looked as if she would have said something more, but Connor yelled +from ahead. ``Harry, come on! The train's getting ready to leave!'' + +Harry and Lily exchanged smiles. Connor was innocently excited about +going to Hogwarts, and perhaps anticipating, just a little, what they +would make of the Boy-Who-Lived. He saw it as such a big change in the +life he'd lived so far, as if everything would be different and nothing +the same ever again. + +In some ways, Harry thought, that was true. Connor would be doing real +spells now, much more often than he'd done them at home. He would have +to start growing up, losing his innocence, learning to love not just his +parents and Harry and Sirius and Remus, but the whole wizarding world +he'd have to protect someday. + +Harry was glad that his own life was so simple in comparison. His +responsibility was what it had always been: protect Connor. + +He touched his mother's hand one more time, then turned and walked +through the barrier onto the platform. Hedwig hooted softly as he did +so, as if impressed by the size and noise of the train. + +Harry kept an eye on his brother as they boarded, but Connor luckily +chose an empty compartment. Harry slid in behind him and raised his +eyebrows at him. + +Connor grinned cheekily back. They didn't actually look much like twins, +Harry thought absently, the old insight brought home to him with new +force because of seeing his brother in an entirely new place. Connor had +black hair, but it was less messy than Harry's, so that his scar was +usually half-visible, the lower curve of the heart just peeking out. He +had James's hazel eyes, and Lily's lack of need for glasses, and more of +James's looks. + +\emph{Even that can be an advantage,} Harry thought as he took a seat +across from his brother. \emph{There's no possible way a Death Eater can +mistake him, of course, but they might also not think I'm his brother.} + +``Aren't you excited?'' Connor asked him. + +Harry smiled. ``Of course I am,'' he said. ``But the best part is +watching you bounce around like a Chocolate Frog.'' + +``I am \emph{not} bouncing,'' said Connor, bouncing. + +``Yes, you are.'' + +``Am not.'' + +``Yes, you are.'' + +``Am not.'' + +So they continued, enjoying the completely childish argument that their +parents would have been yelling at them to stop inside two minutes. +They'd probably been at it for ten minutes when the door slid open. +Harry turned to face it at once, making sure that his expression was +welcoming and pleasant, just like Connor's innocent smile. His hand was +on his wand, but that hung in the loose pocket of his school robes, +which he already wore, and no one else had to know. + +The boy in the open door stood blinking for a moment, as if he had not +expected two of them. Then he moved forward. Harry studied his red hair +and worn, if clean, clothes, and then slowly took his hand off his wand. +The boy was almost certainly a Weasley, and the whole of that family was +loyal to Dumbledore and fought for the Order of the Phoenix. The current +mother had even lost relatives to Voldemort. Harry could trust this boy +not to hurt Connor, at least until he proved otherwise. + +``Hi,'' said the boy, and sat down across from Connor, next to Harry. +``I heard that Connor Potter was in this compartment. Is that you?'' + +Connor grinned and lifted the fringe so that the boy could see the +heart-shaped scar. The Weasley blinked and gaped in awe, then stuck out +a hand, grinning. ``My name's Ron Weasley. It's brilliant to meet you. +Do you know my parents? I think they know yours. Mum said something +about visiting you once, and Dad said it was restricted, but\ldots{}'' + +Harry sat back and let the chatter wash over him, watching through +half-lowered eyes as his brother responded, skittish at first, and then +gaining confidence as he saw how fascinated with his presence Ron was. +Connor had never been around other children his own age, any more than +Harry had. It really was too dangerous for others to visit them, at +least as long as Voldemort had a chance of coming back. That was one of +the many reasons Harry was pleased they were going to Hogwarts now. +Connor would have many friends. Not \emph{all} of them could be the +children of Death Eaters assigned to spy on him, though Harry was +willing to think that many were, especially if they came from Slytherin +House. + +The door of the compartment abruptly slid open again, and another boy +stood just inside it. Harry tensed. This wizard had blond hair and the +practiced bored expression of a pureblood, and two other wizards flanked +him like house elves. He glanced at the Weasley and sneered, and Harry's +hand went to his wand. + +``You're the Boy-Who-Lived,'' he said to Connor. ``Aren't you.'' His +tone, a lazy drawl that was too obviously forced, didn't make it a +question. + +Connor nodded, his shoulders tense. Harry gave his brother full points +for observation. He didn't know who this was yet, though he had his +suspicions, and Connor, sheltered from the outside world, disliked the +boy on principle. A good sign of an innocent heart. + +``My name's Draco Malfoy,'' said the boy, and stepped forward, hand out +as if he expected Connor to actually shake it. + +Harry stood, fully prepared to speak a hex. Lucius Malfoy had stood high +in Voldemort's circle, and then escaped Azkaban on the flimsiest of +excuses. Of all the children attending Hogwarts this year, his son was +the one Harry would choose for Most Likely to Try and Kill Connor. + +Malfoy gave him an odd glance, then laughed. ``And who is this?'' he +asked. ``Someone else paying court to you, Potter, like the Weasley?'' + +\emph{That's it,} Harry thought, as he saw a familiar fire ignite in +Connor's eyes. \emph{He's just lost his chance.} + +``This is my brother Harry,'' said Connor, also standing up. He was +slightly taller than he looked, and when he turned his gaze on Malfoy, +the man he would become was visible. Harry nearly stopped breathing with +admiration. If Connor had to lose a piece of his innocence today, he was +doing so for a worthy cause. ``And this is Ron Weasley, my friend. +You're never going to be, so don't insult your betters.'' + +Malfoy froze for a moment, his eyes wide. Harry peered at him, wondering +why. + +Then he understood. Malfoy was an innocent in his own way, it seemed. He +had come into the compartment as he probably walked everywhere, +swaggering and drawling, and expected Connor to accept him as everyone +must have accepted him. The Malfoys would have raised their son around +other purebloods, groomed into perfect statuary by their parents to show +obedience to the rich and powerful---and the Malfoys were both. Why +should the Boy-Who-Lived be different from the children Draco had known +all his life? + +Harry sighed, feeling an odd pity for the boy, and took his hand off his +wand. And then he heard Connor snicker. + +``Not that I'd want you to be my friend,'' he said. ``You have an ugly +name.'' + +``Connor!'' Harry cried, shocked. Defending the innocent was one thing. +Hurling a childish insult was quite another. The purebloods were part of +the wizarding world, too, and Connor should have been above the kind of +retaliation that Harry fully expected from someone like Draco. The hurt +was still visible on Malfoy's face; he'd been too startled to hide it. +Connor could have made the rebuke sting a little less with the right +words, and been on the road to gaining a valuable ally. These were +definitely \emph{not} the right words, for all that they set Ron to +laughing. + +They closed off that little hurt look on Malfoy's face. He straightened, +and the wizards with him looked to him for orders. But Malfoy merely +glared down his nose at Connor, said, ``I should have expected that +someone with a Mudblood for a mother would have no sense of +\emph{proper} manners,'' and swept out the door. + +Connor cried out, and Ron said, ``That's tough, mate, what he said about +your mum\ldots{}'' + +Harry walked out the door of the compartment after Malfoy. What he'd +said had been harsh, but Connor had provoked him. Harry knew the rules +of wizarding courtesy from his father and Sirius, purebloods both. +Malfoy deserved an apology. + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +Draco rubbed his forehead as he walked. He'd got a headache in five +seconds, being inside that compartment with such a powerful wizard. +Potter's magic hummed and sang around him, and filled the air with a +faint ringing vibration that Draco, like all properly trained Malfoys, +could feel. It made his skull hurt. Clearly, Draco reflected, he'd have +to put up tougher shields once he got to Hogwarts. He'd have to do that +anyway, with so many other wizards around, but he blamed Potter for +giving him a headache this early. + +``Malfoy.'' + +Draco glanced over his shoulder, and then stared. Behind him stood the +other wizard, the one Potter had claimed was his brother. He'd been so +quiet that Draco had barely noticed him, and had included him in the +insult tossed at the Weasley mainly by force of habit. He had dark hair +even messier than Potter's, and green eyes behind ugly glasses. + +And he made the air around him sing. + +Draco's eyes narrowed further, and then further again. ``Is this some +kind of bloody trick?'' he snarled, taking a step back towards---Harry, +that was his name. He wouldn't have used such language ordinarily, but +he hated being insulted or fooled. His father would have understood. +``You're the Boy-Who-Lived, aren't you?'' + +Harry blinked. ``What?'' But he wasn't as confused as he pretended to +be. Around him, his magic tensed and tightened into a single sharp +arrowhead aimed straight at Draco. + +Draco ground his teeth. ``You're the Boy-Who-Lived,'' he said. ``Not the +other one. Did you think I'd think it was \emph{funny}, and come +crawling back to you? Malfoys don't crawl.'' + +``Not even for the Dark Lord?'' Potter murmured. His eyes sparked with +lazy amusement. + +Beyond infuriated, Draco tried to turn around again, but Potter's hand +caught his arm. Vincent and Gregory started forward, but halted when +Draco shook his head slightly. They were well-trained, but there was no +way they were ready to face a wizard of Potter's power. Draco stood +stiffly, fully expecting a hex he knew he couldn't stop. + +So, of course, he was utterly astonished when Potter passed one hand +across his brow, lifting up the fringe enough to let Draco see that his +scar was a lightning bolt, not a heart, and murmured, ``In Merlin's name +I ask that you forgive me, for my unfair, hasty words, and my brother +for his. I do not know if you will accept these terms, but I ask them: +truce between us, and neutrality henceforth.'' + +Draco stared again. He was spending an unworthy amount of time doing +that today. But all the words were correct, and Potter's face was +earnest when he offered them, his eyes meeting Draco's steadily. It +didn't, of course, stop that ringing, impossible power, compacted and +folded into perfect obedience, which still continued to give Draco a +headache, but perhaps it didn't need to. + +This Potter knew pureblood courtesies. This Potter had come to offer +them to Draco. This Potter let go of his arm the moment the ceremony was +done and backed off a cautious distance, his magic swirling in lazy +patterns of sound, ready to attack but not poised as it had been +before---the absolutely proper thing to do, given that Draco hadn't +responded yet. + +This Potter hummed and sang with pure \emph{magic}, and if he wasn't the +major source of the power that Draco had sensed in the compartment, he +would eat his own hand. + +And yet he wasn't the Boy-Who-Lived. + +Draco had two choices in that moment: he could continue to believe he +was being tricked, and stomp away in righteous indignation, or he could +accept what was offered and see what happened. Perhaps Connor Potter was +more powerful than Harry. Perhaps he was so powerful that Draco couldn't +sense him. + +Or perhaps Harry, who, after all, couldn't feel his own strength, didn't +know anything about the aura he carried, and had even more hidden +depths, ones that didn't have anything to do with spells. + +Draco knew what he would prefer to be true. But he would at least take +the chance offered, and see what happened. + +He laid a fist over his heart, bowed, and extended a hand. Harry +actually exhaled with relief when he took it. + +``Thank you,'' he said, and bowed back, and walked back into the +compartment without trying to explain himself. That was also absolutely +proper, Draco thought, watching him go with a hunger that had no name +yet. He would have to write a letter to his father when he arrived at +the school. He wondered what Lucius would make of it. + +``Why did that happen?'' Vincent whispered. His voice was tinged with +awe. He couldn't feel Harry, but he knew that Draco wouldn't have +accepted an apology from just anyone. + +``I don't know,'' said Draco. ``Not yet. But I'll tell you one +thing\ldots{}'' He left it at the end of a deliciously long pause. + +``Yeah?'' Gregory asked, leaning forward. + +Draco smiled at the compartment door, which was now closed. ``There's +going to be a Potter in Slytherin.'' + +\subsection{*Chapter 3*: Arguments With the Sorting +Hat}\label{chapter-3-arguments-with-the-sorting-hat} + +Thank you for the reviews! I'm afraid that most questions about the plot +won't be answered yet; they'll unspool slowly throughout the story. + +And here's the next chapter! + +\textbf{Chapter Three: Arguments With the Sorting Hat} + +Harry listened to the murmur of awe all around him as the first-years +rode the boats across the lake towards Hogwarts. He was busy studying +the castle, too, and he had to admit it was beautiful, a welcoming blaze +of light in the by-now-absolute darkness. + +He suspected he was looking for slightly different things than the rest +of the students looked for, though. They would gasp and exclaim at the +windows, and the enchanted ceiling of the Great Hall when they reached +it, and the soaring turrets of stone that broke the horizon in odd +places. Harry studied the thickness of the walls, the width of the +windows, and the crackling, glowing haze of those spells he had managed +to train himself to see. Hogwarts looked as if it were on fire in that +kind of sight, though the fire did not consume the stone but slowly and +continually shifted on top of it, altering colors. And Harry was sure +that many spells he could not see also defended the school. They would +range from new to old, some doubtless laid down by the Founders +themselves. + +But were they enough? Would they keep Connor safe if Death Eaters came +hunting him? If Voldemort did? If an accident nearly deprived the world +of the Boy-Who-Lived, before he got the chance to strike the final blow +in the battle? + +Frowning, Harry barely noticed Connor nudging him in the side to get him +out of the boats as they slid to a stop. He did get out, but it was +training that kept him close to his brother, and not attention or +anticipation. He knew all about the speech that someone---the Deputy +Headmistress McGonagall, from the sound of it, and his future Head of +House---was giving to the first-years. He knew about the Sorting Hat and +the ghosts who swooped through the waiting room and the blend of surging +excitement and nervousness that consumed his peers like an echo of the +spells on the castle. + +He did not know how much he could trust Hogwarts yet. Until he could, he +had to keep an eye on it. + +``You aren't frightened, are you?'' + +Harry blinked and turned his head, at least once he could be sure that +the question was addressed to him. He didn't know what to make of the +tone once he found Malfoy standing next to him, staring at him intently. +Was Malfoy taunting? Asking a serious question? Asking it in admiration? +His eyes and voice gave nothing away anymore. Harry found himself +relieved. He would prefer not to have to smooth things over between +Connor and the possible future Death Eater all the time. + +``No,'' Harry said, and faced the doors again. + +They swung wide, which prevented Malfoy from asking anything else. +McGonagall herded them along beneath the enchanted ceiling, over a stone +floor, beneath the gazes of both professors and other students. Harry +heard constant gasps from around him, even when the Sorting Hat began to +sing, and wondered why. The only overwhelming, and therefore +interesting, things were the lines of spells that danced down from the +ceiling and curled like ivy around the student tables. He knew only one +or two of them, such as the ones that would soothe thoughts which might +lead to deadly displays of magic. He would have to learn the others. + +``Abbott, Hannah!'' + +Harry watched as the girl trotted forward, placed the Hat on her head, +and got Sorted into Hufflepuff. He nodded. The Sorting Hat worked +exactly the way that his parents had told him, then, and any possible +danger was removed. He leaned sideways to watch the green tracery of a +spell snake around the Slytherin table. He wondered what it did. Its +signatures were similar to those that enclosed a defensive spell, but it +had sharp projections from the sides, as though it were meant to act +offensively. + +His attention returned to the Sorting only in fits and starts, such as +when there was an extremely long silence between ``Granger, Hermione!'' +and the Hat's announcement. Harry leaned forward, curious, to see the +girl sitting firmly beneath the Hat. He could hear a faint murmur of +voices, and thought she was arguing with it. + +``GRYFFINDOR!'' the Hat shouted. + +Granger put it back down on its stool and trotted away, looking very +pleased with herself. Harry concealed a smile .So she was going to be in +Connor's House, then. He hoped she would become his friend. Someone so +determined might be a good ally. And she had a name he didn't recognize +as belonging to any wizarding family, which meant she was a Muggleborn, +which meant she would have more reason than some of the others to be on +Connor's side. + +He also paid attention when a name he recognized came up, and was +pleased beyond words to see Neville Longbottom go into Gryffindor. Lily +had told him the solemn story of how Neville's parents had lost their +minds to the Lestranges' Cruciatus curses. Harry had wondered if their +courage would pass into their son. It seemed it had. + +Malfoy went into Slytherin. Harry was absolutely not surprised. He +didn't understand why Malfoy felt the need to smirk at him as he walked +over to the Slytherin table, though, nor why he sat down and kept +watching until Harry grimaced at him and turned away. + +Then came the moment he'd been waiting for. + +``Potter, Connor!'' + +The murmurs started almost at once. Harry saw his brother flush and +stumble a bit as he hurried forward to the Hat, as if he hadn't expected +this. Of course, he had, but it was one thing to imagine it and another +to hear it, Harry thought, heart aching with sympathy. Luckily, Connor +made it to the stool despite the voices that followed him. + +``Is that really him?'' + +``\emph{The} Connor Potter?'' + +``Can you see his scar?'' + +``I don't know, he looks smaller than I imagined him\ldots{}'' + +Connor put the Hat on his head and closed his eyes. Harry could see his +brother's lips moving, and knew the kind of reassurances he would try to +murmur to himself. Then he went still, and Harry knew the Hat's voice +was speaking into his head. + +It lasted a very short time, as Harry had known it would, but that +moment still had claws, and they prickled all up and down his back as he +waited. + +``GRYFFINDOR!'' + +The Hall erupted into noise---cheers from the Gryffindor table and +relieved shouts from the others, all except Slytherin. Harry nodded as +Connor took the Hat off his head, beaming. Of course he was essentially +good. He had defeated Voldemort, hadn't he? But this was the first time +that someone outside his family had ever judged Connor. It must feel +good to be told that his family's instincts were right, Harry thought. + +Connor settled at the Gryffindor table and then turned around and +grinned at his twin. Harry smiled at him and walked forward as +McGonagall called his name. + +The Hat settled over his ears, and chuckled into his mind. \emph{You +already think you know your House, don't you?} + +\emph{I think so,} Harry responded, calmly. His mother had told him that +he could think and the Hat would hear him. It was valuable advice, as +his enemies might possibly be able to gain something of Harry's private +thoughts if he spoke aloud. \emph{I'm going into Gryffindor, to protect +my brother.} + +\emph{You} want \emph{to go into Gryffindor,} the Hat corrected him. +\emph{That doesn't mean that you wouldn't be better-suited for another +House.} + +Harry had the odd, uncomfortable sensation of the room spinning around +him and turning sharp-edged, as though the Hat had put his vision into +another part of his brain while it looked at his memories. Then it said, +\emph{No one can question your loyalty. Or your courage---how many +children are prepared to die for their brothers at eleven years old?} +For some reason, it sounded sad about that, but Harry didn't get the +chance to question it. \emph{Or your intelligence, for that matter, to +learn so many spells so young.} + +\emph{But what holds you together, Mr. Potter, is your cunning, your +care, your ability to hide what you really are and your determination to +succeed. I think you're hiding better than most people will ever know,} +it added cryptically. + +Harry didn't care about that last sentence; his mind was on the one +before it. \emph{But you can't mean to put me in---} + +``SLYTHERIN!'' the Hat boomed cheerfully. + +For one flaming moment, Harry thought about arguing. He was supposed to +be in \emph{Gryffindor}, that's where he \emph{belonged,} that's what +they'd \emph{planned} on, and how was he supposed to \emph{protect} his +brother when he wouldn't even see him for large portions of the day? The +Hat had known all that, and it still put him elsewhere. Harry wanted to +scream or shout. For the first time in years, he thought he might even +want to cry. + +But then he stifled the impulse and stuffed it back down into the small +and secret box of his thoughts. No, he couldn't protest. That would call +attention to himself. Besides, there might be advantages to being in +Slytherin. He'd have access to the children most likely to belong to the +opposite side. He didn't think he could pretend to be one of them, ever, +but simple proximity and familiarity might make them careless around +him. + +He took off the Hat to a moment of dead silence, as he'd expected. Harry +schooled his features into calmness and faced the Slytherin table. He'd +walk over there, and the silence would continue, and then the Sorting +would start again. This would be only a small bump in the road, he +fervently hoped. There were other students to put into their Houses. If +Connor--- + +Then the silence broke. + +Harry stared as Draco Malfoy stood up from the Slytherin table and began +to applaud. He did it as coolly as if this happened every day of his +life, and his eyes were fixed on Harry's face, not glancing around to +see what kind of attention he could draw. A few other Slytherins +staggered to their feet and joined in, but, mostly, Harry walked to the +table under the aegis of exactly one pair of clapping hands, making the +entire sorry performance even more noticeable than it already was. + +Then Malfoy had the audacity to wave the boy sitting next to him over, +so that Harry had an empty place to sit down. Harry took it, his face +flaming, since he suspected that avoiding him would only prompt Malfoy +to do something even more dramatic and ridiculous in the name of---what? + +``Do you think it's funny to embarrass me?'' Harry hissed at him. He +could hear the Sorting begin again, luckily. He could also feel his twin +looking at him from the Gryffindor table. Coward that he was, he didn't +think he could meet Connor's eyes yet, so he settled for glaring at +Malfoy, who only leaned back and smiled at him. + +``I wasn't aware that I was embarrassing you,'' Malfoy drawled. ``I was +only welcoming the newest member of House Slytherin. I suppose that your +impeccable manners don't extend to a friendly welcome, then? For shame. +You're clearly different than I thought you were.'' His smile grew +wider, a smirk, and he watched Harry to see what he would do. + +Harry recognized the baiting, but only had one choice, and he suspected +it was the one that would please Malfoy the most. He took a deep breath +and forced a smile. ``Of course not,'' he said. ``Forgive me. I +misunderstood. I thought I was going into Gryffindor with my twin.'' + +Malfoy leaned nearer to him, implying a familiarity that Harry didn't +think was there. ``Twins are different sometimes,'' he whispered. ``At +least, I always thought so. And I thought from the first moment we met +on the train that you would be a Slytherin.'' + +Harry jerked his eyes away from Malfoy and swallowed. \emph{Shit. What +did I do wrong?} he thought in misery. \emph{What kind of---of} thing +\emph{in me makes me a Slytherin so that someone else can see it? And +why didn't my family ever tell me?} + +He still didn't feel up to looking across the room, even as Ron Weasley +became a Gryffindor, so he looked at the head table instead. He nodded +in gloomy unsurprise when he realized that Severus Snape, the head of +Slytherin House, was staring back at him. His father had told Harry all +about the rivalry between the Marauders and Snape when they attended +Hogwarts, but also about the wizard's debt that Snape owed James, and +that the scowling, snapping, sniping man was a member of the Order of +the Phoenix. Snape would help protect Connor, but he would hardly make +his life pleasant. And he didn't look pleased to have a Potter in his +House, either. + +Harry abruptly hissed. His head hurt. He raised a hand and rubbed it +across his scar, then blinked when he brought it down and found the palm +smeared with blood. He shoved it under the table in confusion + +Malfoy, of course, tried to grab his arm. ``Let me see.'' + +``No!'' Harry said, and twisted away. Confused, lost, needing +\emph{some} taste of home, he lifted his eyes and looked across the +room, to the Gryffindor table where he should have been, where Connor +and Ron sat in camaraderie. + +Connor was staring at him, as though he hadn't stopped since the moment +Harry was Sorted. His eyes were big, and he shook his head back and +forth, back and forth. Harry winced and turned away again. It was the +first time he'd ever seen betrayal on his brother's face. + +He breathed carefully to himself, ignoring Headmaster Dumbledore's +speech and the appearance of the food, at least until Malfoy leaned over +and said, ``Everyone's going to think you're sulking if you don't eat, +you know.'' + +\emph{I can't afford this,} Harry thought. \emph{I can't afford to draw +attention to myself. People will think too much about me, and they'll +not look at Connor as much as they should. I have to get control of +myself.} + +It was his mother's voice that came back to him. ``\emph{You're the +lightning bolt. You strike hard and fast, and you don't leave any +remains behind. Connor's the heart. Protect his innocence, Harry. Make +sure that he's still pure and unspoiled at the end of it all.}'' + +Harry let out one last anxious breath, the last one he'd permit himself, +and then started eating. He could do this. It was only another challenge +to protecting Connor. No one had ever said it was \emph{easy.} Harry +tended to fling himself at challenges and batter them until they were +gone. He could do it with this one, too. + +``Do you want some pumpkin juice, Harry?'' + +Malfoy had decided to address him by his first name? This was news to +Harry. But he managed to nod, and smile, and even say, ``Thank you, +Draco.'' + +Draco poured. Harry kept his eyes away from the Gryffindor table for +right now. He would explain to Connor that being put in Slytherin House +didn't mean his goals in life had changed, but he would do it tomorrow, +when they weren't in front of so many other people. + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +Draco wasn't stupid. He'd seen the blood come out of Harry's scar. He +certainly hadn't missed the panicked expression on Harry's face when the +Hat had announced him for Slytherin, or the way he had noticed his +brother and Snape and the Weasley all staring at him as if he'd grown a +second head. + +Draco didn't care. Anticipation sweetened every mouthful of food he ate +and every move he made, especially now that he'd managed to shield +against Harry's pure power. He'd known what to expect at Hogwarts from +his father's tales of it, and what standards he was expected to carry +and maintain as a Malfoy. He'd known that the Boy-Who-Lived was coming, +and all things considered, he wasn't surprised that he and that +Gryffindor prat were probably going to wind up enemies. He had expected +to enjoy Hogwarts a little, but be bored out of his skull most of the +time. + +No one had told him about Harry. For all Draco knew, his father didn't +consider the existence of the second Potter twin important. + +\emph{But he is,} Draco thought, and poured the pumpkin juice so that +he'd have an excuse to keep watching Harry. \emph{He's powerful, and he +acts like he doesn't know it, and he certainly didn't} expect \emph{to +be put in Slytherin, so he doesn't know much about his own character, +either. I've got a leg up on Harry and Potter, and maybe even on Snape, +too.} + +\emph{I don't know exactly what's going to happen next, but it's going +to be so much} fun. + +\subsection{*Chapter 4*: Detention With the Potions +Master}\label{chapter-4-detention-with-the-potions-master} + +This might be the last chapter I'm able to get up so quickly for a +while. Thank you for the reviews! + +\textbf{Chapter Four: Detention With the Potions Master} + +``Wake up, Harry!'' + +``I'm already up, Draco,'' Harry said, sitting up and stretching lazily. +Draco, who'd flung back the green-and-silver hangings on Harry's bed, +looked startled for a second, but then grabbed his arm and dragged him +out. Harry sighed, but said nothing. Most of the time, the only people +who touched him were his parents, Connor, Sirius, and Remus. He would +have to get used to other people doing it, especially when said other +people were trying so hard to be his friends. + +That was what he didn't understand, Harry admitted as Draco all but +dragged him through the common room, down the dungeon corridor, and +towards the Great Hall. Draco was acting---well, not like a Malfoy---in +his attempt to get Harry to pay attention to him. But there were other +people in Slytherin, including Vincent and Gregory, whom Harry had met +last night, perfectly glad to give Draco all the attention he wanted. +What could be gained by badgering \emph{him}? + +\emph{Because you're the brother of the Boy-Who-Lived, of course,} +whispered a voice in his head that Harry distrusted. It sounded awfully +like the voice of a snake, or a Slytherin. \emph{Draco wants to get at +Connor. He wanted to be his friend, and now he probably wants to be his +enemy. What better way to do that than convince Connor his brother's +turned against him?} + +They were in the Great Hall by then, and Harry could see Connor sitting +with Ron at the Gryffindor table. This time, his twin didn't meet his +eyes, just turned his head away and talked more loudly. + +\emph{We'll have a conversation this afternoon,} Harry promised his twin +mentally, as he sat down and helped himself to a plate of eggs. +\emph{I'm not going to let my brother hold these ridiculous prejudices +against me. Everyone else in Slytherin might be a slimy snake, but I'm +not.} + +``Professor Snape's staring at you again.'' + +Harry blinked at Draco's words, but didn't look up at the head table. He +could feel the professor's eyes, after all. ``Yeah, I know,'' he said, +and then paused to get a drink of pumpkin juice down his throat without +spraying it all over the table. ``He hated our father in school.'' He +thought about telling Draco about the life-debt and that Snape was +really good, but refrained. Maybe Draco wasn't a Death Eater, yet, but +Lucius Malfoy still might learn about that interesting tidbit a few +moments after Harry said it. + +\emph{I hate that I have to keep secrets,} he whined to himself, just +before putting the whining in the secret box of his mind. \emph{If I was +in Gryffindor, it wouldn't be like this. We could trust most people +there to be for the Light.} + +He shut the lid of the box firmly when he was done. He was in Slytherin, +and Snape hadn't yet come up and suggested that a son of the Potter +family really belonged in Gryffindor, so he supposed he'd have to make +the best of it. + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +As it turned out, Friday came around before Harry saw his brother for +more than a few minutes at a time, or closer than on the other side of a +sea of uncomprehending faces. All the students were constantly on the +move, going to one class or another, and chattering so loudly that +Harry's gentle call to Connor in a corridor almost always went unheard. +Or perhaps ignored; Harry had to concede that Connor might be too angry +to pay attention to him even if he heard. + +Draco didn't particularly help. He stuck to Harry's side like a burr, +and uttered a constant stream of bright chatter that Harry was sure was +false. When Harry tried to win free to go to the library---really in +hope of finding the way up to Gryffindor Tower---Draco invited himself +along. He said nothing about Connor, or about Gryffindors, but kept a +constant eye on Harry, and smirked whenever someone mentioned the +Boy-Who-Lived in passing. + +\emph{I could deal with Slytherins better,} Harry thought as they moved +into Potions, \emph{if they didn't smirk all day long.} + +It was true that he hadn't really met many Slytherins other than Draco +yet, but they all seemed to smirk, except for Vincent and Gregory, who +were mostly expressionless. Blaise Zabini stared and smirked, Pansy +Parkinson simpered and smirked, Millicent Bulstrode glared and smirked, +and the older years smirked at the mere thought of paying attention to +someone from a younger year. Harry was afraid that his smile would be a +smirk by the time that he got back to Connor, and was determined not to +let it be. + +``You'll love this class,'' Draco whispered to the back of Harry's head +as they set up at the desks. ``Snape is a brilliant teacher. And we have +class with the Gryffindors, which I know you were looking forward to.'' +He smiled blandly when Harry whipped his head around and scowled at him. + +Harry had known about the schedule, of course. But he hadn't known that +Draco had noticed. + +\emph{Maybe asking him about it directly would work.} + +``Why do you care?'' he whispered fiercely. ``Of course I want to say +hello to my brother. We've never been apart until we came here. Why do +you smirk at me like that's unusual?'' + +Draco smirked at him, and didn't answer. + +Harry turned around again, grinding his teeth in frustration, and saw +the Gryffindor first-years tumble in around the door. Hermione Granger +walked in by herself, consulting a book as she did so. Harry blinked +when she also took a seat by herself. \emph{Why hasn't she made friends? +She doesn't look as though shyness is going to stop her.} + +Connor and Ron came next. Harry waited until his brother didn't have an +excuse not to look across the room, then caught his eye and smiled +hopefully. Connor sent him a tentative smile, but it broke apart when +Ron's elbow went into his ribs. Then they turned away and sat down at a +desk. + +Draco snickered, Harry was sure of it, but he didn't get a chance to +confront him about it before Snape swept to the front of the classroom. + +He stared out over the students. Harry stared back, and noticed that he +felt no pain in his scar this time when he met Snape's eyes. That was +worth paying attention to, maybe---though maybe not, since he still +didn't know why his scar had bled in the first place. + +\emph{There are so} many \emph{things I don't know,} Harry thought, +tapping his quill against his parchment in agitation. \emph{How am I +ever going to protect Connor if I can't learn what I need to know to do +it?} + +``You are here to learn the subtle science and exact art of +potionmaking,'' Snape was saying. Harry didn't pay that much attention +to his rattle, even when he got to an apparently practiced speech about +brewing glory. Of course Snape would try to impress students. He didn't +want them acting up in his class. + +``\ldots{}if you aren't as big a bunch of dunderheads as I usually have +to teach,'' he finished, and Harry nodded. Yes, Snape worked to +intimidate. His tactics were the same as James said they had been when +he and the Marauders were in school. Harry would work to get along with +him, the same way he would with the rest of the Slytherins, but he +didn't intend to let Snape impress or goad him. + +As though his nod had been a signal, Snape turned on him. Harry studied +his sneer, but couldn't make out whether it came from speaking to a +Potter, to the brother of the Boy-Who-Lived, or to the Potter and the +brother of the Boy-Who-Lived who had somehow wound up in Slytherin +House. \emph{No doubt he thinks it unfair.} + +\emph{Well, on that we can agree, at least.} + +``Potter,'' said Snape. ``What would I get if I added powdered root of +asphodel to an infusion of wormwood?'' + +``The Draught of Living Death, sir,'' said Harry. That much he knew, +having scrambled through his Potions textbook over most of the last +week, after he found out Snape would be his Head of House. He had +memorized by sheer force as much information as he could. If Snape asked +him for details, he'd be in trouble, but he thought he could manage +general answers. + +Snape stepped back, head tilted. Harry couldn't read the expression on +his face, but his eyes never left Harry's, so Harry never glanced away +from him, either. + +``Where would you look if I asked you to find me a bezoar?'' + +``In the stomach of a goat, sir.'' That was also luck, Harry reflected; +he'd seen the odd word while flipping through the book, and stopped to +read about it since he didn't recognize it. + +``And what is the difference between monkshood and wolfsbane?'' Snape +asked the question with a much milder tone in his voice than before. +Harry dared not hope he'd impressed him, especially because he wasn't +sure of the answer to this one; he only knew about the plants at all +because he was friends with Remus. + +``They're the same plant, sir.'' + +Snape nodded at him. ``Five points to Slytherin for displaying some +actual study skills,'' he said, and then whirled on Connor before Harry +could draw in a breath of relief. ``And you, Mister Potter, our +newest\ldots{}celebrity. Tell me, what are the ingredients for a boil +cure potion?'' + +Connor froze, eyes wide. Beside him, Hermione Granger's hand appeared to +have taken on a life of its own and was crawling up the air. Connor +nodded to her. ``Why don't you ask Hermione?'' he said. ``I think she +knows.'' + +Snape lost all traces of amusement, and took a long, heavy step forward. +Harry tensed, but Snape only said, his voice cold, ``I asked \emph{you}, +Mr. Potter.'' + +``I don't know,'' said Connor, through gritted teeth. Harry sympathized. +He didn't know, either. Out of everyone in the class, probably only +Hermione did. + +Snape sneered at him. ``Clearly, fame isn't everything,'' he said, and +turned to write on the board. ``Five points from Gryffindor for severely +\emph{lacking} study skills. The ingredients of a boil cure potion are +dried nettles, crushed snake fangs, stewed horned slugs, and porcupine +quills. You must add the porcupine quills \emph{after} you take the +cauldron off the fire, unless you want a nasty mess. When you put the +nettles in\ldots{}'' + +Harry sat back in his seat, stomach churning. Snape had deliberately set +him and Connor against each other, and he didn't like the feeling. He +glanced over to see Connor staring at him with a mixture of +embarrassment and resentment, at least until he ducked his head. + +Draco poked him in the back. Harry whirled around. ``\emph{What}?'' he +snarled. He was fighting hard not to draw his wand. + +Draco blinked at him and said, ``Want to partner up?'' + +Harry sighed, nodded, and went to fetch the ingredients. + +Of course, as James had warned him, Snape turned out to be an +intimidating teacher, too, sweeping around the room, staring into +students' cauldrons, and making impatient comments---comments aimed only +at the Gryffindors. ``That's not the right consistency, Longbottom. Did +you imagine that you could put the snake fangs in \emph{without} +crushing them, Weasley? I am awed by the bottomless display of your +incompetence, Thomas, but not by the color of your potion.'' + +Harry soon found that he had to try to ignore Snape as much as possible. +When Snape commented on Connor's potion, there was an extra sneer in his +voice, and it infuriated Harry. He crushed the snake fangs and stirred +the potion with just enough violence that it didn't slop over the side, +and watched Connor. + +That was how he noticed his brother was about to add the porcupine +quills before taking the cauldron off the fire. Harry winced. He could +imagine not only the mess that would result, but the punishment Connor +would receive from Snape, and he wasn't about to let that happen. + +He whispered to Draco, ``Duck,'' and then tossed his own handful of +porcupine quills into his potion. + +Snape was just swooping down on Connor when Harry's cauldron produced a +nasty plume of green smoke and a noise that rivaled a swarm of bees. +Snape stiffened, and then turned slowly to face the Slytherin side of +the classroom. Draco had ducked out of the way. That left Harry to +shuffle his feet and blink at Snape as if he didn't know what was going +on. + +``And what exactly was \emph{that}, Potter?'' Snape hissed. + +Harry blinked at the cauldron, at the floor where the cauldron was +melting and nearly burning a hole in his shoes, and at the gaping faces +of his peers. Then he shrugged. ``Oops?'' he offered. + +Snape strode over to him, stared into the cauldron, sneered, and +announced, ``You put the porcupine quills in before you removed the +cauldron from the fire.'' Harry was gratified to see Connor hastily +snatch his hand back and gently lay the quills down beside the potion. +``Could you not clearly see the written instructions?'' + +``Oops,'' said Harry again. He kept his head up, and even let a faint +hint of a smile play about his lips. Snape wouldn't know the real +reason. He would only think Harry was being the mocking son of James +Potter. + +``Detention, Mister Potter,'' said Snape softly. ``Eight'-o'-clock +tonight, in this classroom. I shall expect you no later than that.'' + +``Yes, sir,'' said Harry, ducking his head as Snape moved away. The +ruined cauldron vanished a moment later. Harry eyed the mess for a +moment. He could owl home and get his parents to send him another one. +He was sure that his mother would oblige, once she heard he'd ruined it +for a good cause. + +A hand gripped his arm just then, forcing Harry to pay attention to the +gripper---Draco. ``Why did you do that?'' Draco whispered at him. ``You +whispered to me to duck. You \emph{knew} what was going to happen.'' + +Harry nodded. + +Draco's grip only grew firmer, and he scowled as though this somehow +personally affected him. ``\emph{Why}?'' he repeated. + +Harry shook his hand loose. ``I didn't lose any points for Slytherin, so +what do you care?'' he whispered, and sat back to listen to the rest of +the class suffer from Snape's sharp-edged tongue. Connor and Ron didn't +brew their potion perfectly, but then, no one in the class except +Hermione did. They also suffered from Snape's insults, but Harry was +fast becoming resigned to not being able to do anything about that. He +could at least save Connor from detention. + +He didn't mind giving up his evenings for the rest of the year, come to +that. It was for the highest purpose imaginable. + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +A knock sounded on Snape's door at precisely eight-o'-clock. He looked +up, checked the time, and raised his eyebrows. \emph{So the brat does +have some semblance of good manners.} + +``Enter.'' + +Potter---not the famous one, Snape corrected in his mind, which sounded +awkward---entered and nodded to him. ``I've come about my detention, +sir. What do you want me to do?'' + +Snape studied him for a moment. The boy was unmistakably Potter's son, +given that hair and those glasses, but he didn't carry himself like +James. His head was up all the time, and he met Snape's eyes without +flinching. Curious, Snape used a gentle touch of Legilimency, and found +a memory of Harry arguing with Draco Malfoy just before he came here. +Draco wanted to know why Harry had done what he had done in Potions. +Harry had shrugged him off and run to his detention. + +Snape ended his probe into the boy's head in time to see Harry's calm +mask split into a frown. He lifted a hand and rubbed his temple, +gingerly, as though his head hurt and he didn't know why. + +\emph{Interesting. His mistake during Potions was deliberate, then?} +Snape kept the thought tucked behind his own mask, and snapped, ``Clean +up the mess that you and your fellow idiots caused today. You may not +use magic.'' + +``Yes, sir.'' + +Potter located a brush and a pail of water without being told, which +took him a few minutes, and then began to scrub down the classroom. +Snape marked essays and watched him from the corner of his eye. Potter +worked calmly, without complaint, his face reflecting far less emotion +than Snape would have thought possible for a son of James. His twin, the +famous one, was open enough, his hazel eyes spitting fire about the +unfairness of it all whenever Snape was within sight. + +Snape grimaced in distaste. \emph{And I have to protect the brat. That +does not mean I have to like him.} + +He went back to marking essays, at least until a faint, nagging buzz +broke his concentration. He looked up, an insult on the tip of his +tongue, but the loudest noise Potter made was the rasp of his brush over +the tables. The buzzing noise came from something else. + +Snape touched his left forearm, and then shook his head. For all that he +did not believe the Potter brat had managed to banish Voldemort forever, +his lord was not yet able to command any former Death Eaters. Had he +been, the first sign of his presence would hardly be such a gentle +manifestation. + +Then he thought of someone trying to spy on the detention, and cast a +\emph{Revealo} with his wand under the table. Nothing showed. + +He worked through several other possibilities before one occurred to him +that hadn't in years---the memory jogged, perhaps, by the sight of the +Malfoy boy in Potter's mind. He reached out for the shield Lucius had +taught him, after teaching him to hear the faint ringing vibrations that +encircled powerful wizards, and let it down for the first time in years. + +The buzzing noise sharpened immediately. Snape stared at Potter, who was +currently kneeling down and trying to reach a particularly stubborn +spill half under Longbottom's table. The air around him sang with power +like a finger running around a wineglass. + +\emph{Why didn't I sense it when he was in class?} Snape wondered, and +then snorted to himself. \emph{He was among a dozen other brats, that's +why. Their power would have covered his.} + +\emph{Strange, that the twin who did not defeat Voldemort has such an +aura about him. Perhaps the other one is even stronger, and will provide +our true `last best hope' after all.} Snape grimaced. He'd spoken to +Dumbledore several times about Connor Potter as the true focus of the +prophecy, and still felt ill at the thought of that \emph{child} being +the only one who stood between the wizarding world and Voldemort's +return. \emph{It's very romantic, of course, but not very practical.} + +A glance at the clock showed that it was almost ten, and that Potter's +detention was finished. Snape shook his head and put the shield back up. +``Potter!'' he barked. + +Harry started, but did not bang his head into the table, as Snape had +half-hoped he would. He stood and turned around, bucket and brush held +loosely in his hands. ``Yes, sir?'' he asked. + +``Your detention is done, and the room is not passable,'' said Snape +coldly. ``You will return on Monday night, also at eight, and make sure +it is finished then.'' + +For a moment, a bare moment, the brat's eyes flickered. He was doubtless +thinking that the Monday potions classes would cause an even greater +mess, and more work. But he said only, ``Yes, sir,'' and moved to put +the cleaning supplies away. + +Snape leaned forward. ``One more thing, Potter.'' + +Potter---no, he would think of this boy as Harry, since he didn't think +he would ever be able to muster the same amount of venom for him as he +could for the Boy-Who-Lived---looked up at him. ``Yes, sir?'' + +``If I find out that you have deliberately made a mistake in my class +again,'' Snape said softly, ``I will give you a week's worth of +detentions. I will \emph{not} have any of my Slytherins working at less +than their full potential, especially in an art I know they have basic +knowledge in. Is that clear?'' + +Harry's shoulders tensed for a moment, but he only tilted his head and +said, ``With all due respect, sir, I'm only a first-year, and I don't +know much about Potions. I'm sure I'll make lots of mistakes.'' + +Snape narrowed his eyes and stared at Harry. Harry stared straight back +at him. Snape hissed. \emph{Does he think that he can really best} me +\emph{in the arts of cunning?} + +The set of Harry's face told him the answer. \emph{He doesn't know if he +can. But he knows he's going to try.} + +``Then I suggest you study, Mister Potter,'' Snape told him flatly. ``As +the dividing line between a deliberate mistake and a true one may grow +hard to see when you've spent multiple nights scrubbing the Potions +classroom.'' + +``Yes, sir,'' said Harry, and walked to the door. + +Snape watched him go, then leaned back in his seat and tried to play his +memories of class over. Harry had caused the mistake when--- + +When he'd just been about to descend on Potter for incompetence. + +Snape snarled and stood up. \emph{If one Potter thinks to interfere for +another, he should think again. I will not tolerate celebrity treatment +of that brat in my classroom, even if his brother is the cause.} + +\subsection{*Chapter 5*: The Lion and the +Serpent}\label{chapter-5-the-lion-and-the-serpent} + +Thank you very much for the reviews! I'm flattered and excited that +people are enjoying this story so much.\\ +I've put answers to some of the questions in my profile, if you want to +take a look. For others, I can only say that you'll need to wait until +further along in the story to get answers. + +\ldots{}Though this chapter should show that Harry's not going to be the +victim of the Gryffindors or buddy-buddy with all the Slytherins all the +time. + +\textbf{Chapter Five: The Lion and the Serpent} + +Harry hesitated for a long moment, and considered pulling open the +silver-and-green hangings of the bed next to his, just to be sure that +Draco was still asleep. + +Then a long snore reassured him. Harry smiled as he tiptoed out of the +room, past Greg and Vince deep in sleep, and Blaise's empty bed. The +other Slytherin boy rose early every morning, and it seemed that +Saturday was no exception. + +It was definitely an exception for Draco, though, which was the precise +reason Harry had chosen to sneak out now. Once he was in the common +room, he actually broke into a jog. No one was in there this early in +the morning, except a seventh-year who had fallen asleep in a chair with +a book on his lap. He opened an eye as Harry hurried past, then snorted +and shut it again, not deigning to talk to someone whose head barely +reached his chest. + +Harry slipped out the door and shut it carefully behind him. Once it was +closed, it blended with the join of the stone wall and was hard to see. +Harry shook his head. The Slytherins were incredibly paranoid, to think +that none of the other Houses should be sure of exactly where they +lived. + +Of course, he might say the same thing about the Gryffindors. Gryffindor +prefects were always watching to be sure that no one else---though +especially no Slytherins---followed the younger years back to the Tower. +Gryffindors traveled in clumps of their own year-mates much as did +everyone else in the school; Harry had been at Hogwarts only a week, and +already he knew that inter-House friendships were rare. And of course he +didn't know the Gryffindor password. + +None of that was going to matter. + +He drew his wand, cypress with a dragon heartstring core, and laid it +across his palm. ``\emph{Point Me} Connor Potter,'' he commanded, throwing +all his will forward. Their father insisted that this was not a hard +spell, but it had drained Harry the few times he attempted it in the +past. Of course, that was with a practice wind; perhaps it would work +better with the real thing. + +It seemed to. The wand spun across his palm, then halted, pointing +forward. Harry smiled and began walking the dungeon corridor. + +Up staircase after staircase he went, the wand sometimes vibrating but +always showing him at once where he needed to turn. Harry ducked Peeves, +who didn't seem to notice him; dodged past grumbling, half-awake +portraits; and waited patiently while a moving staircase tried to decide +where to dump him. Each time afterwards, he moved on, eyes fixed on the +wand as it shifted. At last the wand led him to a portrait of a snoozing +woman dressed in pink, vibrated once, and fell still. + +Harry nodded and sat down outside the portrait. The woman snorted once +or twice and woke when he'd been there for ten minutes. + +``Who are you, dear?'' she asked, peering at him. If she noticed the +Slytherin crest on his robes, she didn't seem inclined to comment, for +which Harry was grateful. + +``My name's Harry Potter,'' he said quietly. ``I'm Connor's brother. +Would it be possible for me to go in and see him?'' + +``Certainly, dear, if you have the password.'' + +Harry shook his head. ``I'll wait out here for him, then,'' he said, and +leaned on the wall. Connor had never been an early riser even on +Saturdays when they \emph{didn't} have an exhausting week of classes +behind them. Harry doubted that would be different here. Connor would +have to come out to go to breakfast in the Great Hall sooner or later, +and then he and Harry would talk. + +``Suit yourself,'' said the woman, with a shrug, and began humming to +herself while she examined her nails. Now and then she darted him a +glance. Harry focused on his breathing. He'd gotten quite good at being +still for hours when he was home, practicing for the time when he might +be following Connor on a dangerous mission into the heart of enemy +territory. After he'd been quiet for ten minutes, the portrait seemed to +forget all about him, and the people who came in and out of the +portrait---none of whom were Connor---never even looked at Harry. + +And then, surprise of surprises, Connor came walking up the corridor +from the direction of the Great Hall, Ron at his side. Harry swallowed +an unexpected lump in his throat. \emph{Has he changed that much +already? How am I ever going to keep up with him?} + +Ron was in the middle of a joke when Connor held a hand up to stop him. +Harry critically studied his posture, then nodded. It would do. Their +mother had been after Connor for years to sit up straighter and express +himself with the grace that a proper leader of the wizarding world +should have. Some of her lessons had apparently rubbed off. + +Then his twin's eyes caught his, quiet and intense, and Harry could +think of nothing else. + +``Harry,'' Connor said, his eyes shadowed and his voice just this side +of formal. ``What are you doing here?'' + +``I thought we could talk,'' said Harry, unfolding from the wall. He saw +Ron's face flush, but the other boy was standing behind Connor's right +shoulder, where Connor couldn't see him. ``Please, Connor. I know that I +haven't acted like your brother should this week, but there are things I +need to clear up.'' + +Connor chewed his lip for a moment, watching him. Harry stared back. He +was struck with how \emph{young} his brother looked, and used that to +reassure himself that nothing had changed. Connor was still an innocent +child, and his innocence was still Harry's to protect and cherish. + +``Alright,'' Connor said suddenly. ``Come on in, then.'' He moved +towards the portrait of the woman in pink and said something, too low +for Harry to hear. She nodded, and the portrait swung outward, revealing +a round entrance beyond. + +That seemed to wake Ron from his stupor. ``Connor!'' he objected. ``You +can't mean to invite him inside.'' + +Connor turned around and glared. Harry ducked his head to cover a smile, +sensing it wouldn't be diplomatic right now. ``And why not?'' + +``He's a Slytherin!'' + +``He's my brother,'' Connor corrected, and then gestured at Harry. +``Besides, you're never going to beat me into the common room,'' he +added brightly, and then disappeared through the hole while Ron was +still spluttering protests and Harry was still moving towards him. + +The ball of tension in the middle of Harry's stomach dissolved. He +smiled at Ron, who scowled at him but followed him into the common room, +where Connor cast himself down in a chair before the fire and declared, +``I win!'' + +Harry looked around. The common room was furious with color, bright and +warm with golds and reds. Chairs and couches stood everywhere, wider +than the ones in the Slytherin common room, as if students should feel +free to sit close together here. Harry's heart warmed and sank +simultaneously. He was glad that Connor had a place like this, a place +that felt like home. At the same time, his week-old resentment towards +the Sorting Hat had woken up. He should be here, too, where he could +smile at Connor's jokes and watch his back and play Exploding Snap with +people like Ron Weasley. Harry still didn't know why the Hat had placed +him in Slytherin. He wondered if he would ever find out. + +\emph{Well, I can at least do this,} he realized, when he turned back +around and realized that Connor and Ron were both waiting for him to +take a seat. \emph{I can make sure that I'm invited back.} + +``Sit down, Harry,'' said Connor. ``And then tell us about Slytherin. Is +it true that they make you eat snakes for breakfast every day for a +month?'' He sounded revolted and fascinated at the same time. + +Harry smiled and sat down in a chair that all but embraced him. +Resisting the urge to squirm until he was even more comfortable, he +said, ``No. But it's true that everyone smirks all the time. I haven't +figured out why, yet.'' + +Connor laughed. Harry bathed in the sound. \emph{I miss this. I wish I +was right by his side every moment. But making a fuss would just call +attention to myself. Time to mend the bridges.} + +Ron gave him the perfect opportunity by bursting in with, ``But the Hat +put \emph{you} in Slytherin. It must be for a reason.'' + +Connor stopped laughing and stared at Harry. His eyes blazed with that +inner fire that Harry knew would make him a great leader someday, when +he was able to live out a normal childhood and then lay it down and step +into an extraordinary adulthood. ``Yes, Harry,'' he said. ``I want to +know why.'' + +``I've thought about it,'' Harry admitted quietly. ``I've only thought +of two reasons, though, and only one of them is good.'' + +``You can tell me about both of them,'' said Connor, and reached over +the chairs to grasp his hand. ``I promise. Whatever it is, whatever +reason you've imagined, I know that my brother can't be evil.'' + +Harry closed his eyes. ``Well, one is that I might be able to spy on the +children of families who used to be in the Death Eaters. I could listen +to them talk to their parents, find out what they think about Voldemort, +and give you information that you can use in the war.'' + +He opened his eyes to find Connor touching his scar, the way he did +whenever someone said Voldemort's name. Harry wondered if it hurt. He +wanted to ask Connor if it had bled since they came here, but Ron was +interrupting. + +``And what's the other reason?'' + +Harry licked his lips. This was the part he didn't want to speak aloud. +But Connor was there, waiting, his eyes open and luminous. Harry +reminded himself of the words Connor had just spoken. \emph{I know that +my brother can't be evil.} + +``Maybe I really \emph{am} a Slytherin,'' he whispered. ``Maybe somehow +everyone missed it---Mum, Dad, Sirius, everyone---'' + +He couldn't talk after that, because Connor had swept him up in a +reassuring hug. Harry laid his head on his brother's shoulder and hung +on. He was supposed to be the one who reassured and comforted most of +the time, but sometimes, it was all right if Connor was. Harry knew his +place, and if his brother needed someone to be strong for, as well as +someone to protect him so well that he didn't even notice it happening, +then Harry could do that, too. + +``You're not a Slytherin,'' Connor whispered to him. ``I think there's a +third possibility: the Hat made a mistake, that's all. It's old. Maybe +it starts forgetting things the way that Frederick the Frumpy did.'' + +Harry smiled, remembering the portrait of the old wizard who had hung on +the wall of their parents' bedroom. First he'd forgotten the names of +everyone in the house, calling Harry by his grandfather's name and +Sirius by his mother's. Then he'd started wandering around from portrait +to portrait dressed only in his bathrobe. Then he became convinced he +was still in the war against Grindelwald, and their parents had to give +the portrait up. The mental image of the Sorting Hat losing its place in +the song cheered Harry up immensely. + +\emph{I can't be evil. Connor says I can't be, so I'm not.} + +``I'm never going to give you up like our parents did Frederick,'' said +Connor, stepping away from him and staring firmly into Harry's eyes. ``I +know that Headmaster Dumbledore probably wouldn't consent to letting you +be in Gryffindor, but we can still be friends, and play together, and of +course we'll spend Christmas together.'' He nodded firmly, then smiled. +It was a cheeky smile, the kind that Harry remembered Connor giving just +before he attempted to play some practical joke on Sirius that would +always backfire. ``And if someone tries to convince you that you're in +Slytherin, then you can just tell them that you're only there because of +a mistake. Let them wonder about it .'' + +Harry let out a small relieved sigh, feeling better than he had ever +imagined he could when he first came to the portrait hole. ``Thank you, +Connor,'' he said. ``I knew that you'd comfort me, but it's so much +better hearing you say it.'' + +``I suppose I can accept that,'' said Ron, though he didn't look +completely convinced. ``You really wish you were in Gryffindor, Harry?'' + +Harry decided to take it as a sign of progress that he'd earned +``Harry'' and not ``Slytherin.'' He turned to face Ron and nodded. +``With all my heart,'' he said. ``It's the House our parents were in, +and our godfathers, and now my brother.'' He glanced at Connor and +received a punch on the shoulder in return, as though Connor objected to +coming at the end of the list, though he was grinning. Harry returned +his gaze to Ron. ``It's the place I belong,'' he finished. ``I'm not +going to let Slytherin House transform me into something I'm not. I +promise.'' + +``Why're you friends with bloody \emph{Malfoy}, then?'' Ron demanded. ``If +what you say is true, then you should want to ignore the lot of them, +and that prat the most!'' + +Harry sighed softly. ``He's decided that he wants to be my friend,'' he +admitted. ``And it's easier to respond to him than ignore him all the +time. Besides, his father was a Death Eater. I still might be able to +spy on Draco and get information about Lucius Malfoy through him.'' + +Ron just shook his head, but appeared slightly more at ease in Harry's +company than before. ``Well, just don't invite him along the next time +you come back,'' he muttered, and ran up the stairs. + +\emph{The next time you come back.} Harry concealed the small flame of +joy that lit inside him until he turned towards Connor, and saw it +confirmed in his eyes and grin. Then he let himself smile. + +``I'll make sure that you get all the same chances I do,'' Connor +promised, as they went to the portal. ``Ron'll get over his distrust +eventually, and then we can go around together. His brothers are the +best practical jokers I've \emph{ever} seen. They've promised to show me +all the secret passages. I'll come and get you when we explore them.'' + +Harry nodded. He had to go back to the dungeon again, and he wouldn't +ask his brother for the Gryffindor password---there was too much chance +he might accidentally reveal it to someone from Slytherin---but he felt +more at ease than he had been since term started. ``Bye, Connor.'' + +Connor smiled at him as he left through the portrait hole. ``Bye, +Harry.'' + +Harry could still see the smile when he reached the Great Hall. + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +Draco narrowed his eyes as he watched Harry come into the Great Hall and +make a beeline for the Slytherin table. He was already feeling out of +sorts, since he'd awakened to find Harry gone and Vince and Greg utterly +no help as to \emph{where} he'd gone. Then he met a sixth-year who said +he'd seen Harry walking upstairs. + +Upstairs probably meant Gryffindor Tower, Draco thought. And Harry's +Gryffindor prat of a brother. + +Draco knew it meant it when Harry sat down next to him and actually gave +him a smile that Draco didn't have to drag out of him. Unfortunately, +that just made the foul mood he was in worse. + +``Where have you \emph{been}?'' he whispered, as Harry heaped his plate. +``I wanted to go to the library.'' + +Harry paused to blatantly stare at him. ``Before breakfast?'' + +\emph{Well,} Draco conceded to himself, \emph{that was a bit stupid.} +``To breakfast, then,'' he said. ``Tell me where you were.'' + +``Visiting Connor,'' said Harry, the prat, who had the audacity to look +as if everything were right with the world, with small bluebirds singing +in the corners of the room. He took a large bite of his breakfast, not +seeming to care that he'd put Draco off his appetite entirely. Draco had +finished eating already, of course, but that wasn't the \emph{point.} + +``Why do you want to visit him?'' Draco asked, unable to keep a whine +from creeping out in his voice. ``You're in Slytherin, and he's in +Gryffindor.'' + +Harry paused for a long moment, then turned sideways on the bench to +face Draco. His face had gone entirely serious, and when Draco peeked +out around his shield, he could feel Harry's power, focused down to a +shimmering arrowhead pointing at him. He winced and repaired his shield. + +``Draco,'' Harry said softly, ``I'm not ungrateful for everything you've +done for me. You've tried to make me feel welcome in Slytherin, +and---and, well, with some of the politics behind the Boy-Who-Lived, +that can't be easy.'' + +Draco stayed quiet. He wasn't about to turn free praise down. Besides, +Harry couldn't feel his own power, and didn't know that he was, or was +supposed to be, Draco's release from boredom. + +``But there's one thing you've got to understand,'' Harry went on, +leaning closer. His messy black hair fell over his forehead, entirely +covering his scar and shading his green eyes. ``No matter what happens to +us in school, no matter what House I'm in or Connor's in, no matter what +classes we take, my first loyalty is \emph{always} going to be to my +brother. I've made up with him. I've even made up with Ron Weasley---'' + +``I didn't know the Weasleys mattered to you,'' Draco snapped, furious +and hurt. + +``Anyone who's my brother's friend matters to me,'' said Harry calmly. +``And I still think I should have been in Gryffindor. So. I appreciate +everything you've tried to do for me, but I don't want to leave you +under any false impressions. I can't be your friend, not wholly and +completely. My first responsibility is always being Connor's brother.'' +He paused, then shrugged, something in his eyes that was not quite +regret. ``I'm sorry if that hurts you.'' + +He turned away and started eating again, leaving Draco to stare at the +side of his head. But Draco's own emotions weren't anger or hurt or +frustration so much as shock. + +\emph{He thinks he should have been in} Gryffindor? \emph{Not feeling +his own power is one thing, but---Great Merlin! Is he} blind + +He must be, Draco thought, and his eyes narrowed into slits as he +changed his plans slightly. Harry wasn't going to be just a prize to be +won, or a release from boredom. He was a Slytherin who was going to be +made to acknowledge that he was a Slytherin. + +\emph{If I can win that victory,} Draco thought, \emph{it won't matter +what the Gryffindor Hero does or says. I'll still have gotten him back. +And then Harry will be more fun than ever, once he knows the truth about +himself.} + +Pleased with his own reasoning, Draco waited patiently for Harry to +finish breakfast. + +\subsection{*Chapter 6*: Suspicious +Eyes}\label{chapter-6-suspicious-eyes} + +Thank you so much for the reviews! I'm overwhelmed by the response this +story is drawing. + +In answer to the most common question, I can only say that a lot of the +answers about Harry's and Connor's relative levels of power are going to +have to wait for Chapter 12. Sorry! + +But hey, now we're halfway there. + +\textbf{Chapter Six: Suspicious Eyes} + +``Flying lessons!'' Connor declared as they walked outside. The sun +blazed above them as if in approval of his grin, Harry thought, and he +spun around with arms out as if embracing the wind. ``Aren't you +excited?'' + +``Very,'' said Harry quietly, and heard Hermione Granger, walking not +far away from him, snort. He turned and smiled at her. Hermione appeared +startled for a moment, then buried her head in the book that she carried +and refused to raise it again. Harry sighed. He had attempted to +encourage Connor's friendship with her, but it had faltered on both +parts; Hermione was too interested in studying, and Connor was too much +interested in everything else. + +``Harry, there you are.'' + +Draco jogged up behind him, earning a swift offended look from Ron and a +suspicious glance from Connor. He ignored them both effortlessly, and +smiled at Harry. ``Excited to have flying lessons with the +Gryffindors?'' + +``\emph{Someone} is probably missing the broom his daddy bought him,'' +said Ron, just loud enough to be heard. + +``At least I \emph{have} a broom, and not a twig,'' Draco retorted. + +Connor shook his head, and stepped away from both of them. ``Ignore him, +Ron,'' he instructed his flushing friend. ``We have\ldots{}'' He paused +for a long moment, then yelled ``Flying lessons!'' and whooped his way +down the field towards the line of waiting brooms. Ron hesitated, gave +Draco a glare that said they'd resume the argument later, and took off +after him. + +``Do you \emph{have} to do that?'' Harry asked, dropping back with Draco +towards where the other Slytherins walked. + +``Yes.'' Draco appeared almost angelic now, but Harry wasn't fooled; he +knew it was only because the other boy had gotten his way. He slung an +arm over Harry's shoulders, and that was an act, too, a play for some +invisible crowd. ``I know he's your brother, but he chooses to hang out +with a blood traitor. He can't help some of it rubbing off on him, I +suppose.'' + +Harry wondered wearily what bothered him more: the cheerful +condescension in Draco's voice, or the fact that trying to point it out +would involve meeting his blank stare. In the end, he kept silent. He +had discovered in the last five days that trying to negotiate between +Gryffindors and Slytherins involved an awful lot of just knowing when to +keep his mouth shut. + +They arrived at the line of brooms at last, and moved to take their +places. Harry wound up opposite Connor, who grinned at him. They'd both +flown at home often enough to do it in their sleep. This wasn't going to +be an effort. + +\emph{Maybe not for us,} Harry thought, hearing an audible gulp from the +side. He glanced that way and found Neville Longbottom looking at his +broom with a mixture of horror and sick fear. Harry cocked his head. He +should be alert in case the other boy needed help. + +\emph{Technically, Connor should be alert. But I can watch for him.} + +``Take your places!'' Madam Hooch instructed as she walked up between +the brooms, ignoring the fact that most of them had already done so. She +was a stockier witch than Harry had expected, with hair that looked +permanently frazzled, as if it had blown in too many winds to ever calm +down. She pivoted in a slow circle as she looked at them, gaze narrowed +and slicing over their faces. Harry lifted his chin under her scrutiny, +and noticed with amusement that Draco did the same thing, as if they had +something to prove. Draco spoiled the effect by catching his eye and +grinning, of course. + +``Welcome to your first flying lesson,'' the witch continued. ``As we +will be controlling the brooms by means of our own magic and not our +wands, I must ask you to lay them aside.'' Harry saw a general rustle as +a few students tucked their wands away; Hermione reluctantly put the +book she'd been reading back into a huge bag near her feet, then kicked +the bag behind her. ``As for the procedure of controlling the brooms, +it's very simple,'' Madam Hooch said, and then stalked over to a larger +broom laid near the end of the line. ``You hold your hand over it and +say---'' + +\emph{Up}, Harry mouthed, and Connor mouthed it back to him across the +line. + +``Up!'' + +A ragged chorus of voices gave the command, and for a moment Harry saw +the air blaze and shimmer with light as various wills reached out for +the brooms. Some people were more successful than others. His broom +leaped up, and Connor's, and Draco's, and Ron's, and Hermione's. Others +made it halfway up and then fell. Neville's smacked into his hand with +such force that the plump Gryffindor sat down on the grass. Harry winced +for him. + +``Good and not so good,'' said Madam Hooch, who was, of course, holding +her broom. ``You must \emph{believe} in it when you summon the broom, or +else it won't work. Take you, Mister Longbottom.'' She swooped down on +Neville, who looked terrified to be singled out, but let her help him +sling a leg over the broom. ``You have the strength, but no finesse. +When you ride the broom---no, not like that---'' + +But Neville's broom was already rising, and carrying him along. He clung +to it and shrieked. Other students began to cat-call or laugh or cry out +in worry as was their wont. Harry narrowed his eyes. He could see +Neville's hands beginning to slip off the broom, and knew he wouldn't +hold on for very long. + +His eyes shot to Connor. His brother was gaping like the rest of them, +but he had one leg half-lifted, poised to descend on the other side of +the broom. + +Harry seized his wand and cast an unobtrusive Sticking Charm in +Neville's general direction. It wouldn't hold long either, at this +distance and with the broom bucking like it was, but it would be long +enough for Connor to do something. + +His brother remembered himself a moment later. He rose like the expert +flyer he was, shot across to Neville, and caught his arm just as the +Sticking Charm failed. For a moment, Neville's weight dragged him +towards the ground, and Harry caught his breath in alarm, wondering if +Connor would manage to juggle him. He did, though, and landed on the +grass to the cheers of the Gryffindors. Something small and round +dropped from Neville's robe and rolled into the grass, too, but Harry +doubted that anyone noticed or cared. Connor's face was flushed with +triumph, and Neville was looking at him as if he were the sun. + +``Now,'' said Madam Hooch, showing up beside the two boys so quickly +that Harry blinked in surprise. ``That was \emph{some} flying, Mr. +Potter.'' Connor's flush altered to one of pride, and Harry smiled. He +deserved it. Hooch turned to examine Neville, bending down until her +nose was an inch away from his face. ``What about you, Mr. Longbottom? +Set to fly?'' + +``I---I think---'' Neville began, and then fainted dead away. + +Madam Hooch snorted, placed her broom gently on the ground, and picked +Neville up, nodding to Connor to carry his feet. ``We'll take him to +Madam Pomfrey,'' she said, as they began to walk. ``Don't worry about +missing the lessons, Mr. Potter, we'll be back in two shakes of an owl's +tail, and you've shown that you've got the basics mastered already.'' +She turned around and gave the rest of the students a severe stare from +hawk-yellow eyes. ``All of the rest of you, \emph{remain on the ground.} +If I find out that anyone has been flying, I can and \emph{shall} issue +detentions.'' + +Harry was happy to remain on the ground. He watched Neville and Connor +pass out of sight, and sighed. That had gone well. Neville had been +spared serious injury, and Connor had looked like a hero. Things were +the way they should be. + +``Look what I've got!'' + +Harry hissed as he turned around. Draco's voice, speaking in that tone, +meant things were \emph{not} as they should be, or would not be very +shortly. + +Draco had found the small round thing that Neville had dropped in the +grass, and now tossed it in the air, grinning. It landed in his hand +with a soft \emph{smack}. That and the red color told Harry it was a +Remembrall. He wasn't surprised that Neville had one; the poor boy +forgot every ingredient in a potion almost as soon as Snape wrote it on +the board. Draco had evidently forgotten something, too. + +\emph{Such as not being a git,} Harry thought, stepping forward. ``Give +it here, Draco,'' he ordered, holding out a hand. + +Draco grinned at him. Harry blinked. There was no malice in that +expression, only a clear and childish delight that puzzled him. If Draco +had taken the Remembrall to humiliate Neville, he should have been +cracking a joke, or sneering, or in general lamenting the intelligence +of Gryffindors as compared to Slytherins. The way he backed away from +Harry, holding the Remembrall not quite out of jumping height, argued it +was something else. + +``Why should I?'' Draco asked. ``It's not yours. I'll just hang onto it +until Longbottom remembers to ask for it. Which would be never.'' He +snickered, and this time Harry heard the sneer in it. + +``Give it \emph{back},'' said Harry, wishing that he knew how to sound +more commanding. It was one of the arts their mother had tried to teach +Connor, but Harry had learned more about hiding and silence. + +``No, I don't think so,'' said Draco, and then abruptly hopped a step +backwards, grabbed Neville's broom, mounted it, and took off in a +dizzying spiral like a lark's. ``If you want to come and get it,'' he +called over his shoulder, ``please feel free to do so.'' + +Harry ground his teeth for a moment, then darted a glance around. The +other Slytherins were watching him, expressions mildly curious. It was +the Gryffindors who concerned him, though. Their eyes were narrowed, and +they had been about to jump Malfoy themselves, but now they stared at +him. + +\emph{Show us you're different from the rest of the slimy snakes,} their +gazes challenged him. \emph{Show us that you really would defend Neville +like one of your own.} + +Harry grimaced, cast a quick glance at the school, and raced back to his +own broom. When he looked up, Draco was hovering overhead, waiting for +him. He swallowed and kicked off from the ground. + +The same transformation happened that always happened, the moment his +feet left the grass. He was thrilled, exalted, at peace, like a bird +balanced on the wind. He couldn't help smiling as he circled towards +Draco, even given what had happened to inspire this, even though he was +breaking the rules. He loved flying too much. + +Draco was grinning at him again, and though his eyes were narrowed, +Harry saw a variant of the same challenge that the Gryffindors had +showed. + +``Show me what you can do, Harry,'' he breathed, and then turned and +cast the Remembrall in a high, descending arc. + +Harry snapped his head forward, eyes locked on the glitter, and then +flew after it. Connor wasn't here, and so no one could compare his +performance to his brother's. He was free to unleash all the speed he +normally kept constrained. The wind shrieked past his ears, and his hand +curved out at the proper moment, and he turned, and the Remembrall fell +with a triumphant sound into his palm. Harry folded his fingers around +it, holding it safe. After the difficulty of grasping and holding a +fluttering Snitch, this was no problem at all. + +He wheeled around to see Draco hastily flying back towards the ground. +Harry dropped like a falcon. Madam Hooch was coming back, or she'd sent +some other Professor out to supervise the class. Harry cursed quietly as +he landed and hopped back from the broom like it was on fire. + +Draco strode up to him just before Hooch and Connor returned, grinning +like the idiot he was. ``That was impressive,'' he whispered. + +Harry eyed him. Draco seemed perfectly cheerful, as though everything +had gone according to plan, but Harry didn't know why. With a shrug, he +turned away from the Slytherin and extended the Remembrall as Madam +Hooch entered the pitch again. + +``Neville dropped this, ma'am,'' he murmured. + +Madam Hooch nodded and pocketed it, and the lesson, complete with happy +Connor and ridiculously happy Draco, went on. + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +Draco grabbed Harry's arm when he tried to leave the field with the +Gryffindors. Harry turned and scowled at him. Draco knew that he hadn't +earned his goodwill earlier, even if flying about with Neville's +Remembrall had no direct reflection on the Gryffindor prat twin. + +\emph{He'll see differently,} Draco promised, and then smiled at Harry. +``Come on, we have to see Professor Snape.'' + +Harry blinked. ``What? Why?'' + +``Because we do,'' said Draco, and dragged him off. Harry went with him, +steps slow but not actually resisting. He probably would have been +struggling like a trapped unicorn if he knew what Draco actually +intended. + +That didn't matter. This was one of those times where Harry would just +have to listen to good sense. And once Draco described what he'd seen, +he knew what their Head of House would say. + +They hurried down a dungeon corridor and towards Professor Snape's +office, where Draco knocked importantly on the door. Harry fidgeted +nervously, continually glancing in the direction Connor had gone. Draco +snorted, caught his eyes, and forced him to stop it. + +``You're not in trouble,'' he said. ``Quite the opposite.'' + +Harry opened his mouth to ask why, but didn't get to, as Snape's voice +said, ``Enter,'' just then, and Draco took the chance to open the door +and push Harry inside, ahead of him. + +Snape looked up from his essays, eyes narrowing. Draco widened his eyes +innocently. Snape wouldn't fall for it, but at least it reassured him +that Draco was here in a spirit of mischief---and improving Slytherin's +Quidditch team, he told himself virtuously---and not because he was in +trouble. + +``Potter, Malfoy,'' Snape said, rising to his feet. ``Why have you +disturbed me?'' + +Harry just stared. Draco took the chance to talk. If Harry would not +speak up to defend or spare himself, he thought, he deserved what he +got. ``We just came from flying lessons, Professor. Madam Hooch left us +alone briefly, and I took the opportunity to test Harry.'' He smiled at +Harry, who still looked bewildered, and not unhappy yet. ``I suspected he +might be, and he \emph{is.} Bloody amazing on a broom. He caught a +Remembrall from fifty feet up and ten feet behind. We've got ourselves a +Seeker.'' + +Ah, \emph{there} was the unhappy expression. Draco peeked around his +shield. Harry's power was growing claws. He retracted his awareness +hastily and glanced at Snape, whose face showed he'd picked up on it, +too. + +\emph{And doesn't he wonder why the less powerful Potter twin shows this +much power?} Draco thought. \emph{I know I do.} + +``Sir, I'm sorry,'' said Harry, tensing his shoulders as though he were +facing a strong wind. ``I didn't know that Draco brought me here for +this. I know I wasn't supposed to be flying on a broom while Madam Hooch +was gone, and I'll gladly accept my detention.'' He recited the last +words in a monotone, his eyes cast down. Draco snorted. He knew well +enough that that humility was a mask, having seen Harry's eyes flash +whenever he thought something might have upset his brother. Who did +Harry think he was fooling? + +Not Snape, as became clear from the professor's voice a moment later. +``As you doubtless know, Potter, first-years are not allowed to possess +their own brooms, much less allowed on the House Quidditch teams.'' + +Harry looked up, a faint smile of relief curling the corners of his +mouth. ``Yes, sir. I realize that. Again, I'm sorry for interrupting +you.'' + +``However,'' Snape continued, and Draco watched with interest as Harry's +smile froze, ``Slytherin has been in solid possession of the House Cup +for some time now. I do not wish that to alter, particularly as +our---new celebrity---has been Sorted into another House, and may expect +to receive \emph{special treatment.}'' The sarcasm on the last words was +as thick as treacle. ``If you are truly as good as Draco says, then I +would be a fool not to put you on the team. Rules can be bent for a good +cause.'' + +Harry didn't miss the cue. ``He's probably mistaken, sir. I did dive +after a Remembrall, but not from as far away or as high up as Draco +says.'' + +``That's right,'' said Draco. + +He received a death glare from Snape, but it lasted only until he added, +``It was from sixty feet up and fifteen feet behind. I forgot.'' + +Snape lifted his eyebrows and altered the frigidity of the stare by only +a touch. Draco endured it. He knew that Snape could read minds, and +deliberately let his memory of Harry diving after the tiny ball play +across the surface of his thoughts. Snape snapped the gaze a moment +later, and nodded. + +``You will play Seeker on Slytherin's team this year, Potter,'' he said, +and turned away with a dismissive sweep of his robes. ``I will speak to +Headmaster Dumbledore about it. You need only show up to practice and at +games, and then you need only catch the Snitch.'' + +``No, sir.'' + +Draco stared at Harry. He had his arms folded over his chest now, and he +had dropped the mask of humility entirely. His eyes flashed green fire. +He didn't quail even when Snape turned around, slowly, and asked, ``What +did you say?'' + +``No, sir,'' Harry repeated, his voice flat, but not at all dull. ``I +will \emph{not} play Seeker on the Slytherin House team. I'm only a +first-year, and I haven't had much time to make friends yet---other than +Draco.'' His stare said what he thought of that friendship at the moment. +``I'd cause resentment and dissension, not only in Slytherin but in the +other Houses as well, sir. I feel it's best if I don't play.'' + +Draco knew that wasn't true, of course, though it was quite possibly the +best lie Harry could come up with on the spot. He knew the real reason. +\emph{He won't play because his twin isn't on Gryffindor's team. Prat!} +He was not sure if he meant Harry or Connor with that last thought. + +``You can play, Mr. Potter, and you will,'' Snape told him, in a voice +even softer than before. Draco shivered. Snape didn't raise his voice +when he was truly angry, and he was truly angry now. ``I will speak to +Headmaster Dumbledore about it. You need not concern yourself.'' + +``I believe that there's no rule saying that someone can be \emph{forced} +to play Quidditch if he doesn't want to,'' said Harry, head up. His +lightning bolt scar showed clearly through his fringe. Even with Snape's +anger, Draco saw the professor's eyes dart to the scar, and his faint, +questioning frown. ``I've chosen, and I won't be moved from this. Sir.'' + +``You will,'' said Snape. ``Or I can make life unpleasant for you, do +not doubt.'' + +``I don't doubt it, sir,'' Harry said. Snape winced, and Draco wondered +how far his shield against power-headaches was down. ``But I am prepared +to endure that. I'm prepared to die against Voldemort, if it comes to +that. Somehow, I don't think you'll be quite that bad.'' His hand +actually drifted sideways to rest on his robe, as if he would draw his +wand at any moment. + +Snape stared into Harry's eyes for what was probably only a minute, but +felt much longer to Draco, given the freezing silence. Draco shifted. He +wished he knew what Snape saw there. + +``You are right,'' Snape said abruptly. ``I ask your forgiveness, Mr. +Potter.'' His voice had risen slightly, but was still soft and mocking. +``I forgot that some of my Slytherins prefer to contribute to the +welfare of their House, and others do not.'' + +As Draco had suspected, that insult slid off Harry like water. \emph{He +probably doesn't even think it's an insult, since he wants so much to be +a Gryffindor,} Draco thought spitefully. ``Thank you, sir. May I go now? +I have a long Potions essay to finish.'' + +``You may,'' said Snape, as if he had lost interest, and Draco watched +Harry stride out the door, as though he thought he had won this battle. + +Snape turned around when the door shut, and it was obvious from his +expression that he hadn't given up the battle at all, only retreated to +firmer ground. Draco smiled at him. + +``I was right, wasn't I, to bring him here?'' He didn't mean the +question to sound quite so anxious, but Snape only nodded. + +``You were. The boy doesn't think he's a Slytherin.'' There was +disbelief in his voice, but anger as well. ``And he's as arrogant as +ever James Potter was about it.'' Now hatred, and Draco shivered as the +tone chilled again. ``Well. No matter. We shall show him in the end.'' +His smile came back, the kind of smile that Draco had seen when he +walked in on Snape and his father trading stories of Voldemort's first +rise. ``And James Potter, as well. I shall enjoy using his son to win +and keep the House Cup.'' + +He nodded at Draco. ``You may also go.'' + +Draco left, comforted. \emph{Well, that didn't work. But it's not as +though Harry can hide forever. Talent is going to show itself, and if he +isn't playing on the House team before the year's out, I'll eat five +Galleons. No, ten. In front of Weasley.} + +\subsection{*Chapter 7*: Humility}\label{chapter-7-humility} + +Phew! Another chapter done. Not sure how long I can keep up this +updating schedule, but I'll enjoy it while I can. + +Thank you for all the reviews! Most questions will still have to remain +unanswered. Chapter 12, I promise. (And, well, um, Chapter 58, which +doesn't happen until the AU version of PoA, for all the answers. Sorry +about that). + +But this is still the AU version of PS, for right now. Enjoy! + +\textbf{Chapter Seven: Humility} + +``\emph{Fumo!}'' + +``Harry!'' + +Harry smiled slightly as smoke filled the first-year boys' bedroom, to +cries of protest and disgust from Greg and Vince, who had been studying, +and Blaise, half-asleep on his bed. Blaise actually fell off the bed, +choking and coughing. Harry might have choked himself, but he'd already +cast the \emph{Specularis} charm in front of him. A small, clear window +of air hovered there, diverting the smoke to either side and letting him +breathe. It also moved with him, so that he could see a short distance +ahead. + +He pronounced it again, this time more firmly and with a wider wand +movement, and the smoke dissipated. Vince and Greg stared at him. Blaise +glared up from the floor. + +``Why did you do \emph{that},'' he asked, treating the word like a dead +frog the Kneazle had dragged in, ``in the middle of our bedroom?'' + +``Because Draco didn't think I could do it,'' said Harry with a shrug, +falling back on his bed and hugging the knowledge that he hadn't +forgotten the Smoke Charm to himself. He had the feeling that he might +need it, just as he'd need \emph{Protego} and all the rest of the shield +and hiding spells his mother had insisted he learn. ``Talk to him.'' + +``I didn't mean that you had to demonstrate it right \emph{now},'' Draco +whined from the bed next to his. + +Harry closed his eyes and let the argument play around him. Such +chatter, without a mention of his name or Connor's except in play, was +the next best thing to silence---which he wasn't going to get with Draco +around---for thinking about the dreams that had been plaguing him +lately. + +The dreams had been vague at first, formations of darkness that did not +impress Harry, who'd grown up immersed in stories of Voldemort's first +rise and the truly horrible things the Death Eaters did under his +guidance. But gradually they sharpened, and he found himself in a maze +of twisting corridors, advancing towards a door that opened on sharp, +snarling teeth. + +Then another figure had started appearing between him and the door. The +figure was small and stooped, inconsequential. Harry supposed that was +to stop anyone from looking too closely. But since he was someone who +relied on the same defenses, he'd looked, and recognized the purple +turban that wrapped the figure's head. And then he woke with his scar +bleeding, which was, he thought, the last proof he needed. Professor +Quirrell meant harm of some kind to Connor. + +On the face of it, that was ridiculous. The professor stammered all the +time and taught Defense Against the Dark Arts with shuffling +incompetence. Harry did not care, though. He planned to follow Professor +Quirrell tonight and see what he could discover about him. + +\emph{``Harry!''} + +Harry blinked and sat up. Draco and Blaise were looking expectantly at +him, Blaise holding his wand out in front of him. Above it floated a +clear glass bubble that Harry recognized as a beginner's try at the +\emph{Specularis} spell. + +``Not like that,'' he said, and settled down to show them the proper +wrist movements. He supposed he might be asking for trouble, teaching +magic to possible future Death Eaters, but refusing would only earn him +a reputation as a smug git, and Harry wanted to avoid any kind of +reputation at all. Besides, Harry rather thought some of them might be +turned. Not all Slytherins were evil. Even Draco wasn't that bad most of +the time. + +``Come on, Blaise, a Gryffindor could do better than that,'' Draco +taunted, and Harry sighed and revised his estimate of how much time this +would take. + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +Harry waited quietly outside the Great Hall that night until Professor +Quirrell emerged, and then fell in behind him. He wished he had their +father's Invisibility Cloak, but he was quite sure that Lily hadn't +allowed James to send it. He would have to rely on his trained silence +and hiding abilities, and on the spells that he had learned if +necessary, just in case Quirrell glanced around and saw him. + +The professor continued hurrying ahead, though, as involved in his own +thoughts as the other Slytherins had been in the argument about +Quidditch that Harry had stirred up at dinner. He certainly never +glanced behind him to see if anyone was there, and Harry was able to +follow him easily through corridors and doors, up staircases, and around +corners. + +\emph{Then why do I still feel watched?} Harry thought, as they rounded +a corner and came to a shut door. + +He didn't know, just as he didn't know for certain what the source of +the pain in his scar was, but he knew enough to duck out of sight when +Professor Quirrell looked around at last. Then the professor carefully +withdrew a large silver key from a chain around his neck and fitted it +into the door. A low \emph{snick}, and he was past and in. + +Harry waited in silence for one moment, then two, then ten. Then he +crept towards the door, hoping it would be unlocked. + +It was, but Harry could see little when he knelt and put his eye to the +crack, and he didn't dare move the door. He did hear growling, though, +and Quirrell talking in a low murmur, too quiet to make out what he was +saying. Harry cocked his head. Was the professor not stuttering, or was +that his imagination? + +``Why are you here?'' + +Harry tensed all his muscles to keep from flinching or crying out, and +then turned and glared at Draco, who had come up behind him. At least +he'd had the sense to keep his voice to a whisper. ``Working to protect +Connor,'' Harry whispered back. ``Why are \emph{you} here?'' + +``I followed you from dinner,'' said Draco, with a shrug. ``I know you +made up that argument on purpose so no one would notice you leave.'' He +crouched down beside Harry and grinned at him. ``That was very Slytherin +of you, really, Harry. A Gryffindor would just have dumped his plate +over someone's head.'' + +Harry resisted the urge to get into an argument about his proper House. +``Be \emph{quiet},'' he whispered instead. ``Professor Quirrell's in that +room, and I don't want him to know we're out here.'' + +``Why not?'' Draco asked, too loudly. ``He's a professor, isn't he? +Why---'' + +Harry grabbed his arm and held it tight as the growls beyond the +half-open door resolved into a chorus of barking. A moment later, there +came a stabbing pain in his scar, which Harry took to mean that +Professor Quirrell was running back towards them. + +Harry didn't hesitate, but reached inside his robes for his wand. +``\emph{Fumo}!'' + +Smoke gusted from the tip and filled the corridor with a mist of gray. +Harry grimaced; he'd forgotten to cast \emph{Specularis}, and he could +hear Draco choking, trying desperately not to give them away. And now he +didn't know which way Quirrell would run. He was annoyed at himself. + +He chose a direction that he vaguely remembered as being down the hall, +away from the door, and tugged Draco in it. Draco came with him, his +coughs escaping in small, muffled noises. Harry crouched over him and +drew his wand fully. He could fight Professor Quirrell, if it came to +that. He would have to, if the professor figured out who'd cast the +Smoke Charm. + +But the professor had gone. By the time the smoke cleared, Harry +couldn't see anyone. He sighed, and scowled when he noticed the door was +locked. There had gone his chance to see what was behind it. + +His nostrils and lungs were stinging, but he wasn't badly off. Draco, +however, would have to go to Madam Pomfrey. Harry coaxed him onto his +feet, then coaxed him into walking, and shook his head as they staggered +to the first staircase. + +``Why did you follow me, anyway?'' he muttered at him. ``You didn't have +to.'' + +``I wanted to,'' Draco whispered, and then burst into another round of +coughing. + +Harry sighed and kept them moving. \emph{How very Malfoyish that answer +is.} + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +Harry didn't get another chance to follow Professor Quirrell. Draco had +taken to clinging to his side again. He always had some excuse. He had +missed writing down the Potions homework that day. He wanted Harry to +teach him the Smoke Charm. Did Harry realize that it'd been \emph{ages} +since they played Exploding Snap together? He badgered and coaxed and +snorted and taunted, and Harry wound up spending more time than ever in +the Slytherin common room and the library as the weeks passed. + +And, of course, he spent time away from Connor. + +That drove Harry particularly mad, as he knew that Draco was doing it on +purpose. But drawing too much attention would \emph{also} be against his +self-imposed rules. He knew that Draco wrote to his father every few +days. Would Lucius Malfoy like to hear that the Potters' elder son felt +so worried over the safety of the younger one that he couldn't trust the +professors and the spells on Hogwarts Castle to protect him? And what +would Draco think, if he began to consider that Harry's desperate +attempts to get back to Connor might be prompted by more than mere +sibling affection? Harry had shown, unwisely, how good he was at magic +that most students didn't learn until second or third year. He practiced +more often in broom closets and isolated classrooms after that, but the +damage had been done. Blaise and Greg and Vince all watched him with +something like respect, Draco with something like delight. And, of +course, Draco insisted on learning every charm that Harry knew. + +On and on it went, until Harry began to feel, exasperated, more like a +Slytherin student than his brother's protector. + +And then came Halloween. It stuck out in Harry's mind for other reasons +afterwards, but the first thing that brought it to mind was the fact +that he heard Connor be deliberately unkind. + +That did not please him. + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +``Come on, Harry! I'm hungry.'' + +``Just a minute, Draco,'' Harry said absently, craning his neck. Ron and +Connor were just coming out of Charms class with the rest of the +Gryffindors. He wanted to see his brother and wish him a happy +anniversary. It was on this day ten years ago that Connor had defeated +Voldemort and saved the wizarding world, after all. + +They were just in front of him, and Harry was smiling and about to say +something, when Connor snickered and remarked, apparently in response to +something Ron had said, ``Well, Hermione's \emph{got} to be good at +books; what else is she for?'' + +Harry stared. The remark reminded him of the one about Draco's name on +the train. Connor was \emph{capable} of deliberate malice, but it was +always sudden flashes like this, which faded into appropriate remorse. +And this one seemed so---undeserved. Hermione wasn't a Death Eater, not +anything like one, and she hadn't taunted Connor that Harry had ever +heard. At least Draco's father was a known quantity, a known enemy, and +Draco could have been, too. + +He found his voice at last. ``Connor---'' he began. + +And then pounding footsteps interrupted him, and Hermione fled past them +in tears. She vanished around the far corner of the hall before Harry +could put out a hand or speak the words that might have stopped her. + +Harry turned his head back and gave Connor a slow, deliberate glance. +Connor flushed and opened his mouth, then hung his head. + +``Go after her,'' said Harry. ``\emph{Apologize}, for Merlin's sake, +Connor. That was uncalled-for.'' He paused for a long moment. ``And +unworthy of you.'' + +Then he turned and stalked off, despite the fact that it was the longest +conversation he'd had with his brother in a week. Connor gasped and +shouted after him. Harry ignored him. The future leader of the wizarding +world could not afford such flaws in his character. Lily had handled +them with the silent treatment at home. Harry didn't know how well it +would work here, but he was prepared to try the same thing. + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +Draco was very quiet during the Halloween Feast. He ate, of course, but +he mostly watched Harry. Harry was brooding, and despite the pleading +glances that regularly came his way from the Gryffindor table, he +refused to look in that direction---perhaps because the Mudblood Granger +still hadn't come back to sit with everyone else. + +\emph{Interesting. I think he'd give up his life for his brother, but +he's not willing to give up that fussiness he'd probably call his +morals. Hmmm.} + +Draco at last opened his mouth to speak to Harry about it, but swung his +head sharply around when the doors of the Great Hall flew open with a +bang. Professor Quirrell staggered in and stood blinking on the +threshold for a moment. His turban had come half-unwrapped from his +head. The look in his eyes made Draco roll his. + +``T-troll,'' he said at last, faintly. ``In the dungeons. I thought you +ought to know.'' Then he swayed and fainted dead away. + +Chaos erupted then, with the Heads of House snapping at the prefects to +take the younger children back to the safety of the common rooms, and +the professors spreading out grimly to search the castle. Draco wasn't +scared; he rose with the rest of the Slytherin table when he was told +to, and headed calmly towards the dungeons. They passed Professor Snape +on the way, his stride firm and his dark eyes flashing dangerously. +Draco smirked. He felt rather sorry for any troll that had to face +Professor Snape. + +Then, of course, he saw Harry peel off from the rest of the House and +hurry away. + +Hissing, Draco snagged the back of Harry's robe and dragged him towards +the line again. ``What did you think you were doing?'' he whispered in +his ear. ``You'll only get in trouble when Professor Snape sees you're +gone, and I'll have to take the blame. Besides, there's a troll +wandering around the castle, or did you forget that bit?'' + +Harry looked at him. Draco recoiled, dropping his hand. There was a +stranger in Harry's eyes, determined, implacable, full of intent +resolve. He didn't look like a first-year. + +``Hermione's missing,'' said Harry softly. ``And Connor and Ron just +left the Gryffindor line. I think they've gone in search of her.'' + +Draco snored. ``That's a long chain of suppositions to hang your own +safety on,'' he said. ``Come \emph{on}.'' + +Harry shrugged. ``I might be wrong,'' he said, calmly. ``Maybe they +didn't go looking for Hermione. But, regardless, my brother's out there. +I \emph{am} going to protect him.'' He said the last words with all the +finality of a Runespoor's bite, and then turned and ran down the hall +before Draco could stop him. Hesitating one last time---merely to make +sure that the Slytherin prefects were too busy with everyone else to +watch them go, Draco assured himself---he tore after Harry. + +``All this for a Mudblood,'' he muttered. + +``Just like our mother,'' Harry said, mildly, without looking at him. + +Draco winced. Harry was like that, sometimes, striking home with one +small and calm remark. ``I didn't mean it that way---'' + +``Draco,'' said Harry, in a tone of infinite patience, ``shut up.'' + +Draco shut up. He followed Harry, who seemed to know where he was going. +He nearly banged into him when Harry pulled up abruptly, and then peered +over Harry's shoulder and around the corner. The sight in front of him +was enough to take all the spit out of his mouth. + +They'd found the troll. + +It was huge, and gray, and lumbered like a sculpture come to life. It +hesitated for a long moment, then moved into the girls' loo at the end +of the hall. A moment later, two small figures pelted in after it. + +``\emph{Connor},'' said Harry, with a tone in his voice that Draco +couldn't identify, and then ran. He was unfairly fast, and Draco fell +behind soon enough. He entered the loo in time to hear the screaming, +though, and then to see part of the problem. The troll had backed +Granger into a corner, and Potter and Weasley were trying to levitate +its club above its head. + +It failed. Of course it did, Draco thought; it was a Gryffindor plan. +The club dropped, and the troll grabbed it and dealt a sideways blow +faster than Draco would have thought it could move. The club only grazed +Weasley, though it still dropped him unconscious, but caught Potter a +devastating sideways blow that sent him flying into the wall. + +Harry moved a step forward. Draco caught a glimpse of his face, and +cowered. At the same moment, a ferocious, violent headache sent him to +the floor. His shield was no longer enough to keep out Harry's rising +power. + +``You shouldn't have hurt my brother,'' Harry told the troll, which +turned towards him, blinking stupidly. ``You \emph{really} shouldn't have +hurt my brother.'' Draco felt all future plans to hurt Potter physically +wither and die in the flame of his stare. Harry thrust out a hand. +``\emph{Incendio}!'' + +The troll's club burst into flame. It howled and dropped the thing, but +Harry snapped, ``\emph{Wingardium Leviosa}!'' and the club hovered, then +flew back and smashed into the troll. The troll hopped around in a +circle, burning and screaming. Harry took another step forward and said, +in a voice that in and of itself carried enough power to make Draco's +temples throb, ``\emph{Finite Incantatem}.'' + +The fire went out, and the club fell on the troll's head with a very +final crash. It collapsed with a little whimper, and then lay still. +Draco shivered, both at the display of power and at the smell of burning +troll flesh. + +And there was also the little fact that Harry hadn't used his wand for +any of those three spells. + +Harry turned around, panting heavily, putting a hand out for support +that wasn't there. Draco hurried to provide it, but only managed to +catch Harry as he sagged to his knees. He didn't say anything. He didn't +know what to say. + +Granger crept out of the corner and stared at them. + +``Connor,'' Harry said, lifting his head. His eyes had come back to +almost normal, if glazed and panicked and wide was ``normal.'' ``Is he +alive?'' + +``I'll check,'' said Draco, since it meant so much to Harry, and went +over to Potter. He was breathing, and though there was a goose-egg on +the back of his head and a bruise along his ribs when Draco gingerly +peeked beneath his robes, he didn't seem seriously injured. Draco sighed +and nodded at Harry. ``He'll live.'' + +``I would heal him,'' Harry muttered, ``but I don't know any medical +magic yet.'' + +``What you do know is \emph{very} fucking impressive,'' Draco said dryly. +He felt the urge to giggle, and didn't give in, because once he did, +there would be no stopping it. He was half-high on the feeling of magic +that still ebbed and danced in the air, centering on Harry, and he had a +headache that would have been appropriate for a night of stiff drinking. +He dropped down to the floor again. ``I don't think I can move,'' he +said, pathetically, to no one in particular. + +Footsteps invaded the room then, and Draco's head, making the pounding +worse. He winced, and looked up to see Professor McGonagall, the +Gryffindor Head of House, in the doorway, staring at the felled troll. + +``What happened?'' she demanded, turning and squinting at Draco. + +Draco opened his mouth to explain, but Harry got there first, all smooth +charm and utter believability. ``It was my brother, Professor,'' he +said. ``He hurled a spell at the troll I've never even \emph{seen} +before, a combination of---of the Levitation Charm we learned just today +and something that caused fire.'' He shook his head back and forth. The +wideness of his eyes made him look innocent, Draco thought, and butter +probably wouldn't melt in his mouth as he blinked at McGonagall. ``The +force of it knocked him out, and he's wounded, but he saved my life. He +saved all our lives.'' + +McGonagall's face softened, and she nodded once. Then she said, ``But +why were you here in the first place?'' + +Draco again attempted to assist the cause of truth, but Harry got in the +way again. ``I followed the troll, Professor. I thought I could defeat +it.'' He looked down bashfully. ``It just gets tiring, sometimes, living +in my brother's shadow.'' He added a perfect ingratiating whine that +Draco recognized as an imitation of himself. ``Do you know what I +mean?'' + +``That was extremely foolish of you, Mister Potter,'' said McGonagall, +the warmth in her face mostly gone. ``Ten points from Slytherin, for the +utter, utter \emph{foolishness} of your actions.'' + +Draco opened his mouth to protest the unfairness of everything, but the +other professors appeared then, clucking and exclaiming, and he got +swept away in the general tumult. He did see Hermione Granger watching +the entire scene with speculative eyes, her head cocked to one side. But +when Harry caught her eye and mouthed, ``They were coming after you,'' +she appeared willing to let the matter lie. + +Draco wasn't. While McGonagall levitated Weasley and Potter to the +infirmary, and Harry trotted beside them, breathless and exhausted and +happy, he fought his way to Professor Snape's side. The Slytherin Head +of House leaned on the wall, his eyes alternately on his colleagues and +the dead troll. + +``Potter didn't do that,'' Draco insisted, when Snape deigned to pay +attention to him. ``Harry did. Wandless, even! And now the old cat's +taken points, and it's---it's just all so \emph{unfair.}'' He winced and +fell silent then, because his head really did hurt. + +``I know, Draco,'' said Snape calmly. His voice had some tamped-down +emotion in it, but it was so repressed that Draco couldn't tell what it +was. He merely surveyed the scene, and his eyes gave nothing away, +either. ``But I must wait a few days before restoring Slytherin's +points. I have to account for why I gave them, after all.'' + +``I didn't mean that part!'' Draco wailed. ``Well, not just that part! I +meant---'' + +Snape nodded to him. ``I know,'' he said. ``But I have learned that the +best way to confront our Slytherin Potter is not directly. He can resist +that, and rather spectacularly well, it looks like,'' he added, with one +more glance around the room. ``We must wait, and be indirect. Now, come +with me. I have a potion that will soothe your headache.'' He swept out +of the room. + +Draco winced and hesitated. On the one hand, he felt like he should be +with Harry in the infirmary. + +On the other hand, his head pounded like a gong. + +In the end, he followed Snape, and composed a letter in his head to his +father the whole way. \emph{Dear Father, Harry is being exasperating. +And stupid. And risking his life where he doesn't need to, and then +refusing to even take credit for it, which would be the only reason for +such a thing. And he gave me a} headache. + +\subsection{*Chapter 8*: Dares and +Dives}\label{chapter-8-dares-and-dives} + +Argh! I didn't mean to put up another chapter this quickly, but I love +writing this story so much, and I had some extra time this +afternoon\ldots{} + +After this, updates will probably drop to one every other day, or every +two. I do have original fiction and homework I need to work on. + +For now, enjoy, and thank you again for all the reviews! + +\textbf{Chapter Eight: Dares and Dives} + +Harry smiled as Draco cast a stone into the lake and yelled for the +Giant Squid to come up and attack him if it wasn't a coward. Draco would +run in the opposite direction if that ever happened, of course, but it +was funny to think about. And Harry was in a generally good mood this +morning, certainly enough to find Draco's jokes amusing. + +Connor was well. He'd been released from the infirmary the yesterday, +along with a stern warning from Madam Pomfrey ``not to do whatever it +was that you did again, young man!'' Ron was up even before then. And +Connor, though he seemed dazed when asked about the troll, had accepted +the story of his defeating it without trouble. It probably helped, Harry +thought, that awed mutters and glances tended to follow him now, and +that the Gryffindor Head of House had been more than usually kind to +him. + +Hermione seemed to know the truth, but though she watched Harry +constantly on Friday---he would look up from reading a book in the +library, and there she would be---she didn't bring it up. She had even +befriended Connor and Ron, to an extent, if her stiff efforts to include +them in a lecture on Friday were any indication. Harry was willing to +let it rest for now. He could urge them closer later. + +And Draco hadn't brought up the truth, either, for which Harry was more +than grateful. He smirked when someone else talked about Connor and the +troll, and at every mention of ``wandless magic'' his elbow dug into +Harry's ribs, but he didn't talk. Harry thought he knew that McGonagall +and the rest wouldn't believe him. Even Snape probably did not. He had +his hands full hating Connor and Harry for being Potters, and thus James +through them. + +Harry looked up as Draco said, ``I saw a shadow in the lake.'' He was +trying to be confident, but his voice rippled, like the water that had +probably been all he saw. ``I think we should head back to the castle +now.'' + +Harry checked the sun; it was still early morning, since Draco had +learned his trick of rising early on Saturdays and adjusted his sleeping +schedule to catch Harry then, too. But the Great Hall would probably be +open for breakfast by now, and Draco really had been agreeable, +following him around the lake and chattering nonstop about something +other than Harry being a Slytherin. ``All right,'' he agreed, and turned +back towards Hogwarts. + +As they neared the castle, his eyes strayed to Gryffindor Tower, by +habit, and then he froze. A figure on a broomstick, shrunk by distance, +darted around the Tower, retrieving small objects that fell---or were +hurled, more likely, Harry thought---out of windows. The sound of +laughter was audible even from here. And Harry could recognize Connor on +a broomstick. He'd \emph{trained} in recognizing Connor on a broomstick, +in case they were ever in flight among enemies and he had to cast spells +without looking at someone's face first. + +``Isn't that your brother?'' Draco said, at the same moment. ``Where did +he get a broom?'' + +``Probably sneaked out to the pitch and stole one,'' said Harry, his +eyes narrowing as Connor essayed a particularly daring swoop. He +spiraled once, wobbled as if he would bash into the side of the Tower, +and then soared up, laughing. Harry had no doubt that he'd caught +whatever it was he chased. He let his shoulders sag in relief. ``He's a +good flyer, though, don't you think?'' he added, turning to Draco. + +Draco was watching him, and not Connor. Draco was disturbing that way, +Harry reflected. ``Not half as good as you are,'' he murmured. + +``He's much better than me,'' Harry said. \emph{Not true, but he's much +better than Draco gives him credit for.} ``You ought to see us fly after +a practice Snitch together. Connor wins every time.'' + +``Because you let him,'' said Draco, in a soft, mocking voice. + +``On his own merits!'' Harry hissed. He wondered if there was, after +all, something worse than Draco confronting him immediately after the +troll incident and demanding an explanation. Draco seemed to have +decided that the way Harry protected Connor from physical harm extended +into protecting him from any possible embarrassment, too. + +\emph{Well, it does, but he has no right to} assume \emph{that it does.} + +``\emph{Mister} Potter!'' + +Harry blinked and jerked his head up. It was Professor McGonagall who +spoke, though, and she was standing at the base of Gryffindor Tower, her +arms folded and her head tilted up. Connor didn't appear to see or hear +her. He swerved down, caught one more object too small for Harry to see, +and held it up to cheers and applause through the Tower windows. + +``\emph{Mister} Potter,'' said McGonagall again, somehow managing to sound +equally forceful even though she'd raised her voice. ``Come down here +\emph{this instant.}'' + +Harry winced at her tone, especially as Connor heard her this time and +froze on the broomstick. Then he spiraled softly down. His head was +bowed, and Harry knew, though he couldn't see them, that his knuckles +would be white where they gripped the broom handle. Connor hated being +in trouble, or getting yelled at. + +Harry hurried over. Draco, behind him, said nothing except for one quick +whisper of, ``You try to take the blame for this and I will give you +\emph{such} a thump.'' + +Harry didn't intend to take the blame. He just wanted to be there to +hear what the punishment was, so that he could commiserate with Connor +and agree whether or not it would be worth the crime. + +McGonagall stood where she was for a long moment, lips pursed as she +stared at Connor. Harry's brother had hopped off the broomstick and +stood with his head bowed. It was a posture of genuine contrition, which +had often gotten him out of trouble at home. But McGonagall wasn't +James, and Harry braced himself as she opened her mouth. + +``Mister Potter,'' she said. ``You know that you broke the rules by +flying without permission.'' + +``Yes, ma'am,'' Connor whispered. His voice sounded so small. Harry +would have gone forward and gotten in front of him, to deflect +McGonagall's attention, but he thought she would have gotten irritated +at him without dropping her irritation for Connor. Besides, Draco had a +death grip on his arm. + +``And you know that you were hurt in your battle with the troll two days +ago and have \emph{no} reason to be up and flying,'' she continued. + +``Yes, ma'am.'' + +``That said,'' McGonagall said, unfolding her arms, ``it will be to your +advantage to respect your position on the Gryffindor Quidditch team.'' +Harry felt a warmth flooding his heart. Connor jerked his head up and +stared at McGonagall. ``We have desperate need of a Seeker,'' McGonagall +went on, ``which is the \emph{only} reason I am allowing this. But you +will not skip practices, Mr. Potter, nor will you abuse your teammates' +trust in you. Do you understand?'' + +Connor nodded, his eyes and his whole face shining with a light that +Harry knew well enough most people could not resist. Slytherins seemed +to be the exception, but Slytherins were the exceptions for lots of +things. ``Of course, ma'am! I promise! Thank you!'' + +McGonagall nodded at him. ``We had a practice this morning,'' she said +as she turned away, ``but you will need to report to Oliver Wood, the +team Captain, on your own time and have him instruct you in plays.'' + +Connor bounced up and down on his toes, grinning. ``I understand, ma'am. +Thank you!'' he added again, his voice exuberant. + +Harry caught sight of McGonagall's faint smile as she passed. It seemed +even the stern Head of Gryffindor House was not immune to Connor's +charm. + +``Congratulations, Connor,'' he said quietly. He was glad that he got to +be the first one to say that. There were confused, semi-cheerful sounds +coming from Gryffindor Tower, but none of them had had time to get out +of the Tower and down to the ground yet. + +Connor nodded at him. Then his face firmed, and Harry blinked at the +change in his eyes and the set of his jaw. + +He grabbed Harry's arm and dragged him towards the castle. Harry +stumbled before he managed to catch his balance and follow. He was much +more used to Draco pulling this kind of trick, and wondered what in the +world Connor could be thinking of doing. + +``Where are we going?'' he asked, as they plowed through the doors and +in the direction of the Great Hall. But Connor turned before they got +there, leading him to the dungeons. + +``I promised that you would get all the same chances that I get,'' was +Connor's only explanation, and soon enough they were hurrying along a +familiar hallway. Harry had a bad feeling when Connor paused and knocked +on the door of Snape's office. + +There was a long, long silence, as though Snape were behind the door +asking himself incredulously who would dare disturb him this early in +the morning, and on a Saturday, no less. Harry shifted, and tried a new +tactic. ``Connor, thank you. You're wonderfully brave and generous. But +it's not necessary, really---'' + +The door opened then, and Snape, as ready to sneer as he was on days +when they had class, stood framed in it. ``The Brothers \emph{Potter},'' +he said, making their last name sound like an obscenity. ``What do you +want?'' + +Connor lifted his chin. ``Professor Snape,'' he said formally, ``I've +just been made Seeker on the Gryffindor Quidditch team.'' + +Harry saw the professor's face grow tight with rage for a moment, but +his voice showed no change. ``I see,'' he replied, sarcasm dripping from +the words. ``And this would be your promotional tour, perhaps? Your way +of soliciting congratulations from all and sundry?'' + +``This has nothing to do with me,'' said Connor firmly, and thrust Harry +forward. ``My brother's as good a Seeker as I am. If Professor +McGonagall is going to break the rules and let me fly for Gryffindor, +even though I'm a first-year, then I think it's only fair that Harry +should get to fly for Slytherin.'' + +Harry winced and cowered. He could well imagine the force of the +invective Snape was about to unleash, and he didn't look forward to the +way that Connor's face would crumple and flush as he struggled not to +cry. + +There was silence instead. And then Snape said, in the even tone that +was as close as he ever seemed to come to courtesy, ``Thank you, Mr. +Potter. That is indeed an excellent idea. I approve entirely. Come in, +Mr. Potter,'' he said, nodding at Harry, ``so that we can discuss this +further.'' He stepped out of the way and gestured into the office, as +though in invitation. + +Harry would have rather entered a dragon's lair. ``My brother's +mistaken, Professor Snape,'' he blurted, chasing the first idea that +came to mind. ``I could never beat him in our practice matches. I +wouldn't want to give Slytherin an inferior Seeker---'' + +``Don't listen to him, Professor,'' Connor interrupted. ``He's nearly +taken the Snitch away from me more than once. And I'm \emph{really} +good,'' he added, with that artless self-adulation that Harry so often +encouraged and now wished would dry up for just a few minutes. + +``I have no reason to doubt you,'' Snape assured him gravely, which made +Harry only more certain he was howling with laughter inside. ``But since +the first match is in a week, and it will be between Gryffindor and +Slytherin, then I wish to advise Mr. Potter of +the\ldots{}strategy\ldots{}he should adopt.'' His eyes came back to +Harry's face and lingered there. Then he smiled. It was not at all a +nice smile. + +Harry said, ``Really, sir, you don't have to do this. I know how much +you hate bending the rules.'' + +``Harry.'' + +He glanced sideways at Connor, who was smiling at him with the gentle, +patient expression of a sibling pushed almost to the limits of his +tolerance. + +``Do this,'' Connor whispered. ``Please. I want you to. I'd be miserable +if I were flying and you weren't. Please?'' + +Harry sighed and bowed his head. \emph{Why not? It's not as though I +have to win the game. Everyone has seen how good we are separately, but +no one's seen us in competition, and when they do, then they'll only +notice what Mum and Dad did whenever I played Connor.} + +Those thoughts reassured him. This was a deception, but unlike the +desperate one he'd made up Halloween night to turn Connor into a hero, +it was an old and familiar one. Harry breathed a bit easier. + +``If you really want me on the team, sir,'' he said to Professor Snape, +``I'll do it.'' + +``Indeed,'' said Snape. ``Now, step inside my office, Mr. Potter. We +really \emph{must} talk.'' + +Connor patted Harry's shoulder. Then he said, ``See you later, Harry. +Professor.'' A nod, and he was gone. + +Harry stared at Snape for a long moment. His Head of House's eyes showed +no sign of yielding, so he bowed his head again and plodded into the +room. + +The door shut with a soft sound. Harry hoped for some silence, but Snape +tore into him at once. + +``You are a fool if you think that I will permit Gryffindor to beat +Slytherin,'' he said, circling around in front of Harry. Harry kept his +eyes on the floor. That didn't dim his consciousness of Snape's gaze on +him, or how triumphant it was. ``And I \emph{know} that you are not a +fool, Mr. Potter. You will kindly stop acting as if you are. You will +become Slytherin's Seeker. And you will win our matches, Mr. Potter.'' + +``Connor really is better than I am, sir,'' Harry tried. + +``I don't believe you,'' Snape assured him, voice a purr. ``After the +incident with the troll, Mr. Potter, I wonder if I should believe you +ever again.'' + +Harry looked up in shock. He really, really had not thought that Snape +believed Draco's side of the story, even if Draco had told him. The +story Harry had made up sounded so much better, confirming as it would +for Snape the utter arrogance of both James Potter's sons and their +rule-breaking tendencies. + +Snape smirked at him and cocked his head. + +``I know what you are, Mr. Potter,'' he breathed. ``And do you know +why?'' Harry shook his head, heart like a drumbeat in his ears, almost +obscuring Snape's next whispered words. ``I am a Slytherin, too. +Maneuvering, lying, half-truths, concealment---they are second nature to +me. And your attempts are amateurish at best.'' He laughed when Harry +glared at him. ``Oh, yes, they are. They depend too heavily on the +listener being utterly besotted with our resident hero. As I am not, I +prefer to look for the true cause. The \emph{Slytherin} cause, Mr. +Potter.'' He hissed the last words, and Harry spoke before he thought. + +``I'm not going to be a good Seeker, Professor. I'll just throw the +game. And Connor will still win anyway.'' + +Snape's smile vanished. He leaned close enough that Harry flinched, but +he couldn't seem to look away. Snape's eyes burned like black ice. + +``If you do not win this game, Potter,'' Snape said softly, ``if you do +not make every effort to be what I know you are, then you will have +detention every night for the rest of the term. I will speak with +Headmaster Dumbledore and arrange it myself---the way that I intend to +arrange for you to become Seeker. And there will be \emph{nothing} you +can do about it. Is that clear?'' + +Harry growled, helpless. He didn't want to play Connor, he didn't want +to take even the chance of showing Connor up, and here the Professor +was, forcing him into it. + +But he couldn't afford to give his nights up, either. Since Draco stuck +by him so closely from morning until night, Harry had finally gotten the +idea of following Professor Quirrell around after curfew. He couldn't do +that if he was in detention with Snape. Snape would probably take him +back to the common room himself. + +``Yes, sir,'' Harry said at last, forcing the words out. + +Someone knocked on the door just then, and Draco's worried voice called +out, ``Harry? Professor Snape? Are you in there?'' + +Snape chuckled darkly. ``He sounds as though he fears we have torn each +other apart,'' he murmured, and then leaned nearer to Harry. ``But I will +be the one tearing \emph{you} apart if you fail to live up to my +expectations, Mr. Potter.'' + +``Yes, sir,'' Harry said again, full of helpless hatred. + +``Find Marcus Flint,'' Snape instructed him as he paced to open the door +on Draco. ``He is our Quidditch Captain. He will see about integrating +you into practices. And do strive your hardest, Mr. Potter. The match is +only a week away, after all.'' + +Harry, his good mood utterly ruined, bowed his head and left without a +word, despite all the questions that Draco asked on the way to the Great +Hall. + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +Snape smiled after Harry, careful to make it a predatory smile and not +one of sheerest exultation. This had been a good morning, far better +than he might have expected when he heard the hated Potter's voice +calling through the door. + +\emph{I will set James Potter's sons against one another. How he will +writhe and squirm when he hears of that! And if I can encourage Harry +into acting against whatever his father taught him about yielding to his +brother, then I will have done the world a positive service, turning an +arrogant Potter spawn into a useful person.} + +\emph{And more\ldots{}} + +Snape shook his head slightly. It was too much to hope for, based on a +few sensations of power, some native Seeker talent, and one troll +defeat, that Harry would actually become a shining figure, someone the +other Houses and the wider wizarding world were \emph{forced} to take +notice of and respect. Snape was intensely practical. It was not +practical to gaze at the future with rose-glassed eyes. + +\emph{But if I see the chance, I will take it. For too long, Gryffindor +has been beloved and Slytherin scorned. They look at us and see the Dark +Lord.} + +\emph{If we could produce a hero of our own\ldots{}if we could make them +acknowledge, all against their wills, that heroism is more than just not +knowing when to stay out of a fight\ldots{}} + +Snape carefully locked the thoughts up again. They were becoming too +ambitious, and this was a burning, nourished, long-held dream, something +he thought of anew each year when the first-year Slytherins entered his +House. He would find someone, someday, who had both the native quality +and the potential to be taught and molded. He would push that person +into the light, and see Slytherin take up its rightful position of glory +once again. + +Harry had every chance of not being that person. + +But, Snape acknowledged as he stepped back into his office and shut the +door, he was the best candidate Snape had seen yet. + +\subsection{*Chapter 9*: Sacrificial +Unicorn}\label{chapter-9-sacrificial-unicorn} + +This chapter is darker (as though you couldn't guess that from the +title). And it explains some more of the way Lily raised Harry, and why. + +That part's sadder than I thought it would be. + +\textbf{Chapter Nine: Sacrificial Unicorn} + +It had taken forever for the other boys to fall asleep. Harry had slept +in the same room as Connor at home, and until now had never appreciated +what a luxury that was, sharing space with only one other person. And +Connor was a fairly heavy sleeper, too, unlikely to awaken if Harry +wanted to practice spells under his breath or read a book under the +covers with a \emph{Lumos} going. + +But he could put up with the noise, he thought, if only he could trust +that the noise meant the other boys wouldn't be waking for the rest of +the night. + +After the fourth mumble-mutter that might or might not have been a snore +from Blaise, Harry had had enough. He cast \emph{Consopio} on all four +boys, and listened as their breathing slid into a soft, relaxed rhythm. +Harry sighed and crept out of the room. He should be back before the +spell wore off; it was a gentle Charm that Lily had used on him and +Connor when they were children and had been awake for more than twelve +hours straight. + +He had another \emph{Consopio} ready on his lips when he reached the +Slytherin common room, but for once no one had fallen asleep here. He +increased his pace as he reached the common room door. Professor +Quirrell might already have retired for the night. In fact, Harry +reflected as he slid the door open and glanced up and down the corridor, +that would be typical of the kind of luck he'd had today. + +\emph{Could Marcus Flint be any more of a prat?} Harry thought +indignantly as he made his way down the empty hallway. \emph{Just +because I didn't catch the Snitch in the first ten minutes doesn't mean +I'm incompetent.} Normally, he would have been pleased enough that +someone else thought his performance below par, but not when Marcus +might whine to Professor Snape and get Harry detention. + +The very thought of that made Harry want to hex Snape, though preferably +from a safe distance. What he was doing was \emph{important}. It might +mean lives, even more lives than Connor's, if Professor Quirrell was +doing something dangerous. He could be a Death Eater, and not one who +had reformed the way that Snape had. He could be a mere helper or ally +of Voldemort. But Harry's dreams suggested he was more ominous even than +that. + +\emph{And that's another thing,} Harry thought, as he ghosted up the +dungeon stairs and towards the professor's office. \emph{Do I trust my +dreams? I don't know why I'm even having them. It's not as though my +scar is any kind of mark from Voldemort, the way that Connor's is.} + +He and Lily had tried to develop his ability to dream prophetically, +despite Lily making loud and common comments about what a load of +bollocks Divination was, but had had no success. True Seer ability was +inborn, Lily had decided, like being a Metamorphmagus, and Harry simply +did not have it. + +Harry felt like hexing somebody again as he considered that. It was +unfair that he not be able to develop any ability which could be the key +to protecting Connor, now or in the future. + +\emph{But maybe I finally have. And I would be foolish to ignore these +dreams.} + +Harry halted near Quirrell's office door and listened carefully. He +heard no sound. Of course, the professor had probably gone to bed +already. With a sigh, Harry sat down near the door. + +\emph{I'll fall asleep,} he thought, pinching his arm to keep awake when +his eyelids began to droop. \emph{It's these damn classes. Why do they +give us so much homework? I have better things to do than write a +three-foot essay on why you should never Transfigure a doorknob into a +marble.} + +He was so convinced that he would find nothing today that he nearly +didn't get out of the way in time when the door opened. Quirrell +shuffled out as Harry ducked around the corner, then turned and locked +his office door behind him. For a while, he stood there, trembling like +a leaf in the wind. Harry frowned. \emph{He doesn't look threatening +when he's like this.} + +Then Quirrell turned and strode down the hall, his face set as he passed +Harry. Harry smiled as he followed. \emph{Here we go.} + +It was a dangerously difficult dance, making sure that he kept Quirrell +in sight without letting himself be spotted. Hogwarts, with its +propensity to shift staircases and walls at a moment's notice, made it +harder. And there was still the disturbing pain in his scar, sometimes, +and an occasional mutter from Quirrell that it frustrated Harry he was +too far away to figure out. + +Still, after the third staircase, Harry had to admit he was enjoying +himself. He thought about that as best he could while still watching out +for both Quirrell and the next good hiding place. + +\emph{I'm finally putting my training to use,} he decided at last, as he +crouched behind a suit of armor when Quirrell glanced back. \emph{The +troll was different. It attacked too fast. I just reacted out of rage. +But this is the kind of thing that I trained for, hiding and spying and +concealing things so that Connor won't be tainted by them. I think I'm +allowed to be happy.} + +There was a difference between ``happy'' and ``dangerously manic,'' of +course, and Harry concentrated to make sure that he wasn't the latter. +When he had to drop behind Quirrell on some tricky stretch of corridor +where the moonlight coming through the windows could have revealed him +even better than the shadowy light of torches, he let the professor get +far ahead before following. And even when he knew for certain that +Quirrell was heading out of the castle, he resisted the temptation to +dart ahead and take a shorter route. Quirrell might have some reason for +going this way. If so, Harry would find out. + +It didn't seem that he did; perhaps he had taken the longest route on +purpose to have more of a chance of spotting stalkers, Harry thought. +Professor Quirrell stepped out of Hogwarts and waited for a long moment, +as though he liked the feel of the cool November breeze on his face. +Harry, crouched in the doorway, clenched his hands together and felt a +delicious cold tingle in his heart. Was the professor headed to a secret +meeting? Was he about to see it? + +Instead, Quirrell turned and headed rapidly off across school grounds. +Harry eyed the stretch of barren earth between him and his prey, sighed, +waited, and then took a risk and cast the Disillusionment Charm on +himself. + +He shuddered at the feeling that passed through him, as if someone had +broken an egg over his head, and then waited some more. Quirrell didn't +look back at him. It seemed he could use magic, as long as he wasn't +obvious about it. + +Harry strolled carefully across the ground, letting the Charm reflect +whatever was behind him at the moment. Lily had told him that someone +who paid attention could make out the effects of the Charm by noticing a +ripple, like a heat shimmer, wherever the person under it was moving. +Unlikely as that might be in the moonlight and the open, Harry wasn't +about to take a chance. + +Professor Quirrell aimed past the hut of Rubeus Hagrid, the gamekeeper, +and into the dark mass of the Forbidden Forest. + +Harry hissed. He \emph{hated} forests for sneaking around in. He'd +always done horribly in the ones near Godric's Hollow. And it was fall +now, and with the amount of leaves on the ground and which could be +dislodged from the branches\ldots{} + +Harry shook his head. He didn't know of any spells that would shield him +from making noise without also obscuring his ability to make any noise +out. And he definitely wanted to be able to hear, since he assumed that +Professor Quirrell was probably meeting someone interesting indeed in +the woods. + +Resolving to ask his mother about teaching him noise-muffling spells as +well as medical magic, Harry sped up a little and followed the professor +into the Forest. + +He hadn't expected it to be so \emph{dark}, he admitted to himself after +his first near-stumble on a sudden bump in the trail. True, it was +night, but the Forest seemed to eat light alive, and exhale darkness. +Life was around them, but it breathed, in turn, slowly and carefully, +and Harry felt the unnerving tingle on his skin that came from the +presence of powerful, nonhuman magical creatures. + +\emph{Centaurs live here, at least,} he thought, as he forced himself +deeper and deeper, pausing to duck branches and figure out the best way +around large piles of drifted leaves. \emph{What else?} + +The fact that he couldn't remember, exactly, annoyed him, and unnerved +him further. And then Professor Quirrell sped up, and Harry had to +follow him without making noise, and fast, and in the dark. + +If Professor Quirrell hadn't been muttering to himself, apparently +intent on a private conversation of some kind, Harry didn't think he +could have managed it. As it was, he finally, \emph{finally} got close +enough to overhear what Quirrell was saying. + +Unsurprisingly, it sounded like part of a Death Eater plot. + +``---and they'll see then, the ones who laughed, the ones who turned +their backs, won't they? \emph{Won't} they?'' Quirrell demanded as if +someone had argued with him, using a force he had never displayed in +class with his students. ``The ones who pretended they were all under the +Imperius, or spies, or for Dumbledore all the time. We'll show them. +They'll \emph{know} the folly of abandoning us.'' + +Harry shook his head. The professor sounded barking, but he also hadn't +stuttered once. And the way he was speaking sounded as if he were +talking about the Death Eaters who had pleaded their own innocence, +usually with the handy excuse of the Imperius Curse, after Voldemort's +fall. + +\emph{I don't understand. Dumbledore only hired Snape because he was a} +reformed \emph{Death Eater. How could Quirrell have hidden some kind of +Death Eater affiliation from him? Wouldn't Dumbledore check to see that +he'd reformed first?} + +Deep in thought, Harry nearly catapulted himself over his own feet as +the path dipped. He winced, then saw Quirrell turning around. Harry took +a deep breath and dropped, rolling sideways, so that he was half-hidden +behind a large bush that swayed menacingly. Harry hoped it was only +swaying with the wind. + +``Who's there?'' said Quirrell, and his hand went for his wand. Harry +laid his hand on his own, wondering if he was about to have his first +proper battle with a Death Eater. + +``\emph{Animals.}'' + +Harry shuddered. That voice was definitely \emph{not} Quirrell's, high +and cold and shrill. And it made Quirrell cower and turn about, his head +in his hands. His turban bobbed and swayed as he uttered a cry. + +``I'm sorry, my lord!'' + +``\emph{Animals},'' the voice repeated. ``\emph{Get what we came for and +get out. Someone will miss us soon.}'' + +``Yes, my lord,'' Quirrell whispered, and then took out his wand and +cast some kind of complicated charm Harry had never seen before, +involving at least seven separate wand movements. Harry frowned. What +good would that kind of charm be in battle? Someone would probably kill +you before you could cast it. + +\emph{So it must not be a charm that has anything to do with battle.} + +And it didn't, as Harry saw after a moment, when the first true light in +that dreadful darkness glimmered through the trees, and the unicorn +approached them. + +Harry stared. He'd seen images of unicorns in history books, and thought +he was prepared; after all, wizards looked rather like their own +portraits, so unicorns should, too. But nothing had prepared him for the +pale coat, or the sheer shine of the horn, or the way the legs unfolded +and stepped, more like a deer's legs than a horse's. + +The unicorn paused a few steps away from Professor Quirrell, and sniffed +the air. Harry wondered if it smelled the garlic that the professor used +to keep vampires away. But the professor performed the charm again, +which Harry thought was some variant of the summoning charm, and the +unicorn came on, walking tamely towards Quirrell, now and then flicking +its tail. + +Harry swallowed. There was a thickness in his throat, and he did not +think that Quirrell could intend anything good with the unicorn, for +whatever reason he'd summoned it. + +\emph{I could stop him from killing it, or hurting it, or whatever it is +that he wants to do.} + +\emph{And then I'd reveal that I'm here, and Connor's life would be in +danger without me. I think he could kill me. I'm just supposed to +observe.} + +Harry considered looking away as the unicorn halted in front of Quirrell +and the professor reached towards its neck. But he swallowed again and +kept watching. His mother had told him that only cowards looked away +from death, that many of the Death Eaters had killed people with their +eyes shut. He would witness, since he couldn't rescue. + +The professor reached up and whispered a spell Harry could not make out, +and was not sure he wanted to. At once an immense, bloody gash sprouted +down the side of the unicorn's neck, wreaking havoc on the silver fur, +spreading blue-silver light and life that flared like the moon. The +unicorn reared, screaming, and Harry shuddered, driving his fingers so +hard into his own hands that for a moment he feared he'd snap his wand. +He made no sound himself, though, and was glad when the unicorn fell to +the ground, golden hooves thrashing like trailing meteors. It would have +seemed disrespectful to take away from the sound of its death. + +Quirrell knelt down beside the unicorn, avoiding the hooves, and bowed +his head. His mouth went to the gash on the unicorn's neck, and he began +to suck. + +Harry fought furiously not to be sick. His mother had told him about +people who drank unicorn blood. It was a heinous crime, and not just +under Ministry law. There was something rare, magical, and pure about +unicorns themselves. The blood made anyone who drank it immortal for a +time, but shut off from the world, hidden behind hideous gray spiderwebs +that concealed all emotions and humanity. + +He couldn't watch, in the end. He turned away and crouched down, and +waited until the sound of sucking stopped. The unicorn was dead by +then---at least, he hoped so. He closed his eyes and listened. + +``When?'' Quirrell was asking, apparently declaiming to his invisible +audience. ``When can we hope that the insult will be avenged, the +disloyal ones punished, and the Potter brat brought to heel?'' + +Harry's eyes snapped open again. \emph{Connor. They're talking about +Connor. Him and---and whoever's with him.} + +The cold voice spoke, and at the same moment a burning pain came to life +in Harry's forehead. He held still as it grew worse, because what that +voice had to say seemed more important than any agony he might suffer. + +``\emph{Not long now. Not long now. We will destroy their hope in the +sight of all of them, and we will use the loyal ones to do it. There is +one who can help us. He is trusted by the old fool. He will come.}'' + +Harry retained the presence of mind to scramble off to the side of the +path as Professor Quirrell walked back along it. He never looked to the +side. His voice had returned to its constant low muttering. Harry didn't +attempt to follow, just kneeling where he was until the pain in his scar +had passed. + +And, all the while, he considered what he'd heard, and what he was going +to do about it. + +It was the first time he'd seriously considered turning to the +professors for help. He didn't know if he could face a Death Eater---or +whoever else Professor Quirrell had been talking to---on his own. He was +beyond unsure what might happen if they attacked Connor, in whatever +fashion they planned. Maybe he wouldn't be in the right place, at the +right time. Thanks to Draco, he almost never was anymore. + +And he really should tell someone about seeing the unicorn killed. + +But two things stopped him. For one, he'd have to reveal that he'd been +out here, and that he'd been spying on Quirrell because of his dreams, +and that would draw attention to him that he didn't want, from the +professors and eventually from the Death Eaters. The whole point of +training as he had was to keep back, to discourage anyone from thinking +that he was in any way more than an ordinary, slightly sulking wizard +child awed by his brother's reputation. He would destroy every advantage +of that if he went to the professors now. + +And the second thing\ldots{} + +``\emph{There is one who can help us. He is trusted by the old fool. He +will come.}'' + +Who was that? + +Harry was horribly afraid that the cold voice meant Dumbledore, and that +meant someone he trusted was a traitor, someone who would conspire to +hurt Connor. Dumbledore was not infallible, as his hiring of Quirrell +proved. And even if Harry went to him personally, rather than a +professor, Dumbledore could tell the news to the traitor under the +impression that he would help defend the Boy-Who-Lived. + +\emph{I'm afraid it's Snape,} Harry admitted to himself, \emph{but I +don't have any other proof than my dislike. And Dumbledore trusts an +awful lot of people.} + +No. He would have to rely on himself, as he had trained. + +And the unicorn was a casualty of war. + +Harry forced himself to leave his sheltered space behind the bush, and +forced himself to walk over to the dead unicorn instead of retreating up +the path at once. He looked down at it for a long moment, and wished +fiercely that it were still alive. He wanted to say something, but +couldn't think of any words that would stand up to what had happened. + +``Goodbye,'' he said at last. + +He turned and left, listening to the speech their mother had given him +the day before they left for Hogwarts playing over and over in his head. + +``\emph{War requires sacrifices, Harry, sacrifices from all of us. It +requires time, and blood, and sweat, and lives. And, most of all, it +requires part of the souls of those who participate in it.}'' Lily had +closed her eyes, looking ill, and Harry knew she was remembering some of +the things that she had seen and done during the time of Voldemort's +first rise. Then she opened her eyes, and they burned into his, intense, +opaque green. These were the eyes that neither her husband nor her +younger son ever saw, the look she reserved for Harry alone. + +``\emph{People around you are going to die, Harry,}'' she'd said quietly. +``\emph{People will be injured, and have their lives taken away, and have +bits of their souls snatched when friends are injured or die, or when +they kill. I think that last is the worst. It tainted Voldemort. It +could taint Connor.}'' + +She'd reached forward and clasped his hands, holding them firmly, his +new wand caught in between them. ``\emph{I'm asking you not to let that +happen to him, Harry. He has to grow up as normal as possible, even +though he's the Boy-Who-Lived. If he gets used to killing, to fighting +too young, then he won't retain the essential purity and love he needs +to defeat Voldemort. I know that I'm asking you to sacrifice your own +innocence, and I'm sorry for it. But this is war, Harry.}'' + +Harry had nodded then, and he nodded now, biting his lip. The unicorn +was a sacrifice. He'd been a sacrifice, in Lily's terms, even though he +didn't think of himself that way; he was just making sure that Connor +got to enjoy a chance in the sun that would otherwise be snatched away, +and unfairly. + +And he loved his brother enough to lie for him, and to burn a troll for +him, and to let a unicorn die for him. + +He loved him enough to play Quidditch against him--- + +Harry froze between one step and another, remembering what else that +cold voice had said. + +``\emph{We will destroy their hope in the sight of all of them\ldots{}}'' + +They were going to attack Connor on the Quidditch pitch, during the +Gryffindor-Slytherin game, in front of the whole school. + +Harry hurried frantically towards the castle now. He could see no sign +of Quirrell anywhere, and he had to get even better at wandless magic +than he was by the time Saturday rolled around. + +\subsection{*Chapter 10*: Connor's Big +Day}\label{chapter-10-connors-big-day} + +Phew! Thank you again for all the reviews! I would answer them here, but +the service is picky about author's notes in the story itself, so I've +set up an LJ (username lightningwave) for review replies, and the link +to it should be in my profile. + +And I had forgotten that I'd folded two smaller chapters into each +other, so Chapter 12 (the one with a lot of the answers about why +everyone thinks Connor is the Boy-Who-Lived in it) is now Chapter 11, +and will be posted tomorrow. + +Meanwhile, let's all scream at Harry for being very stubborn. + +\textbf{Chapter Ten: Connor's Big Day} + +``Connor!'' + +``Dad!'' + +Harry smiled as he watched their father swing Connor up and around in a +circle, his red Quidditch robes trailing behind him like streaks of +flame. + +\emph{Or the unicorn's hooves, kicking in the forest that night\ldots{}} + +Harry shook the impression away, and moved carefully out of the doorway +of Hogwarts so that their parents could see him. They'd come up to greet +Connor just as he left, heading down to the pitch for one last-minute +drill or practice with the mad Gryffindor Captain, Oliver Wood. Lily +stood slightly behind James, smiling at both of them with a faintly +wistful cast around her eyes, as though she knew that moments like this +couldn't last for long. Sirius and Remus were here, Harry saw, but had +paused to stand by the lake, and appeared to be having an animated +argument that could have involved anything from the Giant Squid to the +last girl Sirius had dated. + +``Harry.'' + +Harry smiled again when he saw that his mother had noticed him. He came +forward and stood in front of her, and she reached out a careful hand, +running her fingers through his hair. From her alone, Harry liked the +gesture. She knew how to actually \emph{arrange} his hair, so that it +looked less messed-up rather than more. He leaned against her, and she +put one arm around him. + +``We heard how you defended your brother, Harry,'' she whispered. ``We +are proud.'' Her eyes glimmered with tears, briefly, as she squeezed his +shoulder. + +Harry nodded. He and Connor had both sent letters to their parents after +the troll incident, and even though both of them had told the exact same +story, Lily would have known how to read between the lines. The look on +her face gave him a warm, contented feeling. He had had letters from her +in the past few months, of course, including one reassuring him firmly +that his parents were startled but not disgusted that he'd been Sorted +into Slytherin. Connor had written even before he could, even before +Harry came and talked to him, saying that there must have been a +mistake, and now all the Potters were united firmly behind his theory +that there \emph{had} been a mistake, probably on the Sorting Hat's +part. + +James put Connor down and came over to Harry, embracing him and ruffling +his hair, destroying Lily's order. Harry caught their mother's glance, +and they exchanged an eye-roll, while Lily fussed over Connor and +admitted that his Quidditch robes did indeed make him look very +handsome. + +``Harry! There you are.'' + +Harry turned to greet Sirius, who looked tired. Harry frowned. ``Haven't +you been sleeping well?'' he asked his godfather. + +Remus snickered behind Sirius's shoulder, then ducked without even +looking when Sirius tried to punch him. ``You could say that,'' said +Remus. ``Of course, not sleeping \emph{at all} would have been more +accurate.'' + +``I like to have fun,'' Sirius defended himself, in a sulky mutter that +made him sound younger than Connor. He increased the impression by +rubbing one hand over his face, emphasizing the dark circles around his +gray eyes. ``I always did.'' + +``Yes, but you're not nineteen any more, Sirius,'' Remus said, facing +him with gentle humor in his amber eyes. It was just past the dark of +moon, and Remus looked healthier than he did most other times of the +month, Harry thought---definitely healthier than Sirius did just now. +``And you're not eleven, either, no matter how much you sometimes act +like it---'' + +Sirius tried to tackle Remus. Harry got hastily out of the way, and +watched in delight. He'd missed their frequent fights since he got to +Hogwarts, something he was used to at home. Sirius and Remus had never +really had to grow up, he thought sometimes, despite tragedies like +Peter's betrayal and near-tragedies like Voldemort's attack on Godric's +Hollow. They could still play like this, still have fun, as Sirius said. +Harry thought that, if Connor could reach their age and still act this +innocent, he himself would die content. + +``Potter!'' + +Four heads turned, which Harry found amusing, but only until he saw +Snape standing in the doorway. His eyes were fixed on James, and there +was a hatred in his face that made Harry understand all the unkindness +he'd shown so far was only a shadow of the real thing. + +James, for his part, froze, his hazel eyes fierce. Then he took one step +forward. + +``Snivellus, is it?'' Sirius asked, letting Remus go from the headlock +he'd got him in. ``We can show him!'' He strode up eagerly to match +James. + +Harry winced. He didn't like \emph{this} part of the Marauders' +innocence. It meant they held onto childhood grudges far too long. + +Of course, Snape wasn't that much better, Harry thought, as he observed +his Head of House's narrow lips and poisoned stare, and he was, on the +outside at least, anything but innocent. + +``Potter,'' Snape repeated, his voice almost caressing the name. His +gaze fastened on Harry then, and he motioned curtly to him. ``Get +yourself into the Quidditch robes you should already be wearing, and +then find Flint. You are to be on the patch at the proper time. You are +not to embarrass Slytherin House in front of anyone.'' His gaze shifted +back to James, and he sneered. ``Even those who would love to see you +fail.'' + +``I don't live for seeing either of my sons fail, Snape,'' James said, +and Harry had never heard a tone like that in his father's voice before, +scraped raw and cold. ``I \emph{do} know that Connor's going to win, but +that's just a matter of natural talent. And we all know it's a mistake, +anyway, that Harry's in Slytherin. He's not cold and slimy like the rest +of you.'' He half-lowered his head, reminding Harry of the stag he could +become at times. ``You're not going to convince me to hate my son, +Snape, however much you may want to.'' + +Snape's stare snapped back to Harry. Harry winced, but held his chin up +and endured it. He knew that at least part of its force was puzzlement; +Snape must not have realized that he concealed his talent at Quidditch +even from his parents. Of course, Snape could say that, and James and +Lily still wouldn't believe him. They wouldn't believe anything that a +Slytherin said. + +Never in his life had Harry been so grateful for that. + +``Potter,'' said Snape. ``Into your Quidditch robes.'' And he turned +around and left, his robes snapping behind him, oblivious to the insults +that James and Sirius tossed at his heels. Remus winced and hung back, +as he tended to do. + +Harry shrugged at his family. ``Sorry,'' he said softly. ``I've got to. +But I'll see you at the game, right?'' + +``Of course,'' said James, and knelt down in front of him. Harry met his +father's eyes, and was a little stunned at the amount of love he saw in +them. He knew that his father felt it, of course; James just wasn't as +demonstrative with him as he was with Connor. ``Harry, don't worry about +anything he says. I'm going to speak to Headmaster Dumbledore after the +match and see about getting you Re-Sorted myself.'' + +A lump of emotion rose into Harry's throat, and he couldn't speak. He +just hugged James, who looked as startled by the suddenness of the +gesture as Harry was, and then hurried away to put on the green robes. + +They were not the reason that he was going out on the pitch, of course. +That reason had to do with a conversation in the woods a week earlier +and the wandless magic that tingled and sang beneath his skin now, +lodged in a few specific Charms, just waiting to be used. + +\emph{Try to hurt my brother,} Harry challenged Quirrell and this +unknown traitor and whoever else might come to the game. \emph{Try to +hurt him now. I dare you.} + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +The whistle blew. The balls flew out of the circle at the center of the +pitch. + +Harry rose from the ground the moment he saw the others rise, so that he +was one of a crowd, not pulling out recklessly ahead and alone, the way +that Connor had. He smiled at his brother, but he would have found it +hard not to smile. + +He was in the air again. + +He circled the pitch as the Slytherin team spread out around him, +dipping and ducking, heading for the Quaffle and the Bludgers +respectively. The Gryffindor fliers were streaks of fire that clustered +around the Slytherin team like diving falcons. Harry could see, from one +glance, that the Gryffindor Keeper and Captain, Oliver Wood, was +obviously a dedicated player, and the Gryffindor Chasers and Beaters +didn't look bad, either. + +In a different place, at a different time, it might have mattered. Now, +it didn't. + +Harry circled, high and steady, keeping an eye on the sides of the pitch +as well as the stands of watchers. Briefly he caught sight of his +parents, Sirius, and Remus, all sitting together and waving a banner +that Sirius had enchanted to glow with the Gryffindor colors. Harry +smiled. + +Then he rolled over his broom as he heard the warning whistle of air, +and the Bludger passed just above his head. There was another whistle as +the ball turned back, but Harry was ready, and dived in a twisting +spiral that made the ball, too heavy to turn as fast as he did, lose +track of him and veer off into the crowd of fliers. Harry spun out of +his dive and watched to make sure the Bludger didn't hurt Connor. Of +course, it didn't; Connor got out of the way with an ease that made +anybody's chances of hitting him look laughable. + +\emph{But they can't be, or they wouldn't have arranged to kill him +here,} Harry thought, as he twirled upright again. \emph{Where are they +going to come from? Where are they going to strike?} + +``And Johnson takes the Quaffle and scores ten points for Gryffindor!'' +announced the commentator, whom Harry felt sure was a Gryffindor, given +the gleeful tone in his voice. ``Meanwhile, it seems as though the +Slytherin Keeper was too busy trying to find his own arse with both +hands to notice---'' + +``\emph{Jordan},'' came McGonagall's prim voice. + +Connor cut beneath Harry, his eyes trained forward, his neck craned as +he searched for the Snitch. Harry made another turn, and briefly caught +Snape's glare from the Slytherin stands. + +He'd \emph{have} to pretend to look for the Snitch, then. There was no +help for it. He shook his head in brief irritation, and swung around in +a carefully coordinated maneuver that just happened to lead to both +Bludgers avoiding him, and colliding with a ringing \emph{smack.} They +darted off again, wobbling slightly and appearing dazed. + +Harry reoriented himself in time to hear the Gryffindors shouting +themselves hoarse, and presumed another goal had been scored. He would +have known, and been far more relieved, if Connor had caught the Snitch +already. He made another tour of the pitch, varying his height, which +allowed him to look for the Snitch and any incidental nasty little traps +that Quirrell had left lying around. + +``And the Gryffindor team---'' + +Harry abruptly jerked. A moment later, he felt the conscious counterpart +of the strange sensation that had assaulted him: the anti-Apparition +wards around the pitch had fallen. + +The next instant, two figures in dark cloaks and white masks burst out +onto the pitch, coming from the direction of the Forbidden Forest, wands +in upraised hands that were already spitting curses. A dark purple hex +headed straight for Connor. + +Harry's heartbeat tripled in pace, and his vision narrowed. He had +practiced for this. He had trained for this. And the time for his first +real battle with Death Eaters had finally come. + +``\emph{Stupefy,}'' he said, using all his will and the word only, as he +had when he fought the troll. + +The spell hit Connor, whose broomstick promptly tumbled out of the path +of the nasty purple hex. Harry cast \emph{Wingardium Leviosa} at him, +not allowing himself to think about what would have happened if Connor +had hit the ground before he could perform that spell, and then cast +\emph{Fumo.} Everyone was screaming, feeling for wands, trying to storm +out of the stands, but they would notice if Harry started fighting +without his wand, or fighting at all for that matter, if the pitch +remained clear. The rest of the Quidditch team members had fled---except +for that mad fellow Wood, who was hovering in front of his goal as if he +could protect it from curses. + +The smoke spread out around the pitch, obscuring sight for everyone +except those who might use a \emph{Specularis}, which was the spell +Harry cast next. He could feel the steady burn and pull of his magic +fighting him, not used to being called on like this. But he had +practiced nonstop for the past week. Three wandless spells had dropped +him after the troll fight. That was not going to happen this time. + +A weight jolted him from beneath---Connor's broomstick, bearing the +unconscious Connor on it. Harry grabbed his brother's arm and towed him +towards the ground, holding the Levitation Charm and the +\emph{Specularis} both with all his mind. The first kept his brother +from dropping like a stone, the second was the only way he could see, +and both were necessary to keep his brother alive. + +Harry dropped Connor gently in the grass before the Quidditch stands, +and then kicked off. His heart was beating fast again, and he nearly +choked on the mixture of terror, rage, and battle-joy filling him. + +\emph{Here I come.} + +He extended the \emph{Specularis} before him, from a small clear window +into a narrow tunnel that cut through the smoke and afforded him further +sight, and soon enough he made out two flashes of dark and white on the +ground. One of them was firing off hexes randomly and wildly into the +air, but the other had a \emph{Specularis} of his own in front of him, +and he looked up and saw Harry coming. + +The Death Eater laughed. The laughter was shrill, high-pitched, +mad---and a woman's. + +Harry swallowed once. \emph{This is Bellatrix Lestrange.} + +``Attacking us alone, little baby?'' she crooned at him as he curved +above the pair---he thought the other was probably her husband, +Rodolphus Lestrange---and then stopped, hovering so that he could see +them. ``You have a high opinion of your bravery, don't you?'' Then she +swung her wand. + +``\emph{Protego}!'' Harry intoned. + +``\emph{Crucio}!'' she cried in the same instant. + +The Shield Charm formed itself before the blast of the Cruciatus could +reach him, but then Harry had to hold it against the sheer force of the +curse, rolling waves that flowed around his defenses and set his +broomstick spinning in midair. Harry hissed and clasped the broomstick +with his knees, rolling back upright. He wasn't afraid of falling in the +air, he never was, but that curse made him the closest thing to it. + +He dived the moment he thought of the plan, dropping towards the ground +and screaming as though Bellatrix's curse had managed to fell him. +Bellatrix laughed in delight and ran forward. + +Harry did not dare drop the Shield Charm, so his options were limited, +but he managed to call a divot of grass from the ground with +\emph{Wingardium Leviosa} and smash it into her hip. Bellatrix winced +and limped for a moment, and that meant that a hex from her husband hit +her instead of Harry. Bellatrix shook it off, turned to scream and +berate Rodolphus while Harry lifted steeply back into the air. + +The smoke was already thinning. He didn't have much chance to defeat the +pair of them, not if he was going to do it in the way he planned. Harry +spun in a brief circle, thinking, and then stopped both his broom and +his thoughts. + +\emph{New plan. Always use what's around you. Mum told me that once. In +a forest, it's branches, and on the Quidditch pitch, it's grass. But not +only grass\ldots{}} + +This had to work. His strength was flagging already. He had practiced +\emph{Protego}, because he thought he might need it, and held it longer +than this, but not against such powerful spells. And both of the Death +Eaters had their wands out and were advancing on him now, and he did not +think that he could bear it much longer. + +He reached out with all his strength and all his will, and grabbed for +something he could feel floating in the mist. Now he had to wait for it +to get there. + +Bellatrix intoned another spell he didn't know, and Harry winced as the +Shield Charm briefly threatened to crumble under it. The mad Death Eater +cackled cheerfully and tried another, and another, and another, and then +one that must have been non-verbal, since Harry heard nothing before the +burn of blue flame lit the air. That one got through to him, a little. +He winced and cradled a scorched hand. + +He couldn't fight them, not the normal way. He wasn't strong enough yet. +But though that was a bitter pill to swallow, at least he knew his +weaknesses now. If he survived this---and he \emph{would}, because he +had to protect Connor---then he knew what to practice with. Defensive +wandless magic had just been added to medical magic and spells to +effectively muffle noise. With this kind, though, he could practice on +his own. There was that to be said for it. + +He drifted closer to the Lestranges, not letting them see how much he +hurt. The Shield Charm was faltering, but he had only a few moments more +to endure. He had to have only a few moments more. He could feel it +getting closer. + +``What are you doing, little baby?'' Bellatrix asked, swishing her wand +back and forth, trailing sparks. ``Have you given up?'' + +``Waiting,'' Harry said, as calmly as he could. + +``For wh---'' + +The Bludger took her in the side of the head, snapping her neck sideways +at an angle and flinging her to the ground. She was still alive, Harry +thought, when he noticed her breathing, and so was Rodolphus after the +Bludger hit him and knocked him out beside his wife. Good. He wanted +that. Let them get questioned, or go back to Azkaban, or, preferably, +both. + +He let his will relax, and dropped the Bludger beside the Lestranges. +There was only one more thing he had to do. + +\emph{Well, perhaps two more.} + +He flew back to the stands where he had laid his brother, casting +another \emph{Fumo} on the way, so that the smoke thickened just as it +had begun to dissipate. He knew he had to be quick about it. The +professors and the other adults in the stands had been concerned with +getting the students to safety and away from the Death Eaters so far, +which meant ``off the Quidditch pitch,'' but that wouldn't least much +longer, even if wand magic had to struggle against wandless magic. + +He grabbed Connor in his arms and skimmed back to the Death Eaters, +laying him gently down beside them and putting his right hand on the +Bludger, as though Connor had hammered it into their heads. Then he +glanced around the Pitch. It was a slim chance, but just in case--- + +A gleam of gold flashed past above him, and Harry snatched the Snitch +out of the air. Holding it tightly enough to almost damage the wings, he +put it into Connor's left hand and clasped his fingers around it. + +Then he flew randomly, almost to the Slytherin stands, and dropped to +the ground as if he had collapsed from inhaling smoke. And he let it all +go: \emph{Fumo}, and \emph{Specularis}, and the sheer effort of +producing wandless magic. + +Exhaustion came down on him like a waterfall. But he was awake long +enough to hear the shouts, and then the silence, and then the cheers. + +They had found Connor. And he looked like an absolute hero. + +Harry smiled, closed his eyes, and let his weariness take him. + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +Snape stepped carefully away from all the festivity, lowering his wand. +It appeared that the majority of the students were fine, and, in fact, +had been more injured in the stampede from the stands than by anything +that the Death Eaters had done. And, of course, now the crowd was +chattering about the Boy-Who-Lived as the hero of the hour---he'd not +only defeated two trained Dark wizards more than twice his age, he'd won +the Quidditch game while doing it! + +Harry's lies depended on everyone being besotted by the resident hero, +Snape had told him. They were tissue-thin with the troll, really, and +tissue-thin here. + +But because everyone \emph{wanted} to believe them, they were going to +believe them. + +Snape smiled tightly. He had seen. He had looked. When everyone else was +screaming at the appearance of Death Eaters, his gaze had gone at once +to the two smallest figures on the pitch, one in scarlet robes, one in +green. + +He knew Connor had been unconscious when the Smoke Charm spread its +obscuring arms over the pitch. + +Snape had had enough of this. He knew the truth, now, and was not in a +mind to let a Potter brat hide behind lies. It was time to find +Dumbledore, and have a talk with the Headmaster about getting some +credit for a certain stubborn Slytherin who, apparently, \emph{still} +refused to believe that he belonged in Snape's House. + +\emph{When, really,} Snape thought as he saw Albus's star-covered robes +and quickened his steps, \emph{he fits in} so \emph{remarkably well. +Will that not half-kill his father? Oh, I think it will.} + +\subsection{*Chapter 11*: Power United With +Love}\label{chapter-11-power-united-with-love} + +Phew! Longest chapter yet, and the one a lot of people seem to have been +waiting for: a Snape-Dumbledore conversation about Harry and Connor, and +exactly what Dumbledore knows about them both. + +Thank you again for the reviews! Detailed review responses are in my LJ, +linked in my profile. + +\textbf{Chapter Eleven: Power United With Love} + +``You're quite sure that you don't want a sweet, Severus?'' + +``Yes, Headmaster.'' Snape had to fight to keep a scowl away. Even when +he heard what Snape wanted to talk to him about, Dumbledore had still +nodded and chuckled and never let the damn smile on his face fade for an +instant. He'd brought Snape straight to his office, which was something, +but now he was petting Fawkes, his phoenix, and not sitting down behind +the desk, where Snape thought he ought to be for a discussion of this +magnitude. + +At last, moving without hurry, Dumbledore turned and dropped into his +seat. The first thing he did was pop a sweet into his mouth, and then +try to offer one to Snape, \emph{again.} At that point, Snape had had +enough. + +``I know that the Potter brat in my House is the Boy-Who-Lived, Albus,'' +he said. + +Dumbledore blinked---Snape had only told him that he wanted to talk +about Harry---but said, ``I am astonished that you think so, Severus, in +the face of all available evidence. Will you tell me why you think so?'' + +``It is \emph{obvious},'' said Snape, becoming truly annoyed. ``He is far +too powerful for a wizard that young. He saved his brother from the +troll, and again today, from the Death Eaters. He performs +\emph{wandless magic}, Albus, including, I'm quite sure, wandless Shield +Charms. I believe that he may well be the strongest wizard to enter this +school since---the Dark Lord.'' Habit, superstition, old changed +loyalties, all kept him from calling the Dark Lord by name that often. + +``Yes, I know all about young Harry,'' said Dumbledore, and gave him an +infuriating smile as he tapped a kettle set on a table behind him, which +promptly began to whistle. ``I know that he is doing precisely what he +is meant to do. Tea, Severus?'' + +For a long moment, Snape couldn't speak---first because of his +astonishment, and then because he had to remind himself that reformed +Death Eaters did \emph{not} stand up and attempt to kill the Headmasters +who'd saved them from Azkaban. + +\emph{Attempt to kill,} one of his thoughts hissed at him, probably +originating in his Slytherin survival instinct. \emph{The spell wouldn't +land, and you know it. This is Dumbledore.} + +Snape nodded at nothing, calmed down, and managed to say in a voice with +only a thin veneer of ice rather than outrage, ``You knew?'' + +Dumbledore glanced up at him, eyes mild. ``Of course, Severus. From the +moment young Harry walked into the Great Hall, I've had to strengthen +the shields that protect me against seeing other wizards' magic. It +grows worse when he is angry, which so far has always coincided with +something that he believes puts his brother in danger. He blazed today, +and I know that he was the one, not his brother, who defeated the Death +Eaters.'' He shook his head, while pouring tea from the kettle into two +small cups. ``I know what their presence means here, and I am shocked +and saddened. I had not realized that matters had gone this far.'' + +For a moment, Snape let himself be distracted enough to think of asking +after that, but he pulled his thoughts back to the reason he'd come +here. The Headmaster had been a Gryffindor, not a Slytherin, but he +manipulated as well as one. And Snape was determined that this time, +\emph{this} time, if no other, he would not be manipulating the Head of +Slytherin House away from what was truly important. + +``How can you know this,'' he demanded, ``and yet claim that Connor +Potter is the Boy-Who-Lived? I have felt the boy's ability. He could do +well with training---'' \emph{those} words stung him to say ``---but I +could say that about any of the first-year imbeciles who come through +our doors. What \emph{about} Harry? Why isn't he being celebrated, +hailed as the hero of the wizarding world, the boy who defeated +Voldemort?'' He was glad that he managed to say the name this time. He +had calmed. He would do this, would stand aloof from the lashing anger +that wanted to fill him whenever he thought of the name \emph{Potter} or +the stubborn way that Harry stuck to the shadows. ``I am quite sure that +he is.'' + +``He isn't, Severus,'' said Dumbledore cheerfully, and then handed him a +cup of tea that it was either take or look ridiculous refusing. Snape +took it, but held it in such a manner that he hoped conveyed his deep +disapproval of the whole notion. Dumbledore went on drinking his own tea +with every sign of enjoyment, not speaking again until he finished the +cup. Then he smiled. ``It is true that Harry is a powerful wizard, but +that does not make him the Boy-Who-Lived.'' + +``Why \emph{not}?'' Snape said, and so much for not getting angry. He was +fighting not to crack the cup in two. + +``Because,'' said Dumbledore, ``of factors that the Order of the Phoenix +has been aware of since before Harry and Connor were born. We are lucky +enough to have a careful, clear set of signs to guide us. We have read +them all with great precision, and reasoned out what they must mean. We +are convinced that Connor is the Boy-Who-Lived, and we would not have +announced him to be so after Voldemort's attack if we were not so +convinced.'' He politely ignored Snape's flinch. ``Rest assured, we know +what we are doing.'' + +``What are these `signs?'\,'' Snape snapped, putting the teacup down on +the Headmaster's desk. ``I want to know what they are.'' + +Dumbledore looked uneasy for the first time---uneasy and slightly sad. +``Severus---'' + +Snape stood. ``If you do not trust me, Albus, then you ought to have +said so,'' he said, feeling his voice fall into the quiet registers it +did when he was truly angry. ``Of course, a Death Eater can never be +fully trusted, can he? Even one who turned his back on the Dark Lord and +all he stood for. Even one who risked his life for you as a spy, for a +year and more. Even one who is now Head of the House into which one of +these precious Potter children has been Sorted.'' He turned towards the +door. ``Well, you need not be troubled with my presence any longer. +Goodbye, Albus. You'll have my resignation on your desk in the +morning.'' + +``It was not entirely my decision, Severus,'' Dumbledore told his back. +Snape halted, and didn't turn around. It remained to be seen if his ploy +would win more out of the Headmaster than this. ``Not every member of +the Order was aware of it, either. I was, and so were James and Lily +Potter, and a few of their friends. It was James and Lily who asked that +the news not be spread further. They wished to keep it a secret because +of the danger that it might mean to their sons.'' + +``I am Harry Potter's Head of House,'' Snape said, and turned around +again. ``I am the one responsible for training him, protecting him, +guiding him through the wizarding world during his time at Hogwarts.'' + +``Minerva does not know,'' Dumbledore said, frowning at him. + +Once, Snape would have quailed at that frown. He did not now. He +\emph{knew} he was right, knew it as surely as wandless magic exhausted +wizards five times Harry's age. He folded his arms across his chest. + +``I also owe a Life Debt to James Bloody Potter,'' he snarled at +Dumbledore, ``and will be protecting Connor Potter. \emph{If}, that is, I +know why I should be defending him at all costs, and not his brother, +instead.'' + +Dumbledore let out a long, slow sigh, as if he were feeling his age at +last. ``Sit down, then, Severus,'' he said, standing. ``I suppose I +should have known this day would come. So long as the boys remained at +Godric's Hollow, no one else needed to know. But in Hogwarts, as you so +amply point out, there are others who will, perhaps, pause and wonder +about what seems a strange state of affairs.'' He glanced pointedly at +Snape. ``Perhaps someone else has already.'' + +Snape felt his face change briefly, and sighed when Dumbledore looked at +him and waited. ``Draco Malfoy,'' he said unwillingly. ``He has not made +the connection with Harry being the Boy-Who-Lived, I am certain of it, +but he can feel the boy's power.'' He tensed his shoulders, ready to +dive forward and defend one of his charges. ``But he is +also---\emph{interested} in Harry, perhaps fascinated, and would be +extremely hard to get rid of.'' + +Dumbledore nodded. ``I suppose I should have realized something like +this would happen when Harry was Sorted into Slytherin,'' he murmured, +and Snape had to conceal his shock at the Headmaster admitting two +mistakes in two minutes. ``That was the one thing we did not foresee, +when we made the decisions that we did. We were sure he would go to +Gryffindor.'' + +Snape watched as Dumbledore walked over to a small chest that occupied +the back of his office, under an array of tilting, spinning silver +instruments and several dozing portraits of Headmasters past. He +thought, but did not say, \emph{You are a fool, Albus. The boy is a +Slytherin. What else have you missed? Should I be inclined to distrust +you even more than I already do?} + +But it was not true to say that he distrusted Dumbledore. He had faith +in him to do what he thought was best for Hogwarts, and there was +always, always the debt of gratitude, that Dumbledore had listened to +him and believed him when Snape turned his back on the Death Eaters. But +he was wary of him, too. The Headmaster favored his Gryffindors, loved +his Gryffindors. He was likely to make mistakes in their favor and +against Slytherins. + +And, too, there was the tiny seed of anger, long-buried but not +forgotten, that asked: \emph{Why didn't you expel James Bloody Potter +and his friends for endangering my life? When I could have become a +werewolf or died, why were their chances to stay in school more +important?} + +He said nothing about that, though, as he watched Dumbledore straighten +up with a small Pensieve filled to the brim with silvery liquid. +Dumbledore carried it to the desk and nodded Snape to it with a +strangely solemn air. + +Snape bent over the Pensieve, dipped his head below the surface of +Dumbledore's collected thoughts, and vanished into the memory. + +Dumbledore waited in a small, comfortable room, whistling tunelessly to +himself and studying the walls as though he admired the dreadful artwork +hung on them. Now and then he lifted his wand and cast a ring of colored +smoke into the air, watching and chuckling as it changed through several +shapes. When one faded, he would whistle, study the walls, and then cast +another. + +Snape entertained himself, if one could call it that, by trying to guess +where the room was. The walls were wooden, which made him think it was +not part of Hogwarts, but it had no windows to let him make sure. + +At last, a knock sounded, and Dumbledore turned and called, ``Enter.'' + +A woman stepped through the door, blinking at the light of the torches +that gripped the walls. Snape felt his mouth curl in a sneer. The woman +was Sybill Trelawney, Hogwarts's useless excuse for a Divination +teacher. She had her shawl wrapped around her like a snail's shell, and +she didn't make much faster progress than a snail would towards +Dumbledore, either. + +``Headmaster?'' she asked hesitantly. ``I don't understand. I thought +you had offered me the Divination job, that I was now secured as +Professor?'' She spoke in a meek and humble voice Snape had never heard +before. He thought he rather preferred it over her usual manner. + +``You are, Sybill, never fear,'' Dumbledore said, smiling at her. +``However, I called you here because I did not hear the whole of the +prophecy that you recited to me that night in the Hog's Head. There was +a---bit of a commotion, and I am afraid that I missed the rest. Will you +please say it again?'' + +Snape stiffened. \emph{He} had been the commotion, since he had +overheard the first part of the so-called prophecy that Trelawney had +recited. Then someone had seen his Dark Mark, screamed, and gotten him +thrown out. He had scurried away to the Dark Lord and reported all he +could, which was a measly few lines. It was a surprise that Dumbledore +had not heard the rest, either. + +Trelawney blinked at him. ``What proph---'' + +Then her eyes rolled back in her head, and she began to speak in a far +more powerful voice than Snape had ever heard from her, even on that +night when she had begun to speak the prophecy. + +``\emph{The one with the power to vanquish the Dark Lord +approaches\ldots{} Born to those who have thrice defied him, born as the +seventh month dies\ldots{}}'' + +That was all Snape himself had heard. And Dumbledore was nodding along +in encouragement, though Trelawney could see nothing of it. Snape leaned +forward to hear the rest. + +``\emph{He is the younger of two, and he shall have the power the Dark +Lord knows not\ldots{}For the elder is power, but the younger is power +united with love\ldots{}O guard him, O shield him, for the darkness +through which he passes otherwise is vicious and hideous, and love has +but a scant chance of surviving\ldots{}The elder will stand at his right +shoulder, loving him, but the younger will love the whole of the +wizarding world\ldots{}The Dark Lord will mark him as his equal, and in +so doing mark his heart\ldots{} The one with the power to vanquish the +Dark Lord approaches, born as the seventh month dies\ldots{}}'' + +The prophecy ended. Snape didn't wait to hear the stammering sounds +Trelawney would no doubt make; most true Seers did not remember their +own prophecies afterwards. He pulled his head out of the memory. + +He was shaking, both from the roused memories and from the power intoned +in the words. He sat down in his chair, and said nothing as Dumbledore +covered the Pensieve and carefully put it back in its chest. Fawkes, +watching with his head on one side, suddenly let out a rich trill. +Dumbledore paused to stroke the bird. Snape noticed that his hands were +trembling. + +Snape whispered, ``And so that prophecy fits the Potter twins?'' He had +never known, never \emph{suspected}. The Dark Lord normally had as much +use for Divination as he had for kindness. And he had arranged matters +almost alone, with the help of Peter Pettigrew, the Potters' +Secret-Keeper now rotting in Azkaban, and Bellatrix Lestrange, who had +tortured the Longbottoms into insanity. Snape had thought he had +attacked the Potters for their expeditions against him in the past, not +because he truly believed an infant could be a threat to him. + +``It does,'' said Dumbledore, moving forward and sitting down behind his +desk again. ``They were born at the end of July---as was Neville +Longbottom, incidentally, but they were the only wizarding twins born +`to parents who had thrice defied him' then. Harry is the elder +twin---'' + +``You know that for certain?'' + +``Of course,'' said a cool voice behind him. ``I should know it. I was +there.'' + +Snape turned sharply. Lily Potter stood in the doorway, glaring at him +with eyes deeper and sharper than her son's. Snape wondered what to say, +until he saw James Potter behind her, face red with fury. + +\emph{Take refuge in hatred, always,} Snape advised himself, and +smirked. ``Come to hear the unexpected news of your sons, Potter?'' he +taunted. ``Come to hear that the Slytherin is the one who shall save the +wizarding world?'' + +``\emph{Severus.}'' + +Snape flinched and glanced over his shoulder. Dumbledore had stood and +was scowling at him. Snape slunk back into his seat, and watched in +sullen resentment as the Potters took two more chairs beside him. + +``Our apologies, Headmaster,'' Lily said, ignoring Snape entirely and +not sounding sorry at all. ``We came to see you about something else +concerning our boys, but when we heard what was being discussed, we felt +we had to enter.'' + +``Quite all right, my dear.'' Dumbledore beamed at her, and held out an +Acid Pop, which she accepted. ``I think that Severus does deserve to +know, since he's Harry's Head of House now.'' + +``Not for much longer,'' James Potter muttered. + +Snape looked sideways to meet a glare of equal intensity. He sneered at +it, and turned back to the Headmaster. + +``So Harry is the elder twin, Connor the younger,'' he said. + +``By almost fifteen minutes,'' Lily added. + +Dumbledore nodded. ``And Harry is more powerful, there is no doubt about +that. \emph{The elder is power\ldots{}} When we came to Godric's Hollow +that Halloween night, to find Voldemort defeated and Peter fled, we +could feel Harry's magic raging about him like a windstorm. We believe +that the presence of so much other power in the room---Voldemort's +magic, Connor's essential innocence and purity---set Harry's free, +earlier than it should have been loosed.'' Dumbledore's eyes darkened. +``So much power is unnatural in a child, Severus.'' + +He did not have to say that Voldemort had been the same. Snape could +\emph{feel} him thinking it. + +He wanted to shake the Headmaster. He wanted to shout, \emph{Not every +Slytherin is the Dark Lord. Stop reflecting us with a mirror of your own +creation!} + +Instead, he raised one eyebrow and said, ``It seems clear to \emph{me} +that that makes him the Boy-Who-Lived.'' + +``Not so,'' Dumbledore said. ``Recall what else the prophecy speaks of, +Severus. \emph{The power the Dark Lord knows not.} Voldemort knows all +about magical power. He is versed in the darkest of the Dark Arts, and +much other knowledge that no child of eleven could have hoped to +acquire, much less a baby. But love---ah, that he does not know. And +Connor will be power, well-trained power by the end, united with love. +He loves effortlessly, easily.'' + +Snape ground his teeth. ``And how can you be so sure that love is this +unknown power?'' + +``You forget,'' Dumbledore said gently. ``You are talking to the man who +defeated the last Dark Lord, Severus.'' + +Snape opened his mouth, then snapped it shut. It was true; he had +forgotten. He had known Dumbledore as Headmaster for so long that it +sometimes made him forget that he had done other things, such as +defeating Grindelwald. + +``True,'' he murmured. ``My apologies, Headmaster. Continue.'' + +``It was my love of the wizarding world that let me defeat +Grindelwald,'' said Dumbledore, and closed his eyes with a sigh. +``Seeing him standing there, knowing he would poison everything we are +if I did not destroy him---that was what made my hand move as it did. +But I was an adult, Severus, and had had long years to gain in +experience, wisdom, and love. Connor and Harry are only children. We +cannot trust to sheer power, however great. We must trust to the one who +loves more. And that is Connor. Harry loves and cares only for his +brother.'' + +Snape watched Lily flush a bit from the corner of his eye, and wondered, +\emph{How much of that was your doing?} But he said aloud, ``And the +part about marking as his equal?'' + +``Connor's scar,'' said Dumbledore. ``\emph{And in so doing mark his +heart.} Connor's scar is in the shape of a heart.'' + +``Harry bears a lightning bolt,'' said Snape, determined to pry as far +as he could, because he could not believe that everything was really +this neat. + +``Caused by a bit of falling roof the night of the attack,'' said +Dumbledore, shaking his head. + +``You cannot be \emph{certain} of that,'' said Snape. He would press this +until it dried, he decided. He had squeezed blood from harder stones. +And the chance at a Slytherin hero who could do what the boy had done +today, in defense of someone else, was closer than it had ever been. + +``No,'' Dumbledore admitted. ``But the wording of the prophecy, and the +presence of fallen roof close by Harry's crib, makes it near-certain. +Alas, only two people could tell us the truth about that night, and one +of them was lying dead of a reflected \emph{Avada Kedavra}.'' He smiled, +as if the mere mention of the Potter brat's triumph was a matter for +wonder. + +``Who is the second?'' Snape said, leaning forward. + +``Peter,'' said James, with an even deeper loathing in his voice than he +reserved for Snape. + +``Peter,'' Dumbledore agreed, with a long sigh, and shadows in his eyes. +``The Aurors caught him the next day. There was no need for a trial, or +Veritaserum. When they asked him if he had betrayed the Potters' +location to Voldemort and created the rumor that their sons had already +been taken, he admitted that he had. He went to Azkaban laughing, as if +he were already mad. I have visited him several times since then, +attempting to confirm what we know already about the attack, but he +grows progressively more insane. I fear that we will get nothing useful +out of him.'' + +Snape sat back in his chair, stymied. He could not think of any other +target to focus his questions on. He turned his memory of the prophecy +over and over in his mind, but could think of nothing there. If nothing +else, the fact that Connor had been born after Harry seemed to seal +their respective fates. + +``Now,'' said James Potter, leaning forward in his chair, ``we came to +speak to you about Harry, too, Headmaster.'' He sent Snape a distrustful +glance. ``I am doubly glad that we did, now that I hear about +\emph{Severus's} worrying obsession with him. We would like him +Re-Sorted into Gryffindor.'' + +\emph{And there is a new target for my questions.} + +``You will permit this farce, Headmaster?'' Snape drawled, turning his +eyes on Dumbledore. ``Then I might know well and for all what House you +really favor, and which you do not.'' + +He watched in amusement as Dumbledore's face struggled between several +expressions. In the end, Dumbledore shook his head. ``We must trust the +Sorting Hat,'' he explained to a visibly sagging James. ``It put Harry +in Slytherin for a reason, I am sure. Perhaps it is to enable him to +learn even stricter control of his magic, which in the end he will put +to use protecting Connor.'' + +\emph{This again,} Snape thought, seething behind his outward mask. +\emph{I am sure that Harry could kill the Dark Lord in front of you, +Dumbledore, and still you would insist that his brother had done it with +this mysterious power of `love.' I despise your romanticism. It is not +the way to win a war.} + +``But the Hat may have made a mistake---'' James began. + +Lily took his arm, and he hushed. That disappointed Snape. He would have +looked forward to more bluster that he could attack and refute. But Lily +turned towards the Headmaster and said, ``Why was our son in danger +today, Headmaster? Who were those Death Eaters?'' + +``The Lestranges,'' said Dumbledore quietly, his face dropping at once +into grave, worried lines. ``The Minister has spoken with me. Someone +claiming to be acting with my authority---and with impeccable +credentials, apparently---told him that the Lestranges were to be +removed from Azkaban and put in a more secure location. They were +released, and then they traveled here. The same person, likely, dropped +the anti-Apparition wards around the Quidditch pitch. There seems little +reason to doubt that the Lestranges planned to Apparate away when they +were done.'' He closed his eyes. ``We have a traitor in the Order of the +Phoenix.'' + +Lily sagged back in her seat, looking ashen. James Potter, for once, had +no words to say. + +Snape found himself astonished, and then frightened, briefly, as the +sense of the Headmaster's words came home, and then angrier than ever. +The anger was combined with a fierce pride, which was a most peculiar +mix. + +\emph{The Lestranges! Top Aurors fell before Bellatrix's wand. They +tortured the Longbottoms into insanity. I cannot count how many +atrocities they were responsible for during my time in the Dark Lord's +Inner Circle. And the boy defeated them with a few wandless Charms and a +Bludger!} + +Snape changed his mind in that moment. He could not insist that Harry +was the Boy-Who-Lived. Dumbledore would not believe him, and neither +would the Potters. They had already made up their minds. For all Snape +knew, they might even have sought to ``tame'' Harry's power by insisting +that he focus on protecting his brother. It seemed likely. + +That did not mean that he need sit idle and do nothing. + +The Order---with a traitor in the middle of it, how wonderful for +everyone involved---could have their Boy-Who-Lived. He would work with +Harry. He would insure that the bloody stubborn boy learned to look +beyond his brother's skin, and out for his own, and then for other +Slytherins'. And then, if they had the time for it, he might urge Harry +to think of the rest of the wizarding world, including the father who +would be torn apart by Snape having such control of one of his sons. + +And if he chose to expunge his debt to James Potter in guarding Harry, +who was to gainsay him? + +He sat through their discussion of the traitor, uninterested; as he had +suspected, no one had any idea who it was. Dumbledore trusted too many +people, and Lily and James had been too isolated from the world in +Godric's Hollow to have any idea of current political realities. + +Snape stood when he could safely excuse himself, and made his way back +to the dungeons, glad that he ran into no one to whom he would have to +explain the pleased smirk curling his mouth. + +There was no point pushing for credit right now, not with the Headmaster +dead-set against granting the boy any notice at all, even half-thinking +that he might turn into another Voldemort if he were praised for his +power. Snape would work in secret, and then push Harry into the light +when matters were already so far along that no one else could stop them. + +First, of course, he needed to have a little talk with Harry. Snape did +not anticipate that being easy. But since he had the perfect weapon in +mind, he did not worry overmuch about it. + +Halfway to the dungeons, he was horrified to realize that he was almost +humming under his breath, and made himself stop it. + +\subsection{*Chapter 12*: Interlude: +Correspondence}\label{chapter-12-interlude-correspondence} + +Thank you for the reviews on Chapter 11! I'm glad it worked so well for +so many people. Review responses are in my LJ.\\ +This is a chapter outside the sequence of numbered chapters, what I call +an Interlude. They usually have letters or official documents in them. +This one is Draco's letters to his father, some of his perspective on +the events of the term so far. + +Just a note: I've decided that in this AU Draco has named his eagle-owl +Imperius, because that would be the kind of name he would think is just +right. + +\textbf{Interlude: Correspondence} + +\emph{September 1st, 1991} + +Dear Father: + +I am safely at Hogwarts, and have been Sorted into Slytherin. As if +there were any doubt! You and Mother raised me beautifully, and I have +every expectation of being able to fulfill the role the Malfoys have +always held in Slytherin---that of its leaders---with exceptional +elegance and grace. + +But, Father, there is something unusual: a Potter in Slytherin! No, not +the Boy-Who-Lived; I met him, and he's a stuck-up Gryffindor. He has a +twin brother, though, did you know? Harry. I think he's older, but +that's just because he {looks} older. He has green eyes, and a lightning +bolt scar, and an odd aura of power. I knew he would be in Slytherin +from the first time I saw him on the train, because his magic made my +head ache. I shielded like you taught me, though, and soon all was well +again. The expression on Harry's face when the Hat put him in Slytherin +was funny, though. It was as if he didn't expect it! + +Slytherin is everything that you said it would be. I feel comfortable +here already, Father, about to assume my natural destiny of triumphing +over the commoners who might think to lead in my place, or to doubt me. + +Your loving son, + +\emph{Draco Malfoy.} + +\emph{} + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +\emph{September 2nd, 1991} + +Dear Father: + +I am using a school owl to send this to you, but only because you +haven't sent Imperius back yet. I promise you that in no way do I think +a common Hogwarts school owl is worthy of a Malfoy. + +Classes were wonderful today. I know that I'm going to enjoy +Transfiguration, and I'm going to enjoy it in spite of McGonagall, who +is an old bat just like you said. At least she doesn't dare be unfair to +me, because she knows who I am, and none of her precious Gryffindors are +in the class for her to be unfair about. Blaise Zabini said something +most amusing about her as we were leaving class, however, and got +assigned extra homework as a result. I shall endeavor to guard my tongue +around her. + +Charms class is going to be easy, I know it. Professor Flitwick looks so +funny. Is it true that he has goblin blood, dear Father? + +Harry Potter sat next to me in every class. He is quiet and brooding and +looks everywhere when we're in the halls for that twin of his. I think +he might believe the Boy-Who-Lived can't hold off a simple speck of +dust, the way he acts. At least I stopped his nonsense of wanting to go +over and speak to his brother at lunch by pointing out that his brother +had come in late and we needed to hurry to get to Charms. + +That reminds me, Father: Harry seems to be unaware of his own power. Do +you know of any rumors that the Potters have a son that powerful? And +could Connor Potter, the Gryffindor prat, really be so powerful that I +simply can't feel him? {He} doesn't make my head ache. + +I have to hurry through the last of this letter, as we have Astronomy +class in a few moments. I love you, Father, and hope both you and Mother +are well. + +Your obedient son, + +\emph{Draco Malfoy.} + +\emph{} + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +\emph{September 6th, 1991} + +Dear Father: + +Yes, of course, I'm sorry. I won't use such language about a Hogwarts +professor again, even in a private letter. You're right that it wouldn't +look very good if anyone took it into his head to read our mail, or even +if Imperius was carrying it and got intercepted. Are those Aurors still +watching the Manor? + +The old {cat} McGonagall disapproves of me. I heard her talking about me +in the corridors earlier. She was saying something about ``that Malfoy +boy,'' and stopped and frowned when she saw me. She was talking to +Professor Sprout. I have no idea why. I haven't even hexed a Hufflepuff +yet. I put my head up and walked past them like the paragon of good +breeding that I am. You would have been proud of me, Father. I remember +all the lessons you taught me about courtesy, and all Mother's lessons +about proper posture. + +Potions was---two classes, really. Professor Snape really is a brilliant +teacher, just as you said. And he takes points away from Gryffindor when +they show just why they're the House of Idiots, and he made a particular +point of humiliating the Boy-Who-Lived. + +And then Harry was tiresome. He's acted {all week} as if his skin was +crawling because he couldn't see his twin, and then he actually +interfered with our boil cure potion just to keep his brother from +getting in trouble. Snape assigned him detention, of course, since he +wouldn't take points from Slytherin. And I kept asking him why he did +it, and he refused to answer me. + +Can you believe that, Father? A Potter {refusing} to answer a Malfoy? + +I like Harry, but he makes my head ache and my teeth ache from grinding +them. Not that I let him catch me grinding them, of course. Such an +action would not be as you have trained me to do. I only wish he were +not so tiresome. + +Your elegant son, + +\emph{Draco Malfoy.} + +\emph{} + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +\emph{September 12th, 1991} + +Dearest Father: + +Harry Potter is the most tiresome wizard {in Hogwarts}! + +Harry has been consistently refusing to admit that he belongs in +Slytherin, instead of in pompous, self-absorbed, lying Gryffindor. With +my usual cleverness, which of course is entirely a product of your +training, I had thought of a plan to make him admit he \emph{was} +Slytherin, and better than his brother in some way. + +We had flying lessons today, and Neville Longbottom---how the mighty +pureblood lines have fallen!---humiliated himself, causing Madam Hooch +to briefly leave us alone. I took up Longbottom's Remembrall, a gift +from his grandmother, that evil woman with a vulture on her head, and +then challenged Harry to catch it from several dozen feet in the air. He +succeeded brilliantly, as I knew he would. He's a Slytherin! That should +be all the proof of his House that anyone needs. + +Then I took him to Snape's office, and told him what had happened, and +he agreed that Harry should be Slytherin Seeker. + +And Harry {refused}. + +No one {refuses} Professor Snape, except maybe Dumbledore, and I suppose +the Dark Lord. {But he refused!} + +And no one {refuses} a Malfoy, but he did that, too! + +I spoke with Professor Snape, and we both agreed that Harry needs to be +made to acknowledge that he's a Slytherin. We will come up with a +cunning plan, and he won't have any choice but to listen to us. But it +is so tiresome, having to do this in the first place. Were it not for +the fact that Professor Snape and a Malfoy together could not be wrong, +I would be inclined to think that Harry is right, that he does in fact +belong in Gryffindor with his prat of a brother. + +Your graceful son, + +\emph{Draco Malfoy.} + +\emph{} + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +\emph{October 1st, 1991} + +Dearest Father: + +How hard is wandless magic? Could I learn to do it? Only Harry knows how +to do it, I'm certain of it, and loads of other powerful spells. I've +tried to get him to show me, but he does so with great reluctance. And +he sneaks out of the House at night to go practice spells somewhere. + +Harry Potter is very tiresome. + +Your grateful son, + +\emph{Draco Malfoy.} + +\emph{} + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +\emph{October 7th, 1991} + +Dear Father: + +Ah, of course. I suspected that wandless magic would be difficult, but +not impossible for a Malfoy. I am glad and pleased that you wish to +instruct me, and will wait until the Christmas holidays at home to +practice, with your supervision. + +Classes proceed apace. I'm top of my class in Charms, and also very good +at Transfiguration. In History of Magic, the main difficulty is keeping +awake, but I have done several very good essays on the goblin +rebellions. It is difficult to learn from Professor Quirrell, since he +is so weak that my every instinct screams at me to despise him, but of +course I grit my teeth (silently) and do so, keeping in mind your +dictum: {No knowledge is ever a waste} + +Our Astronomy classes leave me tired the next morning, but of course I +make sure not to yawn where anyone can see. I'm a natural at flying, but +then, your instruction and Mother's have seen to that; thank you. + +Herbology seems the most useless class to me, but then, that may be only +because it's such a Hufflepuff subject, and Neville Longbottom has the +nerve to be {good} at it. Still, perhaps I will learn enough to tend the +gardens in the Manor over the holidays. + +Potions is my most frustrating class, though I am making top marks. +Harry Potter is the reason for that frustration. There was never a +wizard more determined to let others take the credit for his actions, or +to appear ordinary while he was causing headaches for wizards who were +minding their own business, thank you. He never answers a question with +anything more than the absolute basic, required information. He always +makes it seem as if I have done all our combined Potions work. I've read +his essays, and they are not dreadful, or brilliant; they are absolutely +average. He sometimes gets detention, and luckily he hasn't actually +tried to spare his twin that much of Snape's attention since the first +day of class, but that's normal, too. + +He has the nerve to walk about pretending to be {normal} + +Tell me, Father, have you known any powerful wizards who have done so? + +At least he can't spend that much time with his brother or those other +Gryffindor prats now. I've seen to that. + +Your refined son, + +\emph{Draco Malfoy.} + +\emph{} + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +\emph{October 12th, 1991} + +Dear Father: + +It has been a month since I first suggested the Quidditch team to Harry. +I tried it again tonight. + +He gave me a flat stare. I persisted, because of course no Malfoy would +give up after the first try. + +Then he intoned a {Silencio} at me and left me that way for the rest of +the evening. Gregory and Vince both tried the counterspell and could not +lift it. Have you ever heard of such an outrage? + +He released me at nightfall, and we had a shouting match. At least, I +tried to have a shouting match. Harry had a shower and went to bed. + +He is {most} {tiresome}. + +Your calm son, + +\emph{Draco Malfoy.} + +\emph{} + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +\emph{November 1st, 1991} + +Dear Father: + +Harry is being exasperating. And stupid. And risking his life where he +doesn't need to, and then refusing to even take credit for it, which +would be the only reason for such a thing. And he gave me a {headache}. + +A troll broke into the school, and the Professors quite sensibly decided +to take everyone back to the common rooms. However, Harry, because he is +stupid, noticed his brother running off to find a Mudblood girl he'd +insulted earlier in the day---because the Boy-Who-Lived is stupid like +that, too---and followed him. And, well, I had to follow him, because +what in Merlin's name did he think he was doing? + +We found the troll in a girls' loo. It had cornered the Mudblood girl, +and Harry's brother and the horrible Weasley who is the same age as he +is were trying to fell the troll by using {Wingardium Leviosa }on its +club. It failed, of course, because they are Gryffindors, and therefore +idiots. Then the troll injured them. + +Father, Harry used {wandless} {magic} to fell the troll. Three spells, +all right in a row: {Incendio}, {Wingardium Leviosa}, and {Finite +Incantatem}. He did it as if it were no great effort at all, though he +was sick with spell exhaustion afterwards. + +I do not want to get in Harry's way when he's angry. He frightens me. I +think he would die to protect his brother. + +And then Harry lied when that old cat McGonagall came on the scene, and +claimed that he had followed the troll looking for glory, and Connor +Potter, the Brat-Who-Lived, the bloody Prince of Gryffindor, was the one +who'd done the magic. Unconscious, no less! + +I had a fierce headache by that time, and followed Professor Snape to +the dungeons for a headache potion. He has said, and I agree, that it's +no use trying to force Harry to act with direct intervention. We must +try to coax him subtly. + +But I have never been so angry with him. Doesn't he know that he could +have been {killed}? + +Your angry, but rightfully so, son, + +\emph{Draco Malfoy.} + +\emph{} + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +\emph{November 2nd, 1991} + +Dear Father: + +Ha-ha! Harry is on the Slytherin Quidditch team now! We saw his brother +flying, and, of course, McGonagall didn't give him detention, but put +him on the Gryffindor team. That bloody Potter gets everything he wants +just handed to him. + +And then Potter grabbed Harry's arm and took him to Professor Snape, and +told him that Harry should get to fly because he did. Sometimes a +Gryffindor sense of fair play comes in handy. + +Harry will fly on Saturday, and I am sure that he will win. Can you come +to the game? I would like it if you could watch him play. + +Your excited son, + +\emph{Draco Malfoy.} + +\emph{} + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +\emph{November 10th, 1991} + +Father: + +I am so angry that I am shaking. There was a Death Eater attack at the +Quidditch game. Rumors in Slytherin say it was the Lestranges. And Harry +defeated them with his wandless spells and a Bludger. I think I know now +why he's been creeping back into our rooms so late at night, though +really, he hasn't disturbed me that much; I sleep so remarkably deeply +that I never hear him go. + +And then he let his brother take the credit for it! {Again}! He even put +the Snitch in his brother's hand, which I think is unfair. At the very +least, he could have insured that Slytherin won. No one would have cared +if he had carried the Quaffle home a few times, and then carried off the +Snitch. Instead, Harry is in the hospital wing with spell exhaustion, +and Connor Potter's name is feted all over the school. + +I am beginning to think that Harry needs a good talking-to, from someone +who isn't me (whom he disregards) or Professor Snape (whom he distrusts +because Professor Snape hates his father). I have thought of a +remarkable solution, which I present to you with cautious hope. Will you +permit me to bring Harry home with me to the Manor over the Christmas +holidays, so that he may see what true Slytherins should behave like? + +Your expectant son, + +\emph{Draco Malfoy.} + +\emph{} + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +\emph{November 11th, 1991} + +Dear my son: + +Yes, indeed, if you can convince this boy whom you are so fascinated +with to come to the Manor with you over Christmas, do so. I should like +to see what he is capable of. + +Yours in Merlin's name, + +\emph{Lucius Malfoy.} + +\subsection{*Chapter 13*: Three Uncomfortable +Conversations}\label{chapter-13-three-uncomfortable-conversations} + +Hm. I'm afraid nothing really happens in this chapter but talking. + +On the bright side, it's one of the longest chapters yet, review +responses to the last chapter will be up in my LJ in a little while, and +I have thought of a new plot twist for Chapter 18 that will mess with +people's heads even more. So it's all good. + +\textbf{Chapter Twelve: Three Uncomfortable Conversations} + +Harry put a hand to his head and sagged against the wall. He'd thought +it was ridiculous for Madam Pomfrey to insist that he stay in the +hospital wing for a full \emph{week} because of spell exhaustion (which +she thought was an unusual and persistent case of smoke inhalation), but +now he wondered if he really should have left so early. His head pounded +in regular time with his heartbeat, and a dizzy, eddying light clouded +his eyes. + +He blinked when he realized that at least some of that light came from +spells shining along the corridors, spells to calm tempers and damp +fires and make the torchlight just the right color. Had he been able to +see them before the Quidditch match? He didn't think so, but of course, +he hadn't been down the corridor to the hospital wing that often. + +``Harry! If you'd waited, I would have walked you back to the +dungeons.'' + +Harry glanced up. Connor was striding towards him, with no one +accompanying him for once. Harry smiled, then wondered how his brother +had managed to get away from all those people who would surely want to +exclaim over him and shake his hand for saving the day and grabbing the +game for Gryffindor while he was at it. + +Then he took in his brother's narrowed eyes and slightly tilted head, +and felt a queasiness that had nothing to do with performing too many +wandless charms. + +Connor stopped in front of him, and squinted at him. Harry chose to say +nothing, hoping that looking pathetic would be enough to make his twin +forget whatever was on his mind. + +It didn't work, of course. Connor rarely got his teeth into anything +long enough to distract himself from Quidditch, but when he did, he +didn't let \emph{go}, either. Sometimes Harry thought that Sirius should +have been his godfather, instead of Remus Lupin. Sirius was the exact +same way with a problem, worrying and picking away at it until he'd +worried either himself or the problem to death. + +``Look, Harry,'' Connor began at last. He chewed his lip then, as if his +courage failed him when it came to the big moment. Harry, his stomach +definitely churning now, cast a glance down the corridor, longing for +Draco to appear and call Connor a blood traitor, or Ron to appear and +call him a Slytherin. + +Neither happened, and his glance seemed to make up Connor's mind for +him. Connor drew a deep breath and leaned in closer. + +``I'm not stupid, Harry,'' he said. ``I know that you won that game and +defeated the Lestranges. I don't remember anything past the point when +they came onto the field, and then I woke up and people were +congratulating me for two victories I hadn't earned. And I'm starting to +wonder about the troll, too. Awfully convenient, wasn't it, that I just +happened to collapse unconscious before the spell blast that supposedly +felled the troll?'' + +\emph{Shit. Shit shit shit.} + +Harry sighed slowly. Their mother would be so disappointed in him. The +first two times he'd really had to protect Connor, without the help of +the ready and willing adults who were always around at home, and he'd +done it in such a way as to make Connor suspect it was him. + +\emph{I can't go back and change his mind,} he thought, as he stared +into his twin's determined face. \emph{The best I can do is plunge ahead +and hope to get away with half-truths.} He was glad that no one else was +there now. The last thing he wanted was for anyone to witness his +humiliation or Connor's aggressive truth-grabbing. + +``Yes,'' he admitted. ``I dropped the troll, and I gathered in the +Lestranges and the Snitch.'' + +``Why?'' Connor leaned nearer and nearer. ``Did you think that I couldn't +do it myself? I \emph{am} the Boy-Who-Lived.'' His hand went to the scar +that he normally never paid that much attention to. + +Harry sighed. ``No, Connor, I didn't think you could do it yourself,'' +he said, being completely honest for this part. ``The troll knocked you +unconscious. And do you think you could have beaten the Lestranges on +your own?'' + +``Well, no,'' said Connor, shifting from one foot to the other. ``But +that's what the professors are there for. They would have dealt with +them. You didn't have to, Harry. Why did you try?'' + +``Because you were hurt, with the troll, and you would have been hurt, +on the pitch,'' Harry said. ``I got so \emph{angry}, Connor. I didn't +want anything more than to hurt the people who'd caused you pain. I know +the Lestranges were there to kill you. Why else would they \emph{dare} +come to Hogwarts but to attack the Boy-Who-Lived, the richest target +they could aim for? If they killed you in front of all of Hogwarts, it +would spread despair across the wizarding world.'' + +Connor's eyes were wide. He hadn't thought about the political +realities, Harry knew, and a wash of affection swamped him. He was there +to make sure that nothing forced those realities onto Connor too soon. +He should have at least one year of normal schooling, one year where he +was a child and a boy and could play like a child, without having to +weigh his every move. Their mother had already told Harry, when she +visited him in the hospital wing before they left, that she planned to +start guiding him into some politics and history this summer. \emph{Let +me hold on until this summer,} Harry thought. \emph{Just this summer. +That's all I ask.} + +``And you attacked them because you were angry?'' Connor asked. + +Harry nodded. + +Connor exhaled. ``Harry,'' he said, ``I don't think that you should be +that angry.'' + +Harry frowned at him. ``I don't know what you mean.'' + +Connor spent a long moment musing over whatever it was he was thinking +about, then shook his head. ``Harry, rage like that\ldots{}rage like that +is \emph{Slytherin},'' he said, earnest as summer morning. ``Just getting +upset because of little things. I could have taken the troll. It was +just a little bump. I would have got up in a minute. And the professors +would have taken the Lestranges. You know how fast I am on a broom. I +could have flown away from their hexes.'' + +``And, Harry,'' he said, now picking his words with obvious care, ``it +makes it sound as though you want to do things with magic all the time. +That's the way that You-Know-Who works. I've heard stories. Sirius told +them to me. You-Know-Who used his magic when he didn't have to, to +terrorize and impress people and do things that someone else could have +done.'' He recited that line as if he'd memorized it verbatim from a +story. ``I don't want you becoming like that.'' He reached out and +squeezed Harry's shoulder. ``Please? I love you, Harry. I don't want a +brother who's like---'' He paused a long moment, then forced out, +``Voldemort.'' + +Harry felt a moment of shock hammer into him, and then he tucked that +moment away in the secret box of his thoughts and made himself +understand. Connor didn't know about any of the secret spells Harry had +learned, or just how dangerous Hogwarts might be for him, among adults +who had dark pasts and possible reasons to wish him ill. He didn't know +that Harry had trained himself for the Lestrange attack and hadn't been +in any real danger. And of course he would think he could have handled +the attacks himself. He was a Gryffindor. + +Harry had not the least ability to make Connor understand his +point-of-view, not without revealing everything that Lily had promised +to guide Connor into more gently, and breaking his sacred trust. But, +luckily, he didn't have to come up with a story. Connor had done it for +him. All he had to do was accept it. + +``You're right,'' Harry whispered. ``Sometimes I feel this enormous +\emph{anger} rearing up, Connor, and I don't know what to do to control +it. I lie in my bed in the dungeons and stare at the ceiling and want to +do something, anything, to release my magic.'' + +Connor gripped both his shoulders. ``Then come up to the Gryffindor +Tower when you feel that way, Harry,'' he said. ``I don't care what time +of the night it is. The password this week is \emph{lionheart}, and I'll +tell you what the new one is every time it changes. Please? I want to +surround you with Gryffindor goodness and warmth of heart. I want my +brother back.'' + +Harry smiled at him. ``I'll try.'' + +Connor smiled, too, and then bounced ahead of him all the way to the +dungeons, talking about the aftermath of the Quidditch game and where +Gryffindor stood in the contest of House points. He did give Harry a few +searing glances, promising in silence that he wouldn't tell Harry's dark +secret. + +Harry smiled, and smiled, and came up with plans to conceal his actions +better the next time he had to save Connor. His deceptions so far truly +had been weak. He would have to practice more. + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +``I know that you threw that game.'' + +``Yes, Draco, of course I did,'' said Harry, lowering his +Transfiguration textbook and frowning at the boy who was looming over +his bed. Trying to catch up on all the homework he'd missed sleeping off +his exhaustion wasn't easy, not when Draco insisted on saying one inane +thing after another. ``I arranged for the Lestranges to show up and +threaten my brother \emph{just} so I could get the Snitch into Connor's +hand.'' + +Draco rolled his eyes, snorted, and plopped on his bed in a graceless +sprawl. He couldn't have been further from the stiffly poised boy who +sat straight up at every meal and followed every rule of pureblood +etiquette. Normally, the contrast amused Harry, but normally Draco +wasn't cutting at his nerves like a \emph{Diffindo} charm. He wanted +Draco to shut up and go away. + +``I wasn't talking about that,'' the amazing annoying Malfoy +sing-songed. ``I was talking about the fact that you really stopped the +Lestranges and put the Snitch in Connor's hand.'' + +Harry turned his attention back to his book. ``Yes, I did.'' + +Utter silence. Harry raised his eyebrows and started counting to ten, +while trying to devour as much of the big paragraph in front of him as +he could. \emph{When Transfiguration approaches the normal curve of +normal shape\ldots{}} + +Draco clawed the book down from in front of him and demanded, +``\emph{What} did you say?'' + +``I said that I did do what you said I did,'' said Harry, and then +paused to think about the structure of that sentence. + +Deciding it was fine, he went on, ``I know that I ended the battle and +the game, and then let everyone think Connor did it.'' He shrugged. +``And yes, you could threaten to tell Connor, but it wouldn't make much +difference. Connor already knows.'' + +``You---'' said Draco, and then apparently couldn't think of anything +else to say. + +``Yes?'' Harry lifted the Transfiguration book again. + +Draco was silent for a long time. Harry could feel his mind racing, +exploring possibilities. He could threaten to tell the whole school, but +then people would pay attention to Harry, and Draco didn't want that; he +would want to be in the spotlight, too, or he would want to keep Harry, +whom he seemed to regard as some kind of fascinating magical beast, to +himself. He could threaten to tell Professor Snape, but Professor Snape +almost assuredly knew, and Harry didn't think he cared, or he would have +stormed up to the hospital wing to yell at him about it. He could +threaten to tell the other Slytherins, but that would just make them +dislike Harry, and Draco wanted Harry to fit in to Slytherin House. + +Draco uttered a frustrated sigh and flopped back on the bedcovers. + +Harry hid his smile, then froze. \emph{That was a smile, right? Not a +smirk? Just because I'm good at predicting Slytherins doesn't mean I +want to turn into one.} + +He blamed his preoccupation for not being able to predict that the next +words out of Draco's mouth were, ``Do you want to come to Malfoy Manor +for Christmas?'' + +It was Harry's turn to put down the book and stare incredulously at +Draco. He ducked his head meekly, and let Malfoy good breeding and +pureblood manners try to speak for him. They didn't do a very good job +of it. + +``No,'' said Harry. ``Are you out of your mind?'' + +``It'll be fun,'' Draco said. + +``No,'' Harry said. + +``My father is teaching me wandless magic,'' Draco tried. + +``I already know it.'' + +``He really wants to meet you.'' + +``Draco, your father was a \emph{Death Eater,} and I'm the brother of the +\emph{Boy-Who-Lived}.'' + +``He was under the Imperius Curse.'' + +``No, he bloody wasn't, and my parents and my godfather would scream the +roof down if I tried to go to the Manor.'' + +``But my mother is your godfather's cousin.'' + +``That does not \emph{help},'' Harry pointed out, and then went back to +reading, ignoring any and all attempts that Draco made to sway him. + +That evening, at least. It soon became obvious that Draco was not going +to give up, even when hit with a wand. Harry tried a reinforced +\emph{Silencio}, and Draco continued in increasingly obscene sign +language that Harry was slightly shocked the son of a pureblood +wizarding family knew. + +\emph{No help for it,} Harry thought, as he finally rolled over and went +to bed for the night. \emph{Just ignore him.} + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +``Detention, Mister Potter,'' Snape said almost absently, gliding past +the cauldron where Harry was laboring to skin shrivelfigs. + +Harry almost opened his mouth to protest, but remembered himself in +time. Snape needed no especial reason to give detention, as he had shown +with the Gryffindors, and he had no reason to be pleased with Harry +right now. \emph{Perhaps he's going to yell at me about the Quidditch +game after all,} Harry thought, and ground and stirred and mixed and +chopped and tried to forget. + +He still kept an eye on Connor, but luckily, his brother got along +without too many obvious mishaps. Hermione Granger had worked out a +system wherein she would lean over and whisper the proper instructions +to Ron and Connor just when Snape had reached the point in his circuit +where he was least likely to hear her. Snape delighted in humiliating +Hermione and had no reason to look kindly on students talking in his +class, which made Harry sure that he hadn't found out yet. + +As if reading Harry's mind, Draco whispered, ``We could tell him about +the Mudblood---'' He cringed at the look Harry shot him, and amended, +``The Muggleborn, and her little cheating techniques.'' + +``It's not cheating if she gives correct information,'' Harry whispered +back, emptying the shrivelfig skins into the cauldron. ``Besides, if you +do that, I won't go to the Manor for Christmas with you.'' + +Draco cheered up in an instant. ``You're thinking about it, then?'' + +``Maybe,'' said Harry, and gave him a smile he hoped was mysterious. It +was sufficiently mysterious that Draco hummed happily throughout the +rest of Potions and seemed to have forgotten that Hermione existed. + +Class ended, and Harry was cleaning out his cauldron when Snape advanced +on him and said, ``I have decided that your detention shall be served +immediately.'' + +Harry swallowed the protest he wanted to make. He wanted to go eat +dinner, but saying so would only incense the professor further, and he +would make some remark about thankless brats thinking their bellies were +more important than Potions. Besides, it kept attention off Connor. +``Yes, sir,'' he said instead, and waited in the room while the others +filed out. + +Draco looked as if he would stay with him, but Snape stood there and +gave him a pointed look until Draco figured out that the rules of +Snape's classroom applied even to Malfoys. He stalked away, back +straight in that posture that made it seem as if he weren't sulking. + +Snape shut the classroom door and gestured once with his wand. The +written instructions for a potion Harry had never heard of---and it +didn't have a name above it, either---appeared on the board. ``There, +\emph{Mister} Potter,'' he said, hissing that part of the name rather +than Harry's surname, which struck Harry as counterproductive. ``Get to +work. Your detention is to make this potion, correctly.'' + +Harry squinted at the potion's steps. They looked easy enough, to his +vast relief. He had taken care not to display any signs of unusual +talent or ability in Snape's class, keeping his marks exactly even with +Connor's, or even a little under. He actually wasn't that unusually +talented, the way that he was with spells, but he knew far more than he +let on. + +\emph{This seems like a remarkably easy detention,} Harry thought, as he +went to fetch the unicorn horn, rose petals, demiguise hair, and fairy +wings he would need for the potion. \emph{Unusual list of ingredients, +and they don't make any potion I recognize, but maybe Snape figures I'll +get frustrated with making something useless and ask, and then he can +taunt me about my lack of knowledge.} + +Because of that, he determined to say nothing at all, and set up his +cauldron, boiled the water, and made the potion---the most difficult +part of which was slowly scattering in the rose petals, one at a time, +while he stirred---in utter silence. Snape stalked back and forth, and +watched him. Harry didn't let that unnerve him, either. He finally +measured in the last pinch of demiguise hair, and his potion sparkled +once and then turned into a clear liquid with a sweet, enchanting smell. +Harry stood away from the table and put his hands behind his back, +waiting for Snape to come and check on it. + +Snape did, sniffing the potion and studying it from all sides. Harry +braced himself for Snape to knock over the cauldron or Vanish the potion +and demand he start over again. At least Harry had used all the +ingredients, so he couldn't ruin it with a sudden addition from the +table. + +\emph{Unless he added something from his robes\ldots{}} Harry fixed his +eyes on Snape's hands, and kept them there with such strict attention +that he almost didn't notice it when Snape spoke. His voice was not +mocking, not sneering. He simply asked a question. + +``What do you believe the effect of this potion would be, Mister +Potter?'' + +Harry blinked, but shrugged and answered. He was probably wrong, since +he had not the slightest idea what it would do, but then, that was the +kind of challenge Snape would assign a student he was exasperated with. +``I believe it would work to purify, sir, given that the unicorn horn +and the rose petals are symbols of purity and love. The demiguise hair +could have something to do with invisibility, but demiguises are also +gentle, so it probably adds to the potion's overall calming effect. And +fairy wings are also from gentle creatures.'' + +Snape bent down. Harry looked up at him as calmly as he could; he +couldn't help but tense up a little when someone got this close, since a +Death Eater or other enemy might try to hold him at his mercy like this. + +``I knew it,'' said Snape. + +Harry wrinkled his brow. ``Sir?'' Snape knew what? Harry expected a +tirade against his intelligence to start any moment, since he had +probably got all the effects of the ingredients completely wrong. But +then, they were just guesses. + +Snape stood back, and smirked. He looked extraordinarily ugly, doing +that, Harry thought. + +``I knew that you were more talented at Potions than you appeared,'' +Snape said, his voice soft but gathering in power. ``One can, of course, +have theoretical knowledge without practical skill, but I have +\emph{watched} you, Potter. I noticed, for example, that in some essays +you knew material that you claimed not to know in other essays. And you +sometimes committed common Potions mistakes, but they did not fit a +pattern. If you could not remember to stir counterclockwise on a memory +potion, you should certainly not have been able to remember it on this +potion.'' He nodded at the sparkling clear liquid in Harry's cauldron. + +Harry couldn't swallow. He settled for clenching his hands into fists at +his sides and glaring at Snape. He hadn't been careful enough, he +thought, just as with the troll and the Lestranges. He had thought only +of keeping abreast of Connor, or just a bit behind, and hadn't checked +to make sure that his mistakes were consistent. Of course, he didn't +think he could have done that even if he'd thought of it. He just didn't +know enough about Potions to know what mistakes he \emph{should} make. + +``Now,'' said Snape, his voice soft and sweetly poisonous, ``I did tell +you once that I did not thank any of my Slytherins to work at less than +their full potential. You have been doing so, and I have the proof +now.'' He tapped the cauldron with his wand, and the potion swirled, +flew out of the cauldron, and flowed over to a bottle waiting on Snape's +desk, in which it sealed itself. ``This is one of the preliminary steps +in brewing the Wolfsbane Potion, which I am laboring to perfect, so that +your \emph{beloved} werewolf can be around normal wizards who do not +become flesh-eating monsters once every month.'' He turned his sneer on +Harry again. ``This part of the potion calms the werewolf's mind, +gentles its murderous impulses. It is not impossible to make. It is one +that a fourth-year student could have made without hesitation.'' He +halted, holding Harry's eyes. + +``But it wasn't that hard!'' Harry protested, and then cursed himself to +death and back again as Snape laughed at him. + +``Precisely,'' Snape said. ``So. You have some talent at Potions, neglect +it though you will. And I will \emph{not} see you neglect it. You will +work to your full skill level in every Potions class from now on.'' + +``No, sir,'' Harry said, and set himself. He saw Snape wince, and +wondered for the first time if the older wizard could feel his magic +when he got angry. He grimaced. He would have to study specialized +Shield Charms, too. + +``Why not?'' Snape taunted him. ``You fear everyone knowing that you are +\emph{not} hopeless in my class after all?'' + +``I won't show up Connor, sir,'' Harry said, feeling he might as well +admit it. Hiding was no good with Snape anyway, no more than it was with +Draco. In a way, Harry had to admit, it was freeing to be able to speak +like this in front of someone else. + +``I thought so,'' said Snape. ``And that is easily solved.'' + +``You can give me detention for the rest of the year, sir,'' Harry told +him flatly. ``I am not going to budge on this.'' + +``I don't need to do that,'' said Snape. ``I only need to give your +\emph{brother} detention for the rest of the year. Particularly at, say, +the times of Gryffindor Quidditch practices.'' He put his head on one +side and watched Harry. + +Harry shut his eyes. He could imagine Connor's cry of anguish from here. +His brother would die if he couldn't play Quidditch. And the thought of +the rest of the school not getting to see Connor play, not coming to +admire him for something he honestly did quite well\ldots{} + +Harry opened his eyes and told Snape, ``I'll do as you say, Professor. +But I hate you for it.'' + +``I rather thought you might,'' Snape said. + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +Snape rubbed his head as Harry left the classroom. He had a +freshly-brewed headache potion waiting in his office, since he had +rather expected that this detention would make Harry stare at him like a +basilisk. + +But it didn't matter. Pure triumph roared through his veins as he +stepped into his office, toasted an invisible companion, and drank the +potion. + +\emph{This is one over on Harry Potter, one over on the Brat-Who-Lived, +one over on James Potter, and one over on Gryffindor,} he thought, as +his pain eased and then left him. That only made the triumph all the +keener. \emph{The boy is more talented than I ever dared to hope, and he +shall have no choice but to admit it in at least one place.} + +\emph{And perhaps his brother will notice the difference\ldots{}wonder +about it\ldots{}speak to him\ldots{}} + +\emph{The sooner I can separate him from his brother, the better.} + +Snape strode over to the hearth, that he might firecall the kitchens and +order a private, complicated dinner from the house elves. He was in a +mood to celebrate in the privacy of his quarters. + +And if part of that mood came from the desire to avoid Dumbledore's +piercing gaze and the proximity of a powerful, angry boy wizard\ldots{}. + +Well, that was no one's business but his own. + +\subsection{*Chapter 14*: Discoveries}\label{chapter-14-discoveries} + +Slightly darker chapter than normal. Don't worry, it's all in service of +the plot. + +Thank you for the reviews! Answers to them will be up in my LJ +momentarily. + +\textbf{Chapter Thirteen: Discoveries} + +\emph{You'd think,} Harry thought, as he struggled to keep flat to the +wall and not peer around the corner to see what Quirrell was doing too +soon, \emph{that he would manage to use some bloody spell to get past +that bloody dog.} + +This was the fifth time in as many nights that he'd trailed Quirrell to +this door, and Harry was getting bored. Quirrell hadn't caused pain in +his scar again, and neither had he sneaked out to the Forbidden Forest +and drunk unicorn blood, or performed some unspeakable rite on a +hippogriff. He just came to this door and talked or shouted to the dog +behind it, until the dog exploded into barking---which should be +happening any moment now---and he rushed out. + +Harry was starting to think that Quirrell wasn't as much of a threat to +Connor as he had seemed. After all, he hadn't been the one who had +brought the Lestranges, and he hadn't been the one who had dropped the +wards around the Quidditch pitch; if he were capable of that, Harry +thought, then he would have been in a position to cause much more +trouble. And if he had drunk unicorn blood\ldots{}that might be a sign +that the professor was mad, certainly, but no one had ever said that +Voldemort's followers had the monopoly on madness. + +There was the cold voice that had spoken in the Forest, though, and that +was the reason that Harry kept following. His dreams insisted something +was wrong, but Harry didn't trust them. He'd never had the talent--- + +Footsteps sounded up the corridor, heading towards him. Harry hastily +cast the Disillusionment Charm on himself. Argus Filch had never caught +him, though he'd nosed around a time or two. + +Harry watched in curiosity and anticipation as this dark-clad figure +strode nearer. Perhaps Quirrell's mysterious traitor had finally showed +up, and was going to help him. That would make Harry's observations more +interesting. + +It was Professor Snape. + +Harry ground his teeth. The insufferable Potions Professor didn't seem +to notice that he was being teeth-ground at, and settled against the +opposite wall not far from Harry. + +Harry glared at him, and wondered if he would get away with a hex if he +cast one now. He didn't think so. But Merlin knew Snape deserved it, for +the way he had made Harry work like a house elf in the Potions class the +last few days. + +He was trying to think of hexes he could cast without sound---even +though Lily hadn't started him studying nonverbal magic yet---and +without an immediate effect when the door banged open, as expected. +Quirrell came tottering around the corner, his hands fumbling at his +turban. + +Snape unfolded himself like a rising bat. Quirrell turned around, saw +him, and gaped at him. + +``S-Severus,'' he gabbled, sounding the way he always did. + +``Quirrell,'' said Snape, not stuttering, Harry thought, on purpose, to +make himself sound more threatening. He came a step nearer, and his hand +went into a pocket of his robe and emerged with his wand. ``And what are +you doing here, hmmm? I never imagined that I would find you so +\emph{interested} in this one part of the school. You know what is down +there.'' + +\emph{Down there?} Harry wondered. He supposed it was possible that the +dog was guarding some kind of underground chamber, but if that was the +case, why not put it on the ground floor, or in the dungeons, where it +would have been easier to dive straight into the earth? + +Quirrell laughed, and even that sounded false. Harry concentrated, but +could feel no sense of dangerous magic about him. The most noticeable +thing, besides his annoying laugh, was the constant smell of garlic that +hung about him. ``Only p-professional interest, S-Severus,'' he said. +``You know th-that I l-like to study o-other fields that have some +b-bearing on m-my own. That is a-all.'' + +``What bearing could Hagrid's pet have on your own field?'' Snape asked, +coming another step nearer. Harry shivered. He had never seen Snape wear +this face, holding a faint hint of amusement but hard and cold as a +sheet of steel. He supposed it was the face that Snape had worn during +his Death Eater days. + +``Oh,'' Quirrell said, ``s-such a w-wondrous creature. I w-wonder who +b-bred it, that is a-all.'' + +``Is it?'' Snape said, and his voice had become so quiet that Harry had +to strain to hear. ``I think, Quirrell, that we would all be best served +if you stayed away from the Stone. You know where it is. You know that +it is well-protected. And you know what can be done with it. Unless you +were planning to brew some Elixir yourself---and why would you want +to?---then you have no reason to want to see it, or study it.'' His wand +was rotating in his fingers now, spinning fast enough that Harry could +see only the tip, moving like a dark star. + +\emph{Stone? Elixir?} Harry stuck the words in his mind for later, while +Quirrell made what could be called an attempt at a sneer, if one was +being kind. + +``And wh-what do \emph{you} w-want with the St-Stone, S-Severus?'' he +demanded. ``Do you w-want to know wh-where and h-how it is h-hidden so +th-that you can m-make the E-Elixir y-yourself?'' + +Professor Quirrell's stuttering got worse when he was truly nervous, +Harry noted, making most of his attempts at intimidation useless. Of +course, there was the cold voice in the Forest, and the steady voice +that the professor had spoken with when he thought himself alone. This +might be all an act, then. + +Harry didn't think Quirrell's squeak when Snape lunged at him and pushed +him up against the wall was an act, though. Snape held his wand to +Quirrell's throat, and his face had gone completely calm, without a hint +of the dark laughter that seemed so natural to him. + +Harry recognized the expression. He'd seen it in the mirror often +enough, just after Lily had given him a speech about what war might +mean. It was the expression of a man preparing to kill. + +``Now, Quirrell,'' asked Snape, ``will you force me to this? I do not +want to. If nothing else, it would be hard to explain to Albus. But I +will, if you push me. You know what I was.'' He made a gesture towards +his left forearm, invisible unless one was looking for it. + +Quirrell couldn't even speak, just gasp and cry incoherently. Snape +watched him for a long moment, then let him go with a violent shove. +Quirrell stumbled and half-fell, catching himself against the stone and +staring hard at Snape. + +``You will leave now,'' said Snape quietly. ``If I find that you have +come here again, then I will speak to Dumbledore.'' + +``D-do it n-now, if you w-want,'' said Quirrell, and straightened +himself with a dignity that struck Harry as ridiculous more than +anything else. ``I d-don't care.'' + +Snape laughed, and the sneer was back around the corners of his mouth. +``No,'' he said. ``I would rather know that I have you under my thumb, +Quirrell, ready to destroy whenever I wish.'' He gestured negligently +down the corridor. ``Go.'' + +Quirrell left, stumbling all the while. Snape watched him out of sight, +and then turned and aimed his wand towards Harry. + +``\emph{Finite Incantatem},'' he snapped. + +\emph{Shit, he noticed the Disillusionment Charm,} Harry thought, but +didn't attempt to run as it melted. He stared up into Snape's eyes, +which, for a moment, flashed genuine surprise---\emph{who did he expect +to see?} Harry thought---and then shuttered. He moved forward and +grasped Harry's arm. + +``How much did you hear, Mister Potter?'' he hissed. + +``The whole of it.'' Harry didn't call him sir. He didn't see that he +should have to. They were outside the boundaries of classroom and +Slytherin House, in the middle of something more important, something +that encompassed them both---the war against Voldemort, the war that +Harry intended to see Connor survive. + +Snape said something quiet and obscene under his breath, and darted a +glance down the hall. Then, quite shockingly, he sank to one knee before +Harry and stared into his eyes. Harry stared back, feeling the slight +twinge in his head that he sometimes felt when Snape did this. Whatever +he was looking for, the Potions Professor seemed to find it. He closed +his eyes and pinched his nose for a moment. + +Then he said, ``Potter, I will tell you what this means, so that you +won't go sniffing about for trouble. I expect you to go back to your +common room after this and not wander about after curfew again. Do you +understand?'' + +Harry nodded. He did not say that he intended to wander anyway, to find +disused corners of the castle where he could practice his wandless +spells. It was not as though Snape had made him promise with an +Unbreakable Vow. + +``Dumbledore has a Philosopher's Stone, well-protected, in the castle,'' +Snape said quietly. ``He is keeping it safe from the Dark Lord. I might +almost think that Quirrell is a minion of the Dark Lord's, but I know +that he was not Marked when I served among the Death Eaters. You, +however, will stay \emph{far} away. This is a matter for adults. Do you +understand?'' + +``Perfectly, sir,'' Harry said. There was no need to come back here +again, then. He knew what he was going to do with his own information. +He didn't even blame Snape for not telling Dumbledore his suspicions +about Quirrell. He was going to put his own information to even better +use. + +\emph{The troll was clumsy, the Lestranges clumsier. But there I had to +worry about immediate danger to Connor's life. Now I don't, and I can +plan.} + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +``Are you coming with me to the Manor for Christmas yet?'' + +``No, not yet.'' + +Draco paused. ``Now?'' + +``Still not yet.'' + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +``Harry?'' + +Harry hastily stood up and shoved the book he was reading underneath the +table. Not quick enough to escape Hermione's eyes, of course. She stared +at him, then whirled her bag over her shoulder and set it down heavily +on the table. No dust rose. She'd been coming here, her own private +study corner of the library, for long enough that she'd cleared all the +dust off. Harry had noticed it a few weeks ago, and kept the knowledge +to himself, because he hadn't thought of a way to use it yet. + +Now he had. + +He smiled weakly at Hermione. ``Hi, Hermione. Sorry. I just wanted a +quiet corner to read in, and this one looked nice and clean. I didn't +realize it was yours. Sorry,'' he added again, and tried to stuff the +large book he was carrying into his bag. + +``What's that?'' Hermione asked, and then gasped as she caught sight of +the title. Harry bit his lip and looked down at the ground as if +ashamed, while silently congratulating himself. Sharp as Hermione was, +this plan was already going much better than the other ones to give +Connor some sheen of heroism had. + +``Harry!'' she said, her voice rising distressingly. ``\emph{Darkest +Alchemies?} Where did you get that? Isn't it supposed to be in the +Restricted Section of the library?'' Her voice turned accusing. ``And why +are you reading it?'' + +``It's not a Dark book, Hermione, really,'' Harry said desperately. He +studied her face. Her lips were set, and her eyes as well as her mouth +managed to frown at him. He had counted on that. ``It's a sort of +history book.'' + +``But why were you reading it?'' + +``Because I was interested, that's all,'' Harry said, shrugging. +``Something that Snape said in class the other day.'' + +For a moment, Hermione looked as if she'd let herself be distracted by +that. Harry's sudden gifts in Potions had astounded and irritated her, +and she'd been working hard herself to catch up. The books peeking out +of her bag had the look of Potions texts, in fact, Harry thought. + +Harry had a plan to get her back on the trail if he needed to, but she +wound up clinging to the original idea. ``Professor Snape didn't say +anything about alchemists,'' she said, eyes narrowing. + +``Uh\ldots{}'' said Harry, as if she had caught him flat-footed. + +He shifted his weight, glanced around, and then said, ``Well, see you +later, Hermione. Bye.'' He carried the book around the corner of the +shelves and waited for a moment. Sure enough, Hermione's head poked +around the corner behind him. + +He looked towards her, giving her enough time to duck out of the way, +and then shoved the book awkwardly among the others, patting the spine. +That looked like enough to hide it---or to make a pathetic attempt at +hiding it. He hurried out of the library, bag banging on his shoulder. + +He had no doubt that Hermione would look at \emph{Darkest Alchemies} the +moment he was far enough away. And she would find the well-worn page +about the Philosopher's Stone and its last inventor, Nicholas Flamel. +She would wonder about that. She would carry the questions to Connor. +Connor's own suspicions of Harry possibly going Dark, fed by Ron's +prejudice against Slytherins, would drive them to investigate. And then +they stood a good chance of finding out that one was hidden in the +school, or at least coming to Harry and drilling him for answers. He +could drop subtle hints that would lead them in the right direction. +Connor would find out about Quirrell---Harry could make it seem as +though he were simply too blind to notice what the professor's constant +visits to the third floor meant---and then Connor would tell Dumbledore +about him. There would be plenty of glory for Connor, and all of it +produced from good old Gryffindor honesty, hard work, courage, and +suspicion of sneaky Slytherins. + +Harry was rather proud of himself for thinking of such an ingenious +plan. Of course, it helped that he would be in the shadows behind +Connor, ready to aid him with a nudge in the right direction, or a +carefully timed spell if things looked to be getting out of hand. + +The most important part was that Connor survive, after all. But if Harry +could lead his brother to his own victory while not being too obvious +about it\ldots{} + +Harry thought it a good deal all around. + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +``Harry.'' + +Harry glanced up, blinking. He'd been deep enough in his Charms textbook +that he hadn't heard Draco ordering the other Slytherin boys out, or the +room door opening and closing. But now they were alone, and Draco sat on +his bed and stared at Harry with one of those serious expressions that +promised a conversation Harry wouldn't like. He put down his book, +stared back, and waited. + +The first words out of Draco's mouth, though, were, ``Why won't you come +to the Manor with me for Christmas?'' + +Harry sighed. ``Draco, we've been over this---'' + +Draco held up a hand. ``I know that you think my father's a danger to +you. But really, Harry's, he's not.'' His voice was so painfully earnest +that Harry didn't have the heart to correct him just then, though he +realized he should have when Draco went on. ``I've talked to him about +the Dark Lord's first rise. Poor Father was under Imperius from almost +the first moment that the Dark Lord gained power. After all, he knew +that he couldn't leave the Malfoys alive behind him, but enslaving them +was better than killing them. And Grandfather Abraxas had just died. +Father was reeling, uncertain, just trying to find his place in the +world. I think that that was it. He served the Dark Lord only as long as +he couldn't fight the curse, and then broke free and gave testimony to +the Ministry that helped to convict other Death Eaters.'' + +Harry looked at him for a long moment. Draco stared back at him, posed, +shining, happy. Innocent, in much the same way that Connor was, Harry +thought. The idea made him weary. + +He could lie to Draco, perhaps, and come up with another reason to +escape the Manor---that Connor wouldn't let him be apart from him at +Christmas. But he didn't want to lie. Shameful as it was, Harry thought, +he was growing used to honesty with Draco and Snape. They wouldn't let +him lie, so why should he? About anything? + +And Draco was \emph{wrong}, and at some point, his wrongness might +endanger Connor. Or, more within the realm of immediate possibility, his +ignorance might endanger Harry, and if Harry died, he wouldn't be there +to protect and defend Connor throughout the coming war. + +``Draco,'' he said quietly, ``my mother's told me the stories of the +first war with Voldemort.'' Draco flinched and scooted backward on the +bed, away from him. Harry didn't stop. Draco had wanted privacy. He had +wanted a serious discussion. Well, he was going to get both. ``I know +that he wasn't above using the Imperius, but he only used it on some of +the Death Eaters. He didn't use it on the ones who believed in his +ideals and willingly joined him.'' He paused, and waited for Draco to +grasp the truth of what he was saying. + +Draco blinked, puzzled, for a long moment, then paled. ``My father is +\emph{not} a willing Death Eater,'' he said. ``He never was.'' + +``He trained you to hate Muggleborns, Draco,'' said Harry. ``You say +\emph{Mudblood} more naturally than you say \emph{I'm sorry.}'' + +``Malfoys never need to apologize,'' said Draco, but his attempt to +lighten the mood fell utterly flat, and both of them knew it. He shook +his head. ``You're wrong about this, Harry. You must be.'' + +``Why?'' Harry asked, and heard his voice deepen and turn flat. +``Because you want me to be? Because you don't want to believe me? I +thought that Malfoys at least needed to face reality.'' + +``No,'' Draco whispered. + +Harry held up three fingers on his right hand. ``There might be others, +but these are the ones I know about,'' he said. ``My mother told me that +Lucius Malfoy helped kill the Prewett brothers. They were the brothers +of Molly Weasley, Ron's mum. Did you know that?'' + +``No,'' Draco whispered. + +Harry suspected that he was both denying knowledge and denying what +Harry was saying. That didn't matter. He folded one finger down. That +left two. ``And he was responsible for attacking a Muggleborn family,'' +he said. ``Muggle parents, three children with magic who attended +Hogwarts. The Nascents. He tortured them to death. Bellatrix Lestrange +was there, too, but they recognized Lucius Malfoy's style.'' + +``My father doesn't have a \emph{style} of torture,'' Draco said, his +voice very small. ``You take that back.'' + +Harry folded his second finger down. ``And then there was the Bones +family,'' he said, very quietly. ``Edgar Bones, and his wife and +children. One was a baby, Malfoy. A \emph{baby}, not as old as Connor +and I were when Voldemort came for him. He only---\emph{only}---murdered +them, because he didn't trust his wandwork against Edgar's. And Edgar +Bones was Susan Bones's uncle. She's walking around the school right +now, missing her uncle and aunt and cousins. Oh, and her grandparents, +because---'' + +``\emph{Shut up}!'' Draco yelled. + +Harry folded down his last finger, and sat watching. Draco was breathing +hard, his cheeks flushed, his hair falling around his face. He took a +breath that sounded to Harry like a great, gasping sob, though he wasn't +letting any of his tears actually fall. + +``He's my father,'' said Draco. ``He's my \emph{father}. I love him. He +wouldn't do anything like that. Or he'd tell me if he did.'' + +Harry leaned forward. ``It's all a matter of historical record,'' he +said. ``You can go into the Ministry and look it up in the records. The +Pensieve and the trial transcripts are there. He claimed to be under +Imperius, and he bought his way out. But he killed them, Draco. He +killed them and he \emph{laughed} when he walked away free---'' + +He hushed. Draco had reached out and struck him, awkwardly, across the +face, not quite a punch and not quite a slap. Harry had taken worse from +Connor in their mock-fights, but he watched in silence as Draco ran from +the bedroom, slamming the door behind him like a giant's tread. + +Harry sighed and picked up his Charms book again. He felt a faint +sadness for the loss of his friendship with Draco, but it had been +coming. He could only ignore the past for so long. + +\emph{Besides, my first and primary loyalty will always be Connor's. +What} would \emph{happen if I became friends with a Slytherin? Would I +feel compelled to choose between them?} + +Harry shuddered. He could imagine little more distressing than that. + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +Harry woke, blinking. He'd fallen asleep studying, which was unusual for +him. He stood up and made his way to the loo carefully, since he could +hear breathing around him and knew the other boys had returned. + +He paused, though, when the faint \emph{Lumos} spell on his wand showed +him that Draco's bed was still empty. + +Harry hesitated, then put his wand on his palm and murmured, +``\emph{Point Me} Draco Malfoy.'' + +The wand turned, pointing definitively out of Slytherin House. Harry +groaned to himself. He wanted nothing so much as to shower and go to +bed. And Draco was probably wandering around the castle in a sulk, or in +Snape's quarters complaining about what a prat Harry was. + +Still, though, Harry did feel responsible. He probably could have found +a gentler way to break the news to Draco. And he really \emph{had} +thought Draco was more politically aware than that. What son of a +pureblood family wouldn't be? + +He followed the wand in silence, casting another Disillusionment Charm +on himself as soon as he left the common room. The wand tugged him up +the dungeon stairs, surprising Harry, who hadn't thought Draco would +have gone that far. And then it pointed to the doors to the outside, the +same doors Harry had followed Quirrell out earlier that month. + +Wary, Harry stepped outside. The wand aimed steadily towards the +Forbidden Forest. + +``Oh, \emph{shit.}'' + +\subsection{*Chapter 15*: Draco In +Danger}\label{chapter-15-draco-in-danger} + +Thank you for the reviews! Responses will be up in my LJ momentarily. + +This chapter took a twisting path. It still ended up where I wanted it +to end up, but the action was sure nothing like I thought. + +\textbf{Chapter Fourteen: Draco In Danger} + +Harry pushed aside a thickly clinging vine and ducked beneath it, drawn +along the path by his pointing wand. At least he didn't have to be as +quiet as he had when he followed Quirrell, he thought, and he could use +the \emph{Lumos} spell to light his way without worrying if anyone saw +him. + +\emph{Unless Quirrell is in the woods tonight.} + +\emph{Or unless a magical creature sees it and comes towards me, ready +to devour me.} + +Harry forcibly reminded himself that Draco might see the light and be +drawn to it, too. It was unlikely, but most helpful things were in the +Forbidden Forest. That did not mean it would not happen. + +Harry sighed. \emph{Speaking of that, I suppose I'll have to turn and +confront them sooner or later.} + +He had been hearing faint sounds from behind and beside him almost from +the moment he had entered the Forest. When they didn't attack, he +ignored them, intent on getting to Draco before something could happen +to him. But the sounds were louder and more insistent now, and he knew +that he would have to confront them. + +He turned and called, ``Who's there? I can hear you.'' He braced +himself, just in case the creatures tracking him weren't intelligent +after all and came at him all in a rush. The \emph{Protego} incantation +waited on the tip of his tongue. + +There was a long pause. Then the noises came again, closer this time and +louder. Harry hadn't been able to tell what they were as muffled thumps, +but now he clearly made out the sound of hooves. + +A centaur trotted out from between the trees on the right side of the +path and stood facing him. Harry's wand-light made his face shadowed and +half-demonic. He had striking blue eyes, hair as pale as Draco's, and a +faintly golden body, which shifted color towards a deep gold on his +flanks. + +``Harry Potter,'' whispered the centaur. ``The stars are watching you.'' + +Harry half-glanced up, but he couldn't see the stars through the thick +cover of trees overhead. ``And so are you,'' he said, bringing his +attention back to the centaur. ``Why?'' + +``We know that you came here in pursuit of a boy who walked into the +Forest a short time ago,'' whispered the centaur. ``We know many things +from watching the stars. Your fate is written there, Harry Potter. +Sealed there.'' + +Not for the first time in his life---the first had been when he'd read +about them in a book on magical creatures---Harry decided that centaurs +were creepy. He simply nodded. ``Thanks,'' he said. ``It's always +pleasant to know that. However, I have to find Draco.'' He turned to go +down the path again. + +The trees to his left gave way, and a chestnut centaur galloped onto the +path in front of him. He was bigger than the palomino one, and had dark +eyes and hair that looked the color of blackberries in the light. He +folded his arms and looked steadily at Harry. + +``You must come with us, Harry Potter,'' said the palomino centaur. +``The stars are bright tonight. Mars is in his glory. Because of that, +we are willing to give thanks, and to listen to the one who comes +beneath Mars's aegis.'' + +Harry concealed his annoyance. He had hoped to get on and find Draco, +but he did not think that he could take two centaurs at once, and he had +no wish to show that he had been here, which dead or injured centaurs +would surely reveal. He forced a smile. + +``All right,'' he said. ``Where are we going?'' + +``This way,'' said the palomino centaur, and cantered off down the path. +The chestnut centaur stepped out of Harry's way and flicked his tail as +if in permission. Harry shook his head and fell in behind the palomino, +hearing the clop of hooves as the chestnut walked behind him. + +The \emph{Point Me} spell continued to show that Harry was on the same +trail as Draco, which somewhat lessened his agitation. He was beginning +to hope that Draco hadn't fled in a raging sulk after all, but had had +the sense to stay on the path and seek some place to be alone. He might +even go back to the castle before Harry did, depending on how long the +centaurs decided to entertain him. + +``I am Firenze,'' the palomino announced suddenly. + +``And I am Coran,'' the chestnut said. + +Harry blinked. He had read once that centaurs gave their names on the +second meeting, not the first. But they also watched the stars and spoke +incomprehensible nonsense about them. So they might consider this the +second meeting, since they were some way down the path now. Who knew? + +``You know my name already,'' he said, struggling to remember the +courtesies he'd heard. Lily had tutored him in greeting customs for +magical beings other than pureblood wizards, just in case Connor ever +needed allies someday and Harry had to serve as ambassador, but it was +far down on the list of important training, and he wasn't surprised that +he couldn't remember more of it. One phrase seemed safe enough, though. +``I am glad that you greet me in the name of the stars.'' + +Firenze stopped walking and glanced back at Coran. Harry stopped too, +perforce, backing away from the palomino's switching tail. The centaurs +locked each other in a long gaze. + +Harry waited. The \emph{Point Me} spell still indicated, faithfully, +that Draco was straight ahead. He wanted to push Firenze out of the way +and run, but he couldn't do that, so he made peace with his impatience +and waited some more. + +``He knows the courtesies,'' Firenze said at last. + +``And he came beneath Mars's light,'' said Coran. + +``That is significant,'' they both said at once, and then Firenze turned +around and resumed his trot forward, this time forcing Harry to follow. + +The Forbidden Forest changed when you were traveling through it with +powerful magical creatures, Harry found. The shadows seemed less +menacing. The trees drew back more often, and let a paler, colder +starlight through. Harry checked once or twice, but he couldn't make out +Mars. Perhaps the angle was bad. + +\emph{Or perhaps the centaurs are barking,} Harry thought, shivering +slightly as a chill breeze cut past him and he nearly stumbled over a +root he hadn't seen until too late. \emph{Guess which one I choose.} + +The path finally widened out and then broke in two. One branch curved +around the base of a small hill, while the other led to its top. Firenze +solemnly mounted the hill, and then glanced back as Harry followed. + +``It is possible that you shall be angry,'' he said in a distant voice, +not sounding as if he really cared. ``But you must understand that all +fates serve the balance, and all things are written in the stars.'' + +Harry narrowed his eyes. They had arrived at a place that seemed +significant, and the \emph{Point Me} spell still indicated straight +ahead\ldots{} + +``You took Draco, didn't you?'' he asked, not bothering to keep the +accusation from his voice. + +``It was written,'' said Firenze, and then walked over to something +Harry couldn't see. Harry hurriedly climbed the last few steps he had to +go. + +He found a group of stones assembled at the top that looked for all the +world like an imitation gallows. Draco stood on the platform, shivering, +his head bowed. A vine was looped around his neck and around the stone +serving as crossbar. There was no trapdoor that Harry could see, but +there wouldn't have to be, he knew. One kick from a centaur's powerful +hooves could make the vine sway and send Draco flying sideways, where +his neck would snap or he would choke to death. Or perhaps he would just +smash his skull on the stones. + +\emph{Any way, not an easy death,} Harry thought, as he stared and +desperately struggled to recall what he knew about centaurs. They were +polite, they observed the stars, they stayed out of wars for the most +part---though they had fought against the Dark Lord Grindelwald, who had +threatened them with extinction---and they didn't generally go around +kidnapping schoolboys in forests and hanging them from stone gallows. + +Draco stirred then, and decided to make everything more complicated. +``Harry!'' he shouted, starting to run across the platform. + +Firenze caught him by the vine around his neck and held him still. Draco +swayed to a stop, gagging. Harry took a tense step forward, but Draco +finally remembered the noose and stepped back. His breathing returned to +normal in a moment. He glared at Firenze, then turned the glare outward +to include Coran, who had come up beside Harry. + +``This is a test,'' Firenze told Harry, his voice deep and somber as +echoes in a bottomless pit. ``You will pass it, or Draco Malfoy will +die. He will not use magic in any way, including to aid you, or he will +die.'' + +``Why?'' Harry asked. + +``This is the test of the one who comes under Mars,'' said Coran, and +his voice was sterner than Firenze's. ``You may not question. You must +do.'' + +Harry choked his impulse to scream in frustration, and even managed to +smile. ``Then tell me what I must do, honored centaurs.'' + +Coran moved in front of him, feeling briefly on the ground for +something. He came up with an egg-shaped stone, which in the light of +\emph{Lumos} looked some shade between deep purple and black. + +``You must crack this---'' + +Harry nodded, and raised his wand. + +``Using wandless magic,'' Coran continued. If he had been a human, he +would have sounded smug, but he only sounded remorseless. He held the +stone out to Harry. + +Harry stared for a long moment. He could perform a Blasting Curse with +his wand, but he hadn't studied it wandless. He hesitated and glanced +once at Draco. Draco had settled for glaring at the centaurs, at the +vine around his neck, and at Harry---though, to be absolutely truthful, +the looks he sent Harry had a lot of pleading in them, too. + +\emph{Could I sever the vine, take Draco, and run?} Harry knew the +answer almost as soon as he had the thought, though. The vine shifted +and settled itself possessively around Draco's throat in a motion that +no wind would allow. It was alive, and perhaps intelligent. He supposed +it would have to be; Draco would have freed himself already if it were +that simple. + +Which left his only option as passing the test. + +Harry turned back to the stone and frowned at it. He had learned +wandless magic before out of grim duty and driving necessity; he had +imagined Connor dying, and each time, it gave him the strength to press +on. And when he had thought that Connor might die in a week, in six +days, in five days, in four days, nothing had stood in his way. He +hadn't even felt the loss of sleep until the spell exhaustion hit him. + +Could he summon the same emotion for Draco? + +\emph{No}, he realized, after a moment of trying. He did feel worried +that Draco might die, and he would certainly experience guilt if that +happened, but there was no love there yet, nothing to send the magic +down well-worn channels in the center of his being. He would have to use +something else. + +What? + +``You have until the stars set, Harry Potter,'' Firenze intoned calmly +just then, jolting him. + +Harry glared at him. ``You didn't say that I had a time limit.'' + +``The one who comes beneath Mars's light always has until the stars set +to pass his test,'' said Coran, as if Harry should have known that. He +continued to hold the stone out, straight and steady. His arm hadn't +wavered yet. + +Harry ground his teeth. The anger came surging up in him, and he focused +it on the stone, hoping that might work. Crack, \emph{you stupid thing! +Draco and I have to get back inside and away from these loonies before +we're missed!} + +The stone did nothing. If stones could be smug, Harry was sure that it +would have been. + +Harry poured the rage out, and it was fruitless. Nothing happened, not +even a faint line seaming the stone's surface, while he had sweat +running down his brow from the force of his concentration. + +``It is an hour until the stars set,'' said Firenze's voice, regular as +the chiming of a clock. + +Harry closed his eyes and banished his anger. So love would not do it, +and neither would anger. What would? + +But those were the forces that had always driven his wandless magic. +Harry could possibly learn new ways, but they would take longer than he +had. And then Draco would die. + +Harry did not think he could bear that. He had caused the argument. It +was his fault that Draco was out here in the first place. + +\emph{Worry?} + +\emph{No, that's a niggling little emotion. I need something else.} + +Well, was there anything that his love and his anger had in common? Did +they spring from some shared seed that he could use to free Draco? + +Perhaps it wasn't an emotion. + +And then Harry could have laughed aloud in relief. Of course. It was the +same thing that Snape was always cursing him for, the same thing that +had made Connor impatient with him, the same thing that had caused him +to continue the argument with Draco instead of simply giving in and +saying that Connor wouldn't let him come to Malfoy Manor for Christmas. + +\emph{Will. Stubbornness. Sheer bloody-mindedness.} + +Harry focused his will on the stone. He imagined it cracking. He willed +it to crack. He created a careful image of the stone cracking, so +intense that dark spots swam in the air before his eyes and his ears +rang, and he overlaid it on the stone. He could still see the whole dark +purple surface under the shattered one, but only just. The ringing in +his ears became a roar. + +\emph{Crack. You} will \emph{crack.} + +It was nothing like anger, nothing like love, but the root and +wellspring of them both. Harry called patience and determination and +unbending, unflinching uncooperativeness to his aid. He focused, and he +pushed, and he began to feel the outer edges of the stone's solidity as +an irritating buzz off to the side, just barely audible under the +torrent of his magic. + +\emph{Crack. You} will \emph{crack.} + +The stone pushed back at him. It had no will of its own---the smugness +Harry had imagined was not real---but it had the same resistance that it +would if he were trying to shatter it against the edge of a table by +simple pounding. It existed, and it was hard, and it did not want to +crack. + +Harry carefully formed his will down into a sharpened point, a chisel, +and then put all his magic behind it at once. + +\emph{Crack.} His being resonated with the word, and he trusted that he +had the will and the magic, both, to carry it out. \emph{You will crack +because I say you will. And now, you will---} + +\emph{Crack!} + +Harry blinked, then staggered forward as his will shoved through +something that was no longer there anymore, like the dissipating smoke +of \emph{Fumo.} He caught himself on his hands and looked up. + +Coran held shattered bits of stone in his hand, but only a few +fragments, themselves no bigger than shards of eggshell. More had +apparently scored his face and shoulders in their whipping passage, but +Coran didn't seem to care about the blood. He looked at his palm, as +though wondering where the stone had gone, and then nodded gravely, +solemnly, to Harry. + +Harry glanced over at Firenze. The blond centaur was untying Draco, his +movements swift and efficient. Draco made a gasping noise when the vine +came free that Harry was sure was exaggerated, or he would have had +difficulty breathing when it actually gripped him. + +Harry got slowly back to his feet. He ought to have felt tired; he +usually did, after wandless magic. Instead, he felt oddly braced, as if +he had gone through a swift walk through cold air. And the ringing, +roaring sound his magic had made hadn't quite faded yet. Harry tasted +the air around him, still rich and alive with playful, gamboling power, +and found himself smiling. + +``The one who comes under Mars has passed the test,'' Firenze said, +looking as if he spoke to the stars. + +``When the time comes,'' Coran intoned, ``we follow.'' + +Firenze cantered over to Coran, and then both of them, to Harry's utter +astonishment, stretched out a foreleg in his direction and bent over it. +Harry clumsily returned the bow, struggling to remember the phrase that +closed out a cordial conversation between centaur and wizard. He ought +to remember it, if only because it had been so odd---one of the least +complicated phrases that any magical creature used in formal +communication. + +\emph{Oh, yes.} + +``Under star and over stone may your way lead you,'' he said. ``Under +darkness and over water.'' + +Firenze nodded to him. Coran said, ``Under the light of Mars may you be +led,'' which was not in the book that Harry remembered, and then both +centaurs turned and galloped into the darkness. + +Harry let out a little breath, blinked, and then turned back to Draco. +``We'll need to cover up those bruises on your neck, unless you want +everyone to know we were out past curfew---'' he began. + +He stopped. Draco was staring at him. + +Harry winced. In the struggle to save Draco and the excitement of +actually succeeding, he'd forgotten what drove Draco out here in the +first place. + +``Yeah, I know,'' he said. ``I acted like a git. I didn't have any right +to say those things in that tone of voice. Once I realized you didn't +know, I should have been gentler. Sorry.'' He held his breath and +waited, hoping that the next words out of Draco's mouth would be +forgiveness. He could make Harry's life much harder than he had already +if they weren't. + +Not to mention that he \emph{would} miss Draco's conversation, even if +he had turned out to be so self-absorbed that he told Harry almost +nothing about Lucius or his movements. Draco was one of the few people +in his life who wasn't part of the elaborate deception at play around +Connor. Unlike Snape, he wasn't hostile, and unlike Lily, he was close +to Harry's age. Draco just---existed in Harry's life, and though that +would almost certainly change later, when Voldemort returned and Draco +chose pureblood loyalties, for right now he could chatter, and Harry +would listen. + +Draco closed his eyes and shook his head. ``Harry\ldots{}'' he began, +and stopped. + +``What?'' Harry swallowed. Maybe he \emph{had} foregone his chance at +Draco's forgiveness. He would just have to live with it if he had, but +he wished Draco would \emph{say} something and show him why. + +Draco opened his eyes. ``Harry,'' he said, ``you saved my life. I owe +you a life debt.'' + +Harry stared at him in turn. + +Then he shook his head and backed away, making sure to keep his voice +soothing. ``Draco, you've had a hard night. An argument, running away +into the Forbidden Forest, and nearly dying. You don't know---'' + +Draco drew his wand from his sleeve and held it out over his palm. +``\emph{Diffindo}!'' he said clearly, and a cut appeared on his hand. He +turned towards Harry, his face alien and too solemn under the +\emph{Lumos} light. + +\emph{This is the son of the pureblood wizarding family,} Harry thought. +\emph{He might not know about his father's past, but he knows the +rituals.} + +``I do so pledge my debt to Harry James Potter,'' Draco said, still in +that same clear voice that would have made most of his teachers +astounded to hear, ``willingly performing whatever service he asks of +me, until I save his life in turn or the debt be expunged.'' He swept +his wand over the cut, and the line turned silver where it passed, +looking first like frost and then like a very old scar. ``This I do,'' +Draco added softly, ``in the name of Merlin, and in thanks for my +life.'' + +He stood looking expectantly at Harry. + +Harry sighed. He knew of no way to refuse to accept a life debt without +killing the wizard who offered it, but he could at least leave the +payment of the debt up to Draco. + +``I, Harry James Potter,'' he said, ``do so accept the offered debt, in +Merlin's name, and in gladness that the one who offered it still +lives.'' + +The air between them flashed silver for a brief moment. Then the light +turned to the cold air that Harry saw when he breathed out in winter, +and floated away towards the stars. + +``Name my service,'' Draco said, still impossibly clear. + +``Draco---'' + +``Do it, Harry.'' + +Harry shook his head. ``I leave it up to you to name it,'' he said. ``I +\emph{can} do that, and I choose to. Serve me in whatever way would +please you most.'' He carefully cast a Concealment Charm at the bruises +on Draco's neck, and was relieved when they disappeared. He hadn't been +sure that his magic high after shattering the stone would last. ``Now, +come on, Draco, we have to get back.'' + +Draco fell into step beside him, but he seemed to be thinking. They +hadn't reached the halfway point on the path before he said, ``I've +thought of something, Harry. I \emph{can} choose the form my payment +takes, right?'' He looked at Harry carefully, as though he thought Harry +was tricking him. + +Harry nodded. + +``And guarding you in a dangerous place would be an acceptable form of +it?'' + +``Of course, Draco, but what place---'' + +``Then,'' said Draco, ``I choose to repay my debt by guarding you in +Malfoy Manor. Where you are going to come visit me. At Christmas.'' His +smile was blinding. + +``No,'' said Harry flatly. + +``You left it up to me to choose the payment,'' Draco reminded him, +bouncing a little. + +``I didn't say that you could---'' said Harry, and then stopped. He +\emph{had}, actually, and the moment when he could have reclaimed the +debt was past. He had offered it to Draco, and Draco had chosen the form +his payment would take. He'd even used the correct phrasing to seal it. +And just as there was no choice about accepting a life debt in the first +place, so there was no choice about accepting the form the payment took +if it was turned back on the giver. + +Unless he killed Draco, and that was still not an option, though Harry +had to admit it was looking a bit more tempting than before. + +``I promise, Harry.'' + +Harry turned to Draco, who had caught his hand and stopped on the path. +His face was hard, his eyes gleaming, near a fanatic's. It disturbed +Harry, who imagined it was the way his Death Eaters would look at +Voldemort. + +``I think you're wrong about my father,'' Draco said, firming his clasp +on Harry's wrist. ``But I \emph{promise}, I \emph{promise} you, that I +won't let any harm come to you in the Manor, from my father or anyone +else. I \emph{promise}. They'll have to kill me first.'' + +Harry sighed. He really had no choice anymore, and he would have to live +with the consequences of this, too. + +``You realize that my parents and my godfather are still going to scream +the roof down,'' he said, as they started walking back to Hogwarts. +``And my brother.'' + +``I don't know your parents,'' said Draco, with a sniff. ``And my mother +told me your godfather is a prat. And I \emph{know} your brother's a +prat. So that's all settled.'' He gave Harry another beatific smile. + +Harry, helpless, forced to remember that at least Draco was \emph{here} +to smile instead of choked or kicked to death, smiled back. + +\subsection{*Chapter 16*: A Very Malfoyish Christmas}\label{chapter-16-a-very-malfoyish-christmas} + +Thank you for the reviews on Chapter Fourteen! This chapter shows some +of the consequences of Draco's action. I'll have more detailed responses +to reviews up in my LJ in a moment. + +And also, um, this chapter features the guest appearance of the Evil +Cliffhanger. Sorry, but otherwise the chapter would have gotten too long +to let me update today. It's already the longest chapter so far. + +\textbf{Chapter Fifteen: A Very Malfoyish Christmas} + +``But you \emph{can't},'' said Connor, for the twentieth time, as if he +hoped to wear Harry down by simple repetition. + +Harry had to admit he was close to that. He tossed the last of his +clothes in the trunk and turned towards Connor with a sigh. ``I have +to,'' he said. ``Draco called a life debt on me. I don't have any +choice.'' He had told his twin what had happened in the forest---for the +most part. Having Connor know the extent of his magic was dangerous. +Having Connor know that he'd had an argument with Draco, chased him into +the Forest, and rescued him from centaurs was not. Of course, it would +have meant more if Connor had paid the least attention to anything his +father or Sirius said about pureblooded wizarding rituals. ``I promise +that I'll come back safe from Malfoy Manor, Connor. I can't do anything +else.'' + +``But you'll miss Christmas with me,'' Connor whispered. ``We've never +missed a Christmas together.'' + +Harry felt his mouth curve in a genuine smile. ``I know,'' he said +quietly. ``But I promise we'll spend next Christmas, and all the rest of +them, together. All right?'' + +His twin looked at him for a long moment, and then nodded. That will and +iron determination that Harry usually saw focused on the Snitch shone in +his hazel eyes as he said, ``But if you don't come back from the Manor +alive, then I'll hunt down and kill the Malfoys myself.'' + +Harry let his brother hug him, and then leave the bedroom. He ignored +the stares of all the Slytherins on the way, masterfully---better, Harry +thought, than he himself ignored the Gryffindor stares when he visited +the Tower. Of course, he'd been to the Tower many times, and this was +Connor's first trip to the dungeons. Perhaps he was just less +self-conscious. + +``Finally! The prat is gone.'' + +Harry rolled his eyes as Draco came out; he'd been hiding in the loo, +refusing to be in the same room as Connor without insulting him. ``He's +not a prat, Draco,'' Harry snapped, tossing his last jumper in his trunk +and then looking around. He couldn't see anything else that needed to +come with him. There was the large pile of letters by his bed, the ones +that had arrived from his parents, his godfather, and Remus almost +immediately after he wrote them that he was going to Malfoy Manor. Harry +hadn't opened any except the Howlers, which he had no choice about +opening. As long as his parents didn't actually come to school and force +him to go to Godric's Hollow---and they couldn't, not when a life debt +was involved---then he was safe, and he'd deal with the letters after +Christmas. + +``Yes, he's a prat,'' Draco insisted, drawing Harry's attention back to +him. ``The first thing he did when he entered the common room was insult +our color scheme. He's a plebian.'' + +``Draco,'' Harry said with great restraint, as he charmed his trunk to +levitate behind him, ``if you went to Gryffindor Tower, you would insult +\emph{their} color scheme.'' + +``Yes, but their color scheme deserves to be insulted.'' + +Conscious that Draco would see absolutely nothing hypocritical about +what he was saying, Harry gave up. ``Come on,'' he said, curling his +scarf around his throat. ``We'll have to hurry if we want to catch the +carriages to Hogsmeade.'' + +Draco, of course, discovered that he was only half-packed, and flew +around the room getting things ready. Harry leaned on the wall and +watched. Draco hummed under his breath as he packed clothes, books, +pictures, and small items that Harry could see no use bringing. He +folded all the clothes neatly, and wrapped the more breakable things in +cloth. He would have been every inch the Malfoy heir--- + +If it weren't for the humming. + +Harry closed his eyes. \emph{Draco hums. If he can do that, I can +survive a few weeks at Malfoy Manor.} + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +``Come on, Harry!'' + +Harry winced as Draco's shout drifted back to him. The other boy darted +ahead like a child, laughing and kicking up the snow behind him. Harry +walked after him much more decorously, his trunk so tuned to his +movements that it bobbed and floated up in the air when he raised his +foot to step over a snowdrift that was higher than it appeared. Harry +had learned that was a good method for making himself walk more slowly, +and for making himself learn patience. + +He had assumed they would take the Express to King's Cross Station, +where Draco's parents would meet them, but Draco had laughed at the +thought of going to London for a holiday. No, he'd told Harry loftily, +they would walk to the outskirts of Hogsmeade, beyond Hogwarts's +anti-Apparition wards, and his mother would come to Portkey them back to +the Manor. + +Harry had asked Draco why he rode the Express to get to school, then. +Draco had gone off into a long spiel about tradition that Harry paid +absolutely no attention to. He would either already know the pureblood +traditions that Draco referred to, or Draco would have made them up. + +This wasn't bad weather for a walk, Harry thought. It was cold enough to +make his breath plume in front of him, but not so cold that he could +feel the winter digging through his clothes and making his marrow +freeze. Draco's laughter wasn't as loud from a distance. The wizards and +witches that passed them bore Christmas colors on their scarves and +robes, and the Hogsmeade houses themselves had decorations, mostly +snowflakes charmed into not melting and pinecones enchanted to glow +different colors, hanging from their eaves and windows. + +``Harry!'' + +Harry snapped his head forward, blinking. For a moment, he couldn't see +where the cry was coming from, but then Draco put his head around a +house and motioned frantically to him. Harry sped up, and rounded the +house to find Draco tightly holding the hand of an incredibly beautiful +witch. + +``Harry Potter,'' said Draco proudly, ``this is my mother, Narcissa +Malfoy. Mother, may I present Harry Potter?'' + +``You may,'' said Narcissa, and took a step forward, one hand held out. +It was white, Harry saw, nearly as pale as the tumble of thick hair that +she wore loose around her neck. The glow of warmth charms from the +silver necklace clasping her throat explained her lack of a scarf or +hat. Her face was fine-boned, the features elegant, in a way that +reminded Harry of Sirius, or at least would have if Sirius ever looked +like an adult. Her eyes were blue, very clear, and did not blink as she +met his gaze. ``I am very pleased to meet you, Mr. Potter.'' + +Harry bowed from the neck instead of taking her hand, using the delay to +scan her hand for signs of a hidden Portkey, poisoned ring, or amulet. A +silver bracelet on her left wrist radiated power, but had the pink glow +of latent defensive magic; he would have to worry about it only if he +was attacking her. He saw no signs of anything else threatening, and +willingly pressed his lips to the center of her palm. + +``Mrs. Malfoy,'' he murmured. ``It is a pleasure to meet you. I come as +a guest, willing to become a friend, and to abide by the laws of +hospitality.'' + +He stepped back. Draco's face was blank. Harry wasn't sure what that +meant, but thought Draco probably hadn't recognized the courtesies he +used. + +Narcissa Malfoy's face was a different matter entirely---alive, her blue +eyes holding the fierce, intent gaze of a predator. She had a faint +smile on her lips, one that Harry was almost sure meant appreciation and +admiration. ``No one has used those words to me in a very long time, Mr. +Potter,'' she said. ``I believe the last one was my great-uncle Black, +and he died when I was a child.'' + +``I prefer the old ways, Mrs. Malfoy,'' said Harry. His adrenaline was +up, thundering in his veins. He forced his hands to spread in front of +him, intent and relaxed, fingers loose to show that he couldn't be +gripping a wand. Of course, he didn't need a wand, but he doubted that +he would have to protect himself if this gambit worked. ``I understand +that you are going to take us to Malfoy Manor with a Portkey. Do I have +your word that this Portkey will land us outside the threshold of the +Manor, so that I may accept your personal invitation inside?'' + +``Harry,'' Draco scolded. ``You're being nonsensical.'' + +``Hush, Draco,'' said Narcissa. She didn't say it loudly, or warningly, +or with much of a tone in her voice at all, but Draco was instantly +quiet. Narcissa didn't look away from Harry as she pulled a pebble out +of her sleeve. ``I swear to you that this Portkey shall deposit us +outside the threshold, Mr. Potter. When we land, I shall invite you in. +I swear that no harm shall come to you during the journey, or on +arriving if you do not trust my promise of hospitality.'' + +``Thank you,'' Harry said, and waited until both Draco and Narcissa +gripped the Portkey before putting his own hand on it. Narcissa smiled +at him in the moments before the world whirred, someone grabbed Harry +around the waist, and they leaped forward through the twisting +nothingness that a Portkey generated. + +They arrived in a field of snow, unprinted and unmarked in three +directions. Harry could feel the hum of enormous magic at his back, and +was not surprised when he turned around and saw the Manor. + +The house did not sprawl, for all that it was big enough to do so. Every +part of this building had been carefully planned, Harry had learned when +studying the Malfoys, and it looked like it. The windows pointed in all +directions, but the ones looking in the same direction were always of +the same size. The gray stone that made it up varied in careful, +beautiful patterns, washing from a dark shadowy color near the +foundations to one that was almost silver at the eaves, making it look +as though the Manor were caught in a cresting wave. The manor's door was +painted a faint color that Harry knew mimicked the most ancient Malfoy +crest, which had simply been a silver serpent on a field of blue-gray. + +And the wards were everywhere, massive and linked to blood and intent +and power of magic and half a dozen other safeguards that Harry could +not untangle in the moment before Narcissa spoke. + +``By blood shed on the earth,'' she said, and Harry turned back in time +to see her spilling three drops of blood on the snow with a tiny silver +dagger, ``I welcome you to our home. You shall have free use of the +stone of our floors, the cloth of our beds, the fire that burns in our +hearths. You may eat freely of our bread and our meat. And if any harm +comes to you under our roof, then I will ask that the earth itself feel +the treachery in my blood and rise up to destroy me.'' + +Harry swallowed. It had not been the oath he would have asked for from +her, being the most formal instead of the second most formal, but +evidently he had impressed her enough to warrant it. + +Of course, if he broke one of the guest-laws, or attacked a Malfoy, then +he was fair game. + +``In the name of Merlin,'' he replied, ``I accept your claim. I promise +in turn to leave the stones as clean of blood as I found them, the cloth +as unstained with any foulness, the fire undamped by any mistake. I +honor the bread and the meat, and the hands that made them. And I will +ask that the earth reach through my own blood and congeal it to rock in +my veins, do I break my word on this.'' + +Narcissa's wound sealed with a white light, and she inclined her head. +``In the name of Merlin,'' she said, ``I accept your claim.'' + +``Good,'' said Draco, stamping a foot. ``Now, can we go inside? It's +bloody \emph{freezing} out here.'' + +``Draco, language,'' said Narcissa in the same mild tone she'd used +before, and Draco murmured an apology before scampering ahead to the +door. Harry followed. He didn't think he was ready to be alone with +Draco's mother right now. + +He could feel the wards closing in around him, accepting and evaluating +him. Most of them gave way at once; they were the ones designed to keep +Muggles or Squibs away, or to search for hostile intent towards the +family. Others lingered on his shoulders like suspicious snakes, at +least until they realized the strength of his magic and the +blood-promise which guarded him. Then they relaxed and melted away, and +left Harry, blinking, to follow Draco. + +The door opened before they reached it. A tall, slender man stood framed +in it, staring out at them. + +``Father!'' Draco shouted gleefully, and raced towards him, arms spread +wide. + +Harry set his shoulders and tilted his head back. He was about to have +his first formal introduction to a Death Eater. Of course, he had met +Bellatrix Lestrange in far more intimate circumstances, but he hadn't +been introduced. + +He should have been laughing. He was not. The formality mattered. The +purebloods had used games like this---or dances, as Sirius had once told +him they thought of them---for centuries to cut out the less +intelligent, the boorish, the less magically talented, and the +rebellious, and to keep peace between and within families. This tune of +strict manners had to be heard, had to be moved to, or the other dancers +would turn vicious. + +Draco turned and presented Lucius to Harry just as he had his mother. +Harry barely listened. He was too busy meeting Lucius Malfoy's eyes. + +Lucius looked like his son would look if Draco had first grown older and +then frozen. Pale hair and gray eyes, yes, but Harry thought that he +must have put on a mask of ice during the first war with Voldemort and +never taken it off. Or perhaps this was his special mask for unwanted +guests. + +Harry frowned slightly when his eyes went to Lucius's left arm and a +corresponding twinge traveled through his scar. \emph{Yes, I know that +he was a Death Eater. There's no need for me to have prophetic dreams +about that.} + +Lucius, however, surprised him. After that cold stare, he bowed and +said, ``I am glad that my son suggested a way we might meet, Mr. Potter. +I have heard so much about you from him, and look forward to a +beneficial exchange.'' + +Harry breathed in deeply. There were traps in those words. He knew how +to dodge them. ``Your wife has been kind enough to grant me guest-right +with a blood-promise, Mr. Malfoy.'' \emph{I'm safe here.} ``And I assume +that your son has told you of the reason I agreed to come in the first +place.'' \emph{Draco's life debt protects me.} ``With those in place, I +see no reason why we should not speak in cheerful amicability.'' \emph{I +know that you might try anything, and I am prepared for it.} + +With a slight smile on his lips, Lucius moved out of the way and used +his cane to gesture into the house. ``Welcome to Malfoy Manor, Mr. +Potter.'' + +``Thank you, sir,'' Harry responded, and stepped inside, his trunk +bouncing behind him. Draco had already darted ahead, yelling glorious, +incomprehensible nonsense about what room Harry would have. Harry made +his way after him, beneath the gaze of disapproving portraits. + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +It wasn't actually the size of the house, Harry thought the next +evening, nor even the presence of ancient and powerful artifacts, that +made this place so different from Godric's Hollow. It was the +dance---that unheard formal music playing in the background, except when +Draco and Harry were alone, that guided everyone's movements and made +him or her hyper-aware of every little gesture, every glance, every +word. + +Harry had expected to find it wearying. Much to his surprise, he was +enjoying it. + +He'd slept in a beautiful room without portraits, clearly kept for +guests, with windows that faced east for sunrise-watching and a small +panel of enchanted ceiling that showed any constellations he asked it +to. A house elf had awakened him with pumpkin juice that morning, and he +and Draco, after a breakfast so solid that Harry was amazed Draco wasn't +as heavy as Vince or Greg, had raced out to have a snowball fight, sled, +fly on the now-buried Quidditch Pitch, and argue constantly about small +things that they forgot five minutes later. Draco had laughed and +laughed, hard enough to crack his lips and turn his face red with +exertion, and Harry had found himself smiling back, unable to miss +Connor or his parents that much with someone who so clearly enjoyed his +company. + +Lunch had been much the same as breakfast, and then they'd sat and +listened to Narcissa play the piano and sing old history songs while +wind and snow flew around the Manor. Harry had read the songs, the +ancient method of keeping wizarding history alive before the common +spread of literacy, but had never heard them, and he sat shivering +harder than he had outside while Narcissa sang, beginning to end, the +tale of Hogwarts' Four Founders---their childhood, and how they decided, +together, to create a center and heart of wizarding education. The song +ended on a triumphant but lonely note, with Salazar Slytherin standing +outside the school after the creation of a mighty spell, just before his +legendary quarrel with Godric Gryffindor. Harry closed his eyes and +immersed himself in the last lingering notes of the music long after it +had ended. + +Harry had bowed his head when the song was done, and chosen his +compliments from the long list of formal ones approved by pureblood +wizards down the generations, and the Black family in particular. +Narcissa had accepted them with an enjoyment keener, Harry suspected, +than if he had made up his own original words to praise her in. Narcissa +appeared, in her own way, to appreciate his presence here as much as +Draco did. + +Lucius was---more of an enigma. + +Harry lifted his head. They were sitting in the Malfoys' gathering room, +the place the family would use for meetings specifically with invited +guests or trusted relatives whom they didn't wish to bring into their +most private counsels. The portraits on the walls were all refined +enough not to stare at Harry, and the walls were crowded with books. +Draco was sitting in the chair on the left side of the hearth with a +book on the theory of wandless magic, Harry in a chair on the right side +with a book on the history of Slytherin House that Draco had shoved into +his hands with a glare that promised death if he objected. Narcissa sat +opposite Draco on a divan, waving her wand and casting nonverbal spells +that Harry didn't recognize into a silver necklace. + +Lucius sat in a chair opposite Harry, heavy enough to be a throne, and +stared at Harry the entire time. + +Harry met his gaze for a moment. Lucius took a sip of his wine. He +nodded to Harry, as though some point had been scored or some matter +resolved, but he didn't stop staring. + +Harry shrugged and turned back to his book. He knew the confrontation +between them would not be long in coming, but for right now, he was +going to read, and accept, even thrill to, in a strange way, the feeling +of cool, appraising eyes on him. + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +``Harry, wake up!'' + +Harry blinked his eyes, groggily, and lifted his head. It was dark +beyond his window, but someone was pounding on his door and calling his +name. + +``Wake up, Harry!'' came Draco's muffled voice. ``It's \emph{Christmas +morning!} Come on, Harry!'' + +Harry cast \emph{Lumos} wandlessly, so that he could see where his wand +was, and then used that to catch up his glasses. The room became a +little less blurry after that, but it was still dark, still around five +in the morning, and still early enough that the portraits grumbled and +shifted in their frames. + +Harry opened the door, and Draco promptly grabbed his hand and dragged +him down the stairs. + +``Draco,'' Harry tried to protest, as Draco tugged him towards the room +they hadn't been permitted to visit yesterday, ``shouldn't we wait for +your parents? I don't think it's proper to go in at this hour---'' + +``Merry Christmas, Mr. Potter,'' Narcissa's voice said softly. Harry +looked up and saw her leaning out of the door ahead of them, wearing a +smile that would have done credit to a dragon. + +``They're already here,'' said Draco, and shoved Harry ahead of him. +``We do Christmas early at the Manor.'' + +Harry shrugged helplessly, and then caught sight of the tree in the +center of the room. All the breath left his lungs at once. + +The only light came from the Yule log roaring in the hearth, and the +tree itself. Captured snowflakes hung on its branches, charmed, as in +Hogsmeade, not to melt, but also glowing with a dazzle of silver and +golden sparks that traced the outer edges of their patterns, shining and +then vanishing again. Others, or perhaps other spells, twinkled from +beneath the needles. Harry saw garlands of pure light dodging and +ducking around the snowflakes, changing their positions from moment to +moment. On top stood a star, a snowflake made up of many smaller ones, +the middle a dizzying maze, the outside fed with silver fire that seemed +to coalesce from beyond the star, making it shine like the moon. + +``It's like Slytherin come again,'' Harry whispered, the only compliment +he could come up with at the moment, and the one most in his mind as he +recalled the equally cold, beautiful song from yesterday. + +``Thank you, Mr. Potter,'' said Narcissa, and then nodded to the +enormous pile of presents beneath the tree. ``The three near the outer +edge are from us.'' + +Harry blinked. ``Mrs. Malfoy, you didn't have to---'' He had brought +gifts for them, as was a guest's duty, but they were absolutely +traditional ones: silver rings that would glow when someone hostile was +near. He had given them the first evening he arrived, and the Malfoys +had accepted them with grave thanks. He had received his gifts from +Connor and his parents before coming, and had given Draco his gift, as +well, a jumper that would warm him up or cool him down on command. He +had not expected anything from the Malfoys, simply to observe and be in +the same room with them. + +Narcissa bent near him. ``And we would not have,'' she said softly, ``if +you had not impressed us so much.'' + +Harry nodded hesitantly, and then joined Draco, who was already ripping +heedlessly at the paper of his first gift. He let out a cheerful yell +when he uncovered it. ``A book on wandless magic! Thank you, Father!'' + +Lucius, sitting on the other side of the tree, nodded his response. +Harry, looking back and forth between his cold face and Draco's beaming +one, finally made out the answer to something that had been puzzling +him---how Draco could come from a home where the music of the +purebloods' formal dance played so strongly and yet act like he did +around his parents. He could do it because he knew, with perfect +confidence, exactly where he stood. He was enthusiastic about things he +was allowed to be enthusiastic about, and otherwise proper. When he +strayed over a boundary, as he had with Narcissa two days ago, she would +correct him at once, and Draco obeyed at once. + +It was nothing like the relationship Harry and Connor had with their +parents, but Harry suspected it might work just as well. + +``Well, Mr. Potter,'' said Narcissa, ``please open your gifts.'' + +Harry turned his attention to the first gift, which, when he opened it, +proved to be from Draco. He held it up and caught his breath. It was a +glass ball, and inside the ball floated a miniature model of the solar +system, the sun a dazzling speck too bright to look at it in the center, +while around it surged the nine planets and their moons. Harry gently +touched the glass, and the rotation sped. He took his hand away, and it +dropped back to the same stately dance it had been before, for every +planet except tiny Mercury, which went on zipping around the sun like a +Seeker after the Snitch. + +``Thank you, Draco,'' he whispered. He had no special interest in +Astronomy, but it was the beauty of the gift that counted, and it was +very beautiful. Draco, in the middle of opening yet another gift, +grinned at him. + +``Now mine, Harry,'' said Narcissa, and Harry registered the change in +name, the slightly greater warmth in her voice. She knew how impressed +he was with her son's gift, and that had earned him points in her eyes. + +Harry, filled with an eerie contentment, unwrapped the gift with the +neatest silver paper. He smiled as he found a copy of the book he had +been reading yesterday, on the history of Slytherin House. + +``Draco told me that you had almost no prior knowledge of Slytherin, +since you'd expected to be Sorted into Gryffindor,'' Narcissa explained. +``I thought you might like this book.'' + +``It's very thoughtful of you, Mrs. Malfoy,'' Harry said. ``Thank you.'' +He turned to the final gift, aware of Lucius's eyes on him. + +He unwrapped what seemed a blank piece of glass at first; he thought it +was a mirror, but when he moved his hand in front of it, nothing +happened. Then he made out a shadow in it, located towards the side +nearest the tree, and far more distant and shadowy figures located in +what seemed to be the back of the mirror. + +Harry blinked, and then shivered a bit as he recognized it. It was a +Foe-Glass, a mirror that would show him his enemies. As they came +nearer, it would show their faces. + +``Thank you, Mr. Malfoy,'' he said slowly, and lifted his eyes to meet +Lucius's. ``I am sure that I will find it useful.'' + +Lucius inclined his head, and said nothing. + +``Oh, Mother!'' Draco exclaimed, starting up suddenly. ``I forgot! The +sun is almost up.'' + +Narcissa blinked, then stood. ``Excuse us, Harry, please,'' she said, +with a nod. ``Draco and I always watch the sunrise on Christmas morning. +It's a family tradition.'' She cast the Summoning Charm, and a pair of +jackets, one large and one small, streaked into the room. She bundled +Draco up, and then herself, and they left the room, hand in hand. Draco +half-leaned towards his mother as he walked. + +Harry watched them go, imagining what they must look like as they +watched the sunrise together, and then turned as he heard a faint sound +behind him. Lucius had risen to his feet. + +``I find myself in need of some more light,'' he said. ``My study has +candles that light themselves. Will you not come with me, Mr. Potter? We +have not yet had any private time to talk, and I would appreciate it.'' + +Harry nodded slowly. He was alone with Lucius Malfoy, and he could guess +some of the things that would happen in this conversation. Lucius had so +far kept his claws sheathed, for the sake of his son and his wife. He +was about to extend them now. + +Harry noticed, with a sort of distant amusement almost hidden behind all +the memories of pureblood customs he was marshaling, that the shadow in +the left side of the Foe-Glass acquired a face as Lucius swept past him +and towards the door. + +\subsection{*Chapter 17*: The Dance}\label{chapter-17-the-dance} + +\textbf{Chapter Sixteen: The Dance} + +Harry walked into the study directly behind Lucius, not wanting to give +him time to set up traps or firecall an ally. The room was wide and, +Harry thought, five-sided, though enough bookcases crowded the walls +that it was hard to be sure of that. More wards coiled and hissed around +him as he entered, letting him pass only because of whom he walked in +with. The walls were the blue-gray color of the front door, of the old +Malfoy crest, and bore no decoration save one portrait above the +fireplace. + +Harry turned back to face Lucius's wand, drawn and pointing directly at +him. He grabbed for his own, trained reflexes springing into action. + +He moved only a second behind Lucius, but that was enough. + +``\emph{Probo Memoriter,}'' Lucius intoned, and a jet of faint blue light +sprang from his wand and struck Harry. + +Harry closed his eyes and waited for the spell to take effect. He +reminded himself forcefully that the spell could not be offensive, or it +would dishonor both Lucius's son and his wife. Of course, the Death +Eater he'd heard stories of might be ruthless enough not to care about +that. + +He felt his mind bulge and ripple oddly, and then he was remembering a +day when he and Connor had been five, and Lily had had them playing on +the lawn outside the house at Godric's Hollow. Connor had been playing +with a toy broom, catching it out of the air like a Snitch when it flew +past him. Harry had been reading a simple spellbook that described the +charms he would be practicing that night when Connor slept, things like +\emph{Wingardium Leviosa} and \emph{Alohomora.} The sun had shone, the +sky had been a brushed, cloudless blue, and their mother had sat not far +from both of them and watched them with wide eyes from which, for once, +all shadows had fled. + +The remembered scene flowed to that night, when Harry had practiced the +charms and managed to levitate his pillow on his third try. Lily had +come in during the middle of that and held him tightly for a few +minutes. So vivid was the memory that Harry could feel her arms clasping +him around the waist and shoulders. + +The scene flowed to one of himself, seven years old, and mentally +repeating the long list of pureblood courtesies he had learned that day +as he lay on his back in the grass and watched the stars with Connor. +Remus was telling Connor a story about the day a young wizard and a +young Muggle had become friends. Harry had already had his story from +Sirius, who, if he thought it odd that his young godson wanted to hear +about formal dinners in the House of Black, never failed to indulge him. + +Now Harry was nine and managing his first bits of wandless magic, after +which he would always collapse immediately. But he persisted, and +between May and August, he improved by leaps and bounds. Once he had +looked up and seen their mother watching him from the doorway, her face +bearing a faint smile both proud and worried. + +And now Harry was ten--- + +Harry, struggling beneath the surface of the memories, managed to open +his eyes. He realized that they were creating images that hovered in the +air between him and Lucius, playing out in dazzling color and sound. +Lucius had his eyes locked on them, a faint frown on his face. + +Harry had never heard of this spell, but he had a fair idea of its +effect by now. He gritted his teeth and called up the will that had +served him so well in the forest. He shoved at the faint blue light that +crackled about him, seeking out and displaying more memories. + +\emph{Leave me.} + +The web of light bent and flexed around him, stubborn at first, but +Harry was more stubborn. He clenched a hand in front of him, and the web +abruptly snapped. + +Harry staggered back one step, then managed to recover his balance and +look up at Lucius. The older wizard stood with his wand extended still, +watching Harry as if he were a particularly interesting species of fish. + +Harry spent a few moments getting his breath back. It was impossible to +hide that he was somewhat disconcerted, but he wanted to look as +composed as possible. A weakness was a \emph{faux pas} in the dance, +worse than a mere wrong glance or gesture. A wrong glance or gesture +might be a mistake. A weakness was far more likely to be a truth, +something the weak wizard should have hidden. + +``Mr. Malfoy,'' he said at last, ``you have used a spell on me without +warning and without my consent, and in response to no slight that I can +see. You extended an invitation to come to your study with you, and I +accepted it. For you to treat me as if I had broken the guest-laws is +unacceptable. I'll wait for Draco and Mrs. Malfoy to return, so I may +bid them farewell. I ask that you have a Portkey waiting so that I may +return to Hogwarts when that is done. I bid you good day.'' He turned +and walked towards the door of the study. + +Lucius locked it with a nonverbal spell before Harry reached it. He +turned around, this time with his magic poised about him. He could not +remember being this coldly furious before. He had done everything +correctly. Lucius had \emph{no right} to act as he had been acting. To +be a Death Eater was one thing, but Lucius was breaking the ancient laws +left and right. It offended Harry on a level he hadn't even known +existed in himself. + +``Mr. Potter,'' said Lucius quietly, ``please accept my apology. I +thought that you would attack me when the spell was lifted. Instead, you +have abided by the laws, and would even depart before I could tender an +apology.'' He dipped his head, his eyes never leaving Harry's. ``That +spell was a test, as was the gift of the Foe-Glass and my impolite +staring last night and everything else I have done since you came here. +Each time, you have responded as though you were the son of two +pureblooded wizards, and, moreover, one trained in the most ancient +courtesies. I assumed that you would act as the son of a Mudblood. +Forgive me for so assuming.'' + +Harry held himself rigid for a moment, waiting, but that seemed to be +the end of Lucius's little speech. \emph{He} was waiting now, and Harry +had to respond. + +Of course, there was a test happening even now. If Harry reacted to the +word \emph{Mudblood}, he would confirm Lucius's assumptions, and that he +did not deserve the apology. If he attacked Lucius, he would break the +guest-laws, which, technically, had not been broken. Testing was +permitted under the dance, was in fact the biggest part of the dance, +and the spell had not been offensive or harmful. + +\emph{He was digging out information from my memories to see what +Connor's strengths and weaknesses are,} Harry thought. \emph{Of course +it was harmful.} + +But Connor was not actually here, and the spell had inflicted no harm, +physical, emotional, magical, spiritual, or mental, on Harry himself. +That was the set of steps Lucius was using, as proven by the fact that +he hadn't apologized for any specific effect of the spell. Harry had to +respond in the same kind of dance, or give up the protection of the +guest-laws. + +\emph{So do what you have to. Survive. Make it through the holidays so +that you can make it back to Hogwarts, and Godric's Hollow, and Connor. +And forgive yourself for what you have to do in the meantime.} + +Harry met Lucius's eyes again and said, ``Mr. Malfoy, I accept your +apology. I insist, however, that you ask me before performing any spell +on me in the future. I consider myself to be the son of a Mudblood and a +pureblooded wizard who has been fortunate enough to receive a nearly +complete pureblood education from his father and Sirius Black.'' He +registered the spasm of distaste that crossed Lucius's face at Sirius's +name, but he didn't allow it to dissuade him. ``I am also the brother of +the Boy-Who-Lived, and only immense guarantees of safety have allowed me +to feel comfortable in Malfoy Manor. Any deviation from those guarantees +makes me nervous. I am sure that, as a pureblooded wizard yourself, you +understand.'' + +Lucius studied him for a long moment. Harry waited. He hadn't missed +either the spasm of distaste, nor the flicker of shock in those chill +gray eyes when Harry had called his own mother a Mudblood. Of course, +Lucius would have understood---Harry was acting the pureblood part he +must---but he still must not have thought Harry would do it. + +Harry sighed to himself. \emph{Connor would not have. He would stick to +family pride and honor, and claim Mum proudly. I wish I could do that. +And perhaps I could, if I wanted to endanger my life.} + +\emph{I can't. My life doesn't belong to me. It's Connor's. And this is +what will let me get out of here and return to his side.} + +Lucius at last nodded, once, and then relaxed, his mask of ice seeming +to melt for the first time. ``Please, sit down,'' he said, gesturing to +a chair in front of the hearth. ``I promise that the only spells on this +chair are ones to make it more comfortable.'' + +Harry nodded, murmured his thanks, and walked over to it. The chair was +narrow, hard, high-backed, and high. His feet didn't reach the ground. +Harry ignored that. If he complained about it, the advantage would go to +Lucius. + +``Since it is Christmas, I believe that mulled cider may be in order,'' +said Lucius, and waved his wand. Two mugs of a steaming drink appeared. +He carried one over to Harry, then took a seat in an identical chair +across from him and inclined his head. ``You may make the toast, Mr. +Potter.'' + +Harry didn't hesitate. Too long a pause would also convey weakness. ``To +being alive,'' he said, and drank. The cider tickled the inside of his +mouth unpleasantly, and he couldn't escape the thought that it might be +poisoned---except that Lucius would be beyond stupid to poison him now, +while Harry was still inside the protection of the guest-laws. Harry had +as much confidence in his enemy's intelligence as in his willingness to +poison him, so he drank three mouthfuls and then put the cup down on his +lap. It made his hands tingle with greater warmth than the fire could +convey. + +Lucius sipped at his own. His eyes never left Harry's. A moment later, +he settled against the back of his chair and said, ``I see that you have +trained long and hard. Unusual to see such mastery of wandless magic in +one so young, never mind such a repertoire of difficult and valuable +spells. Tell me, Mr. Potter, why have you trained so? You are the +brother of the Boy-Who-Lived. The Dark Lord is vanquished. You have your +parents and your teachers to watch over you. Even my son, though I drive +him hard in other ways, has more time to learn his magic.'' + +Harry kept his face still. If Lucius wasn't going to refer to how he +gained those memories, neither was he. ``I do not believe in resting on +laurels, Mr. Malfoy,'' he said, and sipped at his cider again. ``I +believe the Dark Lord will come again. And we must all be ready to meet +him when he does.'' + +``Ah,'' said Lucius softly. ``Then your brother, the Boy-Who-Lived, also +undergoes the same intense training program?'' + +Every time Lucius spoke of Connor, Harry felt as though his insides were +being scraped over with a dull knife. But he ignored that as well. He +was still the weaker partner in this dance. He had to guard himself, +which in turn would guard Connor. And, he told himself, Lucius could not +know for certain that Connor did not have the same training. He had not +seen enough memories to be sure of that. ``His training is complementary +to mine,'' Harry chose to say. + +Lucius's eyes flickered again, though Harry could not be sure which +emotion they held. He sipped. Harry sipped. + +``My son has spoken of you a great deal,'' Lucius said. ``When I first +read his letters, I was surprised. A Potter in Slytherin? A Potter +willingly becoming friends with a Malfoy?'' He smiled, but this time +only his mouth moved; his eyes had gone cold again. ``Tell me, Mr. +Potter, why have you befriended my son?'' + +\emph{This is the protective father,} Harry thought, and felt +instinctively more comfortable. Lucius was not the perfect frozen +pureblooded wizard on this ground. He would be easier to shove and push +off-balance if Harry had to, and Harry thought he could do that best by +telling the absolute truth. + +``Draco has befriended me, more than the other way around,'' Harry said. +``I would not wish to reject him. And I am certain that he wrote to you +about his life debt to me and how he chose to fulfill it.'' + +``Yes,'' said Lucius. ``Of course, he did not explain the circumstances +of the debt to me---how it came about or how you saved his life.'' + +``Life debts are such private things,'' Harry murmured. ``And such +ancient ones. I think it is an honor done to tradition if we invest them +with mystery.'' + +Lucius smiled, genuinely, and lifted his cider mug in a brief toast to +Harry. Harry checked his own emotions, and found himself caught in the +same odd pleasure he had experienced since coming to the Manor. Lucius +was a murderous Death Eater who would no doubt stop at nothing to insure +that Connor died or was given to the Dark Lord. But he could also be +counted on to stay inside certain boundaries, borders, cages, when not +actually in battle. Such boundaries permitted certain moments of mutual +respect and admiration. Harry knew his relationship with Lucius would +ever be strained, but it worked beautifully. + +``Enough about my son,'' Lucius said. ``How \emph{is} it that the son of +a Mudblood received a pureblood wizarding education?'' + +``I wished to have it,'' Harry said. ``My family had no reason to deny +it to me.'' + +``Interesting,'' said Lucius, raising his eyebrows. ``I would have +thought that any son of James Potter would be encouraged to follow the +Muggle-lovers' traditions. To worship Dumbledore, for example. To avoid +the word \emph{Mudblood} as if it were a curse. To not know any +pureblood traditions as a matter of pride.'' + +Harry kept his face blank. That was a perfect description of Connor, +who, while he had bits of pureblood tradition in his head, didn't know +what they were, and had certainly never been taught them separate from +the rest of his general wizarding education. + +``My family had no reason to deny that to me, either,'' he said. + +Lucius leaned a bit back in his chair. Harry was certain he was +accepting that, processing it, evaluating it, and concluding that Harry +knew both worlds. It happened to be true. It might also make Lucius +hesitate when going after Connor, if he thought that Connor had a +similar education. + +\emph{Connor will need it,} Harry thought, with an aching in his heart. +\emph{I know he'll resist it, but we} must \emph{start this summer. We +may already have left it too long in our desire to protect his +innocence.} + +``Then why are you in Slytherin House?'' Lucius asked, abandoning +subtlety altogether and thus changing the steps of the dance. Harry sat +up, hearing the quicker, more dangerous music playing. ``That might +indicate that you are choosing one side of your education over the +other.'' + +``A student does not choose his own House,'' said Harry. + +Lucius laughed at that. Harry blinked. The chuckle was rich, with a +hiccupping sound near the end of it. It was very hard to imagine a man +who laughed like that torturing and killing children. Harry would have +been inclined to think that Lucius had a cold laugh, like the one he +heard in his dreams sometimes. + +``Come, come, Harry,'' said Lucius. ``You can tell me. What did the Hat +say to you when it put you in Slytherin?'' + +Harry tilted his chin. What he was about to do next was dangerous, but +if he allowed the change of names to pass unremarked, then he was +accepting an unequal position to Lucius's. He would not allow that to +happen. + +``Why, Lucius,'' he said, ``I imagine that it said much the same thing +it said to you.'' + +\emph{There,} Harry thought, as the elder Malfoy's face was wiped blank +again, \emph{let him chew on that for a while, and wonder what I meant.} + +There was silence for a time, while Lucius sipped his cider and watched +Harry. Harry watched him right back, wondering what the next sally would +consist of. + +``Did you know,'' Lucius said at last, his voice sinking a little, +``that your magic is very powerful, Harry? Flexible and adaptable. +Nearly as strong as I remember being when I was a child.'' + +Harry reached out briefly towards Lucius, but could feel nothing. He hid +his own magical strength behind a series of carefully constructed +shields. Harry nodded. He had no way of knowing whether Lucius's +statement was truth or lie, and therefore no reason to take such a +compliment seriously. + +``Thank you, Lucius,'' he said. ``But, in truth, I am only the brother +of the Boy-Who-Lived.'' + +\emph{There.} There was one flash of wide, suddenly alert gray eyes. +Harry concealed a smile. Let that rumor guard Connor. Anything that +might protect him was a help. + +Lucius surveyed him in silence again. Harry drank his cider and +pretended this was a pleasant, private meeting together. + +Then someone knocked on the door of the study, at the same time as +something tapped on the window. Harry looked up and saw a magnificent +tawny owl waiting to be let in with a letter around his leg. The knocker +proved to be Draco, who was calling in the next moment, ``Father? Harry? +Are you all right?'' + +Lucius rose gracefully to his feet and went to let the owl in. His eyes +never left Harry as he did so, however, even as he removed the letter. + +``Thank you, Harry,'' he said. ``This has been most enlightening. Now, +if you wish, please rejoin my son. He sounds anxious about you.'' He +paused for a long moment. ``I cannot imagine why.'' + +Taking those words as the truce offering they probably were, Harry +nodded and put his empty mug on the arm of the chair. ``Thank you for +the cider and the conversation, Lucius. Both were uniquely flavored.'' + +Lucius smiled, though it was less a smile than a baring of teeth. ``I +look forward to meeting with you in the future, Harry Potter,'' he said. + +Harry inclined his head and went out, where he had to first reassure a +frantic Draco that nothing had happened, and then tell him that, no, +that didn't mean he'd changed his mind about Lucius being a willing +Death Eater. Then Narcissa came walking back in, a black eagle-owl that +Harry recognized as Godric on her arm. Godric bore a letter from his +twin. + +Right behind him came two more owls that Harry recognized as his +mother's and Remus's. Lily's owl had two letters. + +With a sigh, Harry went to read his family's anxious inquiries about +whether he had been killed, and to reply that, no, he hadn't been. + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +Lucius waited until the door had closed before he unfolded the letter. +Of course it was a breach of the guest-laws for a guest to attempt to +read the post uninvited, but that didn't mean that Harry Potter wouldn't +find a way. + +The letter was brief, to the point, and really nothing more than a +confirmation of another letter he had received some weeks before. Lucius +wrote out a brief reply, attached it to the owl's foot, and watched it +hurtle up into the blank winter sky, heading north. That really meant +nothing, of course. + +Lucius walked back to finish his cider, and consider what he had learned +in this conversation, or rather stuttering waltz, with Harry Potter. + +The boy was everything his son had promised, and more. Lucius could see +why Draco was so fascinated. Harry's magic made his own pulse pound with +attraction to the power, interest in the wielder, wariness in case it +was turned on him, and the competitive desire to match that power with +his own. + +What he had not known was that Harry had such full command of wandless +magic, of spellbreaking, and of pureblood courtesies. He would have done +James's grandfather, the last Potter really worthy of the name, +proud---and he would have done him proud as a scion of eighteen or +nineteen, ready to take his place as formal heir of the family. Control +like that was unnatural in a child so young, just as the powerful magic +was. Lucius knew of no reason that Harry should possess it. + +Now that he was alone, he let one fist clench a little at the lost +opportunity that the \emph{Probo Memoriter} spell represented. He had +seen that the Potters had trained their elder son hard, but he had not +learned the purpose behind the training, nor what kind of education +Connor Potter might have. Of course, Draco thought the boy was weak, but +Draco was too absorbed in both Harry and himself to make rational +judgments of that kind. + +And then Harry had snapped the spell with a minor effort, and acted as +an offended pureblood heir would, instead of the hot-tempered, +Muggle-loving boy Lucius had expected to find. + +\emph{Well, that only makes sense, doesn't it? He does have a temper, +but he keeps it hidden. And he is not a boy, whatever his age.} + +Lucius let a faint smile play around his lips. Of course, the Potters +had already chosen the side that would lose in the end---the letter he +had received today was proof of that---but he felt a fierce gladness +that he would get to face an enemy like Harry Potter on the battlefield +before that end. + +\emph{If the boy} could \emph{be turned\ldots{}} + +Lucius did not let himself think like that, though. It was possible that +Harry would be turned, by his friendship with Draco and his presence in +Slytherin House if nothing else, but eleven hard years of training did +not seem to have altered him into the kind of wizard who would even +entertain it as a possibility. More, the boy preferred the most ancient +ways, for all that he had followed the modern dance without missing a +step. Pureblood customs that formal most often ended by forming people +who would break before they would bend. + +And yet, the boy had said \emph{Mudblood}, as if he spoke it every day. + +Lucius briskly shook his head and snapped his fingers to call Dobby with +his mantle. He was spending too much thought on this young friend of his +son's. It was time that he leave on this errand for his lord. He had to +retrieve a certain item hidden on the coast of Scotland. He wanted to do +it, and then be home before lunch, so that he might spend Christmas with +his family. + +\emph{And our most unusual guest, of course.} + +\subsection{*Chapter 18*: Interlude: Concerned +Relatives}\label{chapter-18-interlude-concerned-relatives} + +Yes, I know this is a short chapter. That's why another one is upcoming +in a bit, when I get it written. + +For now, enjoy Harry's letters and his replies. + +\textbf{Interlude: Concerned Relatives} + +\emph{December 24th, 1991} + +Dear Harry: + +It's so lonely here without you! The tree is gleaming, and there's a big +pile of presents underneath it, and Sirius and Remus are singing silly +Muggle Christmas carols, but I still wish you were here. Did you really +\emph{have} to go to the Malfoys' house? I could have had Hermione look +in the library to see if there's a way to remove life debts without +killing the other wizard. I bet there's a way. + +I'm sorry about all the Howlers Dad and Sirius sent you. I think it was +awful of them, and I made them promise to apologize. Dad's even writing +you a regular letter now. I hope it has an apology in it. + +I've got to go. We're going to have mulled cider and then go walking out +in the snow. Then it's coming back and sleeping the night away until +tomorrow! + +Have a Merry Christmas, and give Malfoy a big punch in the nose from me. + +Love, + +\emph{Connor.} + +\emph{December 26th, 1991} + +Dear Connor: + +I miss you, too. I meant what I said about spending every Christmas +together from now on. It feels unnatural to be apart from my twin +brother for this long. + +I promise, it's not awful here. The Malfoys are purebloods, so they do +things differently than we do, but they've still made me welcome and +even comfortable, in a weird way. They gave me gifts, which they didn't +have to do. They haven't said anything disparaging about Mother or +Father, and Draco and I play in the snow all the time. You ought to see +Draco when he has snow in his hair. He's really just a normal kid, +Connor. You ought to get to know him when we're back at school. + +Mrs. Malfoy is very cool and proud and elegant, and one of the most +beautiful women I've ever seen. I've treated her like I would one of +Sirius's relatives. She seems to accept that, even appreciate it. Mr. +Malfoy has also made me welcome, though he's even more reserved than his +wife. That's all right. No one's tried to kill me or poison me or stab +me with a sword in the night. + +I certainly will not give Draco a punch in the nose from you. But a +snowball down the back of his jumper isn't out of the question, +especially if he doesn't stop whining at me to come play outside when I +am busy writing letters. + +I'll see you in a few weeks. + +Love, + +\emph{Your brother, Harry.} + +\emph{} + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +\emph{December 24th, 1991} + +Dear son: + +All right, yes, the Howlers were uncalled for. Your brother scolded me +for embarrassing you in front of the Great Hall. I remember how much I +hated it when my mother did that to me, and I apologize. + +But the Malfoys! They've insulted and belittled the Potter line for as +long as both our families have existed. You don't know the terrible +things they've done to us---you were too busy learning courtesies. I +suppose the courtesies are important now, since they're helping you +survive there, but you should know that Abraxas Malfoy, Lucius's father, +once challenged my father, John, to a duel, and then tried to curse him +even before the duel properly began. You can't trust a Malfoy, just as +you can't trust a Slytherin. Be careful, son. + +I've written to Headmaster Dumbledore asking about a Re-Sorting for you +again. He hasn't written back yet, but I'm hopeful. + +I know that you couldn't have gotten out of the life debt, but I do wish +that you were here at Godric's Hollow with us, where you belong, rather +than in that den of snakes. + +Be safe. + +\emph{Your loving father, James.} + +\emph{December 26th, 1991} + +Dear Father: + +You don't need to apologize for the Howlers. I know that you were +worried about my safety, and I didn't answer any of the letters that you +sent me otherwise. To tell the truth, I didn't have the courage to open +them. I knew what they would probably say, and I knew I could not change +the circumstances of the life debt, and had to come with Draco anyway. + +The Malfoys have been lovely to me. They even gave me gifts, which they +didn't need to do. They haven't said anything about the Potter line, and +I haven't insulted theirs. The portraits sometimes insult me, but it's +easy enough to ignore them. + +I'm glad that you've written to Headmaster Dumbledore, Father, and I +wish you good luck in your query. I think he will probably say no, but +thank you for writing. It is a dream of my heart to be among +Gryffindors. + +\emph{Your loving son, Harry.} + +\emph{} + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +\emph{December 24th, 1991:} + +Dear my son: + +I know that will return alive and well from the Malfoys', so I do not +feel the need to warn you to be careful. Here is a list of things that +you may want to look for: + +Do Lucius or Narcissa Malfoy ever mention Connor in conversation? + +Is Narcissa Malfoy Marked as a Death Eater? We could never find out if +she was, or if she served the Dark Lord in some less official capacity. + +How jealous of Connor is Draco? I cannot trust half of what Connor says +about him, as he knows Draco mostly as a Slytherin and the boy who has +taken his brother away from him. (When you return to school, spend some +more time with your brother. He is feeling neglected). + +Has either of the Malfoys made any threatening moves toward you? + +Are there any Dark artifacts on display in their house? + +I look forward to hearing from you, son. In the name of the trust and +honor that we both share, + +\emph{Lily Evans Potter.} + +\emph{December 26th, 1991} + +Dear Mother: + +Lucius Malfoy tried to pry information about Connor out of me, using the +\emph{Probo Memoriter} spell. I snapped it, and used pureblood +courtesies to force him to apologize. He then danced with me for a good +half hour on the topic of my training and Connor's training. I managed +to hold him off this one time, and I do not believe that he discovered +anything important. Mrs. Malfoy hasn't mentioned Connor at all. + +I've seen Mrs. Malfoy's arms on several occasions as she plays the +piano. She bears no Mark. + +Draco doesn't seem to think of Connor at all, now that we aren't at +school. It's odd. He always talks about him there, as the ``Gryffindor +prat'' or ``your prat of a brother,'' and seems jealous whenever I leave +to spend time with him. Here, he talks about himself and me and the +gifts that he got, and we're either playing or reading or he's begging +me to play or read. I don't know if he strictly thinks of Connor so much +as he thinks of him as a Gryffindor. + +(I didn't realize that Connor was feeling neglected. Please convey my +apologies to him, and tell him that we'll certainly spend more time +together once we're back at school). + +Lucius Malfoy threatened me with \emph{Probo Memoriter}, and obliquely +in our conversation, but nothing since then. Mrs. Malfoy seems glad that +I'm friends with her son, and has said nothing at all political. + +There are no Dark artifacts openly kept about, though I have noticed +several of the portraits holding images of them. I suspect that the +artifacts may in fact be stored in the portraits, which is clever. I +will have to work out how they did that. + +\emph{Your dutiful son, Harry}. + +\emph{} + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +\emph{December 24th, 1991} + +Dear Harry: + +Sirius has finally stopped shouting about your going to the Malfoys' for +Christmas, so it's rather quiet here. Well, it will be, once Sirius +stops singing those silly carols and pestering me to join in. I should +never have taught them to him. + +I hope that you are happy with the Malfoys, and that your Christmas is +going well. I would not fear too much for your life. While you are under +their protection, and especially the life debt protection of their son, +they can do nothing to hurt you. And I know that you're too smart to +step out of those protections on purpose. + +Come back safe to us, and make sure to visit with us over Easter +holidays. It seems too long since I've seen you, and I'm not used to the +noise that just one little boy makes around here! I need two! + +\emph{Love, Remus Lupin.} + +\emph{December 26th, 1991} + +Dear Remus: + +Thank you for writing to me. You didn't have to. + +I'm glad that Sirius is reconciled to it now, and sorry that he was +upset. Please apologize to him for me. I know that he hasn't written me +a letter because it would be like admitting he was wrong, but you don't +have to say that part. + +The Malfoys have been---a pureblood wizarding family. This isn't like +Christmas at Godric's Hollow, but it \emph{is} very interesting, and I'm +glad I came. I have learned many fascinating things to tell you over +Easter holidays, which I will certainly spend at home, which is my +proper place. + +\emph{Love, Harry.} + +\subsection{*Chapter 19*: Between +Brothers}\label{chapter-19-between-brothers} + +Late enough here that I'm not going to try and do review responses to +chapter 16 for tonight. Sorry! They'll be up in my LJ tomorrow. + +This chapter is more a series of disconnected scenes than anything else, +but they lay necessary groundwork (and cover some necessary time). + +\textbf{Chapter Seventeen: Between Brothers} + +Harry swiveled between opposing currents of air, his eyes locked onto +the gleam of gold ahead. He knew it was going to dive an instant before +it did, and he was beneath it, catching it and holding it snugly in his +palm. + +The commentator, who had called each of Harry's moves before this with a +tone of shock bordering on awe, now seemed stunned into silence. It was +a moment before he could cough and call out, ``And Potter catches the +Snitch! Slytherin defeats Ravenclaw, 250-100.'' + +The cheer that erupted from the Slytherin stands made Harry feel good. +It was almost enough to drown out the hissing from the Ravenclaw and +Gryffindor stands, and the corresponding sink in his heart. He landed, +carefully, on the far side of the field, and climbed off the broom to +stretch his legs. He felt---all right, really. He didn't mind defeating +another team that Connor wasn't on. He would just have to watch what +happened in the Gryffindor-Hufflepuff game to insure that he wasn't +going to take the Quidditch Cup away from Gryffindor. + +He only had a moment to relax before the rest of the Slytherin Quidditch +team swooped down on him with triumphant roars. Harry blinked as Marcus +Flint actually picked him up and shook him, before enveloping him in a +bone-crushing hug. He cackled and whispered gleefully in Harry's ear, +``You're all right, Potter, really,'' before opening his arms and +tossing Harry to the Beaters, so they could embrace him and roughly pat +him on the back in turn. + +Harry blinked and tried to protest, but they weren't listening. +Slytherin and Ravenclaw had been tied at one hundred points each, and +the rest of the teams had, apparently, been watching the Seekers like +falcons, all the while trying to steal the Quaffle from their own very +evenly matched opponents. No one had sent Bludgers at the Seekers, too +afraid of giving the opposing team a chance to gain control of the balls +and hit their Seeker in turn. + +Harry hadn't been aware of it. He'd dodged the other Seeker, sought out +the Snitch, kept it in sight, and caught it as soon as he could. He had +a distant feeling of gladness. He wouldn't have wanted the pressure. + +He walked back to the changing rooms in the midst of the team, listening +to jokes cracked at the expense of the Ravenclaws in wonder. The +Slytherins had never treated him like this before. Mostly, they'd seen +him as Draco's odd little hanger-on, and treated him like an extension +of Draco, or an extension of Connor when the Gryffindors had done +something to annoy them. Harry had gotten used to having Draco as his +only friend in Slytherin, a situation that only convinced him further +that he really belonged in his brother's House. + +Now he shed his green robes for the first time in comfortable +companionship, and even smiled when Marcus Flint performed an +``interpretation'' of the Ravenclaw Seeker, all flailing arms and +popping eyes, that had the others roaring in more laughter. + +``Um, Harry. Can I talk to you for a minute?'' + +The laughter ceased at once, and Flint spun, getting between Harry and +the door. ``No hexing our Seeker allowed, Gryffie,'' he snapped. ``We +won, fair and square. Go away.'' + +``It's Connor,'' Harry said, shoving at Flint's shoulders. ``He's hardly +going to hex me.'' + +Flint stayed right where he was, blocking Harry's access to and sight of +Connor, both. ``I wouldn't put it past the Gryffindors,'' he sneered. +``They were upset that their precious Ravenclaws couldn't defeat us. +Next thing, they'll be saying that they managed to win the match we had +against them by something other than dumb luck.'' + +Harry could imagine how Connor's face would be flushing at \emph{that}. +He hadn't revealed the secret of Harry defeating the Lestranges to +anyone else, but he did wince every time someone mentioned his +spectacular Quidditch victory. + +``Let me talk to him, Flint,'' Harry said, as calmly as he could. ``He +only does want to congratulate me on the game, I'm sure.'' + +Flint sneered at Connor again, and then told Harry, ``Five minutes. Then +we're having a party in the dungeons, and you better be there, or we'll +find you, turn you into a turtle, and crack your shell.'' He and the +rest of the team poured away, leaving the room suddenly thunderously +quiet. Harry blinked and rubbed his ears, grateful that he could feel +them. He'd been flying for over an hour in the chill January air, at +speeds and heights that couldn't help but steal the warmth of movement +away. + +``Harry,'' said Connor. ``Congratulations on winning the game.'' His +voice was oddly formal. + +Harry nodded back, at a loss for words. They'd been back at school for a +few weeks, and so far his promise to spend more time with Connor was one +he hadn't pursued. Draco kept him busy, and so did the fiendishly long +and difficult and frequent Quidditch drills before the match with +Ravenclaw. Harry had often caught sight of Connor watching him from a +distance across the Great Hall, but there was always a Slytherin in the +way when he went to talk to him. After this victory, Harry suspected, +there would be more than ever, as much out of genuine friendliness as +the need to train or a dedication to keeping him apart from Gryffindors. + +Connor shifted back and forth. ``Father heard back from Dumbledore,'' he +said after a long moment. ``The request for Re-Sorting failed.'' + +Harry managed a smile. ``I thought it would.'' + +Connor leaned forward, suddenly intense. ``I only have one thing to ask +you, Harry,'' he said. ``I thought it would be more, but you have a +party to go to in five minutes, after all.'' His tone as he said that +made Harry wince. + +``Go ahead, Connor.'' + +``Do you \emph{like} being in Slytherin?'' Connor asked him, blunt as a +hammer. ``Do you really like going to parties in the dungeons and +spending all your free time with Draco Bloody Malfoy?'' + +Harry winced again. His suggestion that Draco and Connor get to know +each other after Christmas holidays had gone over spectacularly badly +with both of them. The one lengthy meeting Harry had had with his twin +before this one had been to plead with him not to hex Draco's ears off, +after Draco made an ill-timed comment about Hermione. + +``It's not a matter of liking, Connor,'' he said quietly. ``Most of them +are pretty indifferent to me most of the time, and I know that I'm just +a toy for Draco, a prize that he can show off. I think he'll tire of me +quickly, maybe before next year. Then I'll have more time to spend with +you.'' He smiled, hoping that was what his brother wanted to hear. + +``But you don't actively hate it, and you're not pining for Gryffindor +the way you were at the beginning of the year,'' Connor summed up. + +``Connor\ldots{}'' + +But his brother was pulling away, a grimace on his face. ``That was all +I wanted to know,'' he said, and walked away. + +Harry started to go after him, but a green bolt of light he didn't +recognize barred his way, and then Flint and the others came to drag him +off to the party. Harry remembered little of it afterwards, blurred as +it was by his grief and bewilderment over Connor, except that Draco had +staged a recreation of the game that included a bunch of peas, +representing the Ravenclaws, falling all over the table in shock when a +salt shaker, representing Harry, caught the grain of salt he'd spelled +to shine gold like the Snitch. + +What bothered Harry most about that memory was that he remembered +laughing, with all the others, and then wondering what he was becoming. + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +Harry hissed under his breath as Snape examined his potion. It wasn't +the same glass-cleansing potion as the other first-years were brewing. +Snape had assigned him a complicated sleeping potion that Harry +privately suspected was another part of the preliminary steps in the +Wolfsbane improvements. Harry hardly dared do less than his best, not +only because that might end up costing an innocent werewolf his or her +life, but because Snape would know. Snape suspected that anything less +than perfection was Harry not doing his best, in fact. + +``Very good, Mr. Potter,'' Snape pronounced. ``I see that \emph{someone} +from your family has finally inherited a smidgen of talent. Fifty points +to Slytherin.'' + +Harry flinched and lowered his head, hearing the murmurs coming from the +Gryffindor side of the room. It was the most points Snape had ever given +in a single class, and even given the fact that he'd been handing points +to Harry since February started, it was a bit ridiculous. + +Connor led the objection. Harry loved him for that, even as he feared +what would happen to his twin for exposing himself to Snape's wrath. His +brother had led Gryffindor to victory over the Hufflepuff Quidditch team +last weekend, though, and Harry doubted that he could have stopped +Connor now with anything short of a \emph{Stupefy} spell. ``Why is Harry +making a different potion than the rest of us, Professor Snape? None of +the rest of us knows how to do it. Maybe he's just boiling water over +there and tossing random ingredients in, and you're giving him points to +make yourself feel better.'' + +That touched off a few shocked giggles among the Gryffindors, which +lasted precisely until Snape rounded on Connor. + +``Giving points to Slytherin is the only thing that makes this wretched +class tolerable for me, Mr. Potter,'' Snape said, his voice colder and +softer than Harry had ever heard it. ``It reminds me that competent +Potions students do indeed exist in the world, and that I do not need to +kill myself because none of my students can grasp the basics of my art. +I do have talented students, simply not ones who are convinced that they +know everything there is to know without my instruction---'' a glance +stabbed Hermione ``---or who add any ingredient they please without +bothering to read the instructions---'' a cool stare at Ron ``---or who +speak up and disrupt the rest of the class to distract attention from +their own incompetence.'' He was staring at Connor now. ``Detention with +me for a week, Mr. Potter, to be served at eight-o'-clock every night.'' + +``But---'' Connor said, and then slammed his mouth shut. He turned back +to the glass-cleansing potion, his movements furious. Harry winced as he +made three mistakes in the next minute. + +Eight-o'-clock at night was the time that the Gryffindor Quidditch team +had taken to practicing on Tuesdays and Thursdays. + +Harry looked up to see Snape watching him, expression merciless. +\emph{Object,} his eyes said, \emph{and I'll add more time to it.} + +Harry glanced away and bottled his potion, aware of both Snape's eyes on +him, pleased, and his twin's eyes, wide and betrayed. + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +Harry was getting desperate. + +It was the middle of March, and still neither Ron, Hermione, nor Connor +had approached him about the Philosopher's Stone. Oh, there had been +some sidelong stares, some conversations between the three of them that +hushed when Harry walked into Gryffindor Tower, and some mutters between +Ron and Hermione when he passed in the halls, but nothing like the +coordinated effort to pry his secrets out of him that Harry had expected +by now. + +They \emph{had} to move soon, Harry thought. The end of the school year +was only a few months away. Come summer, Dumbledore would have the time +and the leisure to move the Stone elsewhere, and probably would; Harry +had the sense that keeping the Stone where it was had been a stopgap +measure at best, always intended to be temporary. Then Connor would lose +an easy chance at heroism, and a victory that would be truly his. + +So Harry decided to lie, again. He knew that his brother's silence +around him, his faint smiles and his deliberately shorter visiting times +with Harry, were born of suspicion that Harry was actually enjoying the +dubious attractions of Slytherin House. It shouldn't be too difficult to +work with that, and get Connor to sit up and pay some fucking attention +to what he was doing. + +So, on a Wednesday night just before curfew, Harry went up to Gryffindor +Tower. He gave the Fat Lady that week's password---\emph{strong of +soul}---and she opened. Harry glanced quickly around the common room, +making sure to breathe loudly enough that everyone looked up at him. + +``Where's Connor?'' he asked. + +``Upstairs,'' said one of the red-headed twins who were Ron's older +brothers. Then he grinned. ``Say, Harry---fancy trying a sweet?'' He +held out a tray of sweets covered with oddly-glowing spells. Harry would +have known not to try any of them even if not for Connor's emphatic +warnings to never eat anything the twins gave him, \emph{ever.} + +``No, thanks,'' he said, and then ran up the stairs to the first-year +boys' room. + +Connor was alone, thank Merlin, reading his Transfiguration book. He +glanced up and gave Harry a distant smile. + +``Harry,'' he said. ``What's the matter?'' + +Harry exhaled loudly, shifted from foot to foot, and chewed his lip. He +had the feeling he was overdoing it, but if he was too subtle, then +Connor might not think anything was wrong. He did at least succeed in +gaining his brother's attention, as Connor laid down his book and leaned +forward. + +``Harry,'' he said. ``What's wrong?'' + +``Nothing,'' said Harry, shaking his head. ``I thought I could talk to +you, but---no, this was a bad idea. I'll leave.'' He turned towards the +door. + +Connor spelled the door shut before he could leave. Harry felt a moment +of odd pride. The situation reminded him of his talk with Lucius Malfoy, +though he suspected it would turn out far differently. For one thing, +Harry was utterly in control of this conversation. + +That made him feel odd, so odd that he missed Connor's next query, and +only snapped back to reality when his brother shook his shoulder. +``Harry, I think we should go to Professor McGonagall,'' he said, +looking almost frightened. ``Or, at least, Hermione.'' + +``No,'' Harry whispered. ``I have to talk to you. You're the only one I +trust.'' + +Connor perked up considerably. ``What is it, Harry? You know I'll help +however I can.'' + +Harry met his brother's eyes and said, ``Connor, there are whispers in +the dungeons. I think that someone's plotting something. Maybe not the +Slytherins, but they all know about it. They stop talking whenever I +walk into the room.'' He made sure not to lay any emphasis on the words, +so as not to say that he thought the Gryffindors were doing the same +thing. + +Connor leaned nearer, eyes wide. ``And what do you think they're talking +about?'' + +``The Philosopher's Stone,'' Harry whispered. ``I'm sorry that I didn't +come and talk to you about this before, Connor, but---but I suppose I +thought I was betraying Slytherin honor. I'm sorry. I didn't think.'' + +Connor sat back from him. ``So what changed your mind?'' he asked. ``Did +you finally realize there's no such thing as Slytherin honor?'' + +Harry stared at him. \emph{That}, he hadn't expected. He supposed that +Connor had been spending more and more time with Ron, since he hadn't +spent it with Harry, and that that had influenced him. + +For just a moment, he felt the most nonsensical urge to insist that his +Housemates did too have honor. + +Harry shook it off. He couldn't afford silliness like that. He had to +hurry up and give Connor the clues that he needed, and then get back to +the dungeons before he was missed. Snape was given to checking at least +once a week in the tunnels around the dungeons, to insure that all his +charges were safe in the common room, and he hadn't done it yet this +week. + +``You could be in danger,'' he whispered. ``That's what changed my +mind.'' + +``Why?'' Connor asked, and his face became skeptical. That was one of +the things that Harry loved most about him, how open and malleable his +face was. His expressions changed from moment to moment, and it was +always possible to tell what he was thinking. He didn't hide his +emotions under the layers of deception that Slytherins used, that Harry +himself had learned to use before he ever came to Hogwarts. ``I don't +think the Stone has much to do with me, Harry.'' + +``But think who might want the Stone,'' Harry whispered. ``And think +about the way they stop talking around me.'' + +It didn't take Connor more than a few moments to make the connection. +His hand flew up and settled on his scar, and he winced, going pale. +``Voldemort,'' he whispered. + +Harry nodded, his second impulse. His first had been to correct Connor +from the use of Voldemort's name to the use of ``Dark Lord,'' which +really \emph{was} a sign that he'd been around Slytherins too long. ``I +think that's it. And I think that you need to try and find the Stone. +I've been looking, but I don't have many clues.'' He could reveal the +clues later, dependent on another lie, if Connor really did need them. + +Connor chewed his lip. ``We could find them,'' he said. ``Ron, and +Hermione, and I.'' + +Harry bowed his head. ``You don't trust me. I understand.'' + +Connor's hand touched his shoulder, and Harry looked up. ``It's not +that, Harry,'' Connor said earnestly. ``I swear it's not that. +But---well, Hermione's good at research, and Ron's good at telling me +things I never knew about wizarding history and Gryffindor history and +how everyone thinks of the Boy-Who-Lived, and I'm good at deciding what +to do. And Ron doesn't trust or like you as much anymore, and Hermione's +not sure. Please? It's just for a little while. There's no reason for +you to involved, since you're not the Boy-Who-Lived, and you'll be in +danger, now that Slytherin House is talking about it, if you show too +much interest.'' + +Harry felt his heart jump a little. There was both the independence and +the Gryffindor attitude he'd wished to encourage. ``All right,'' he +said. ``Whatever you think best, Connor.'' + +His twin hugged him, hard and unexpectedly. ``Thank you, Harry,'' he +said. ``For coming and telling me, I mean. I know that it can't have +been easy for you, even if Slytherin honor doesn't exist.'' + +Harry hugged him back, and hurriedly sneaked out of the Tower, since it +was almost curfew. He held the memory of the hug to himself, and the +fact that Connor trusted him, and tried to ignore the ridiculous hurt +that Connor had said those things about Slytherin House. They were true, +weren't they, to anyone outside the House? + +And, besides, Harry could recognize the potentially dangerous signs in +himself. Sometimes he thought he could slide away from Connor's side, to +find friendships and causes of his own in Slytherin. And that was +something he couldn't afford. He was born and trained to fight at +Connor's side, to defend him from Voldemort until he was old enough to +save the world. + +He couldn't afford any other allegiances, any other loyalties. He had to +remind himself of that. + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +Snape waited outside the common room door. He smirked when he saw the +lone boy trailing back towards it, face bowed so that he didn't watch +where he was going. But his head snapped up when he was still a distance +from Snape, and his eyes were wide and wary for a moment before his face +shut down even further than it did in class. + +Snape was proud of that. Harry was better at controlling his emotions +than he had been when he first came to school, and that was saying +something. Someone---Lily?---had tutored him very well in that already. +Snape intended to push him until the boy could lie with his face, which +still wasn't possible for him yet. At best, he could convey blankness +that made it difficult to tell what he was feeling. + +``Well, well,'' Snape drawled, stepping away from the wall. ``What do we +have here, Mr. Potter? An insistence on wandering the halls at night. +One might wonder why.'' + +Harry was still, not even the sound of his breathing audible. He waited +for Snape to say what he wanted to say and then leave. + +Snape moved a few steps closer, bringing his shields up further. He knew +it was impossible. All the laws of magic insisted it was impossible. But +if it were not impossible, he would have said that Harry's power had +\emph{grown} since he started attending Hogwarts. Snape certainly needed +to raise his shields higher each time. Of course, that could be the +effect of familiarity with Harry. + +``This next week,'' he snapped, ``you will begin working on fifth-year +potions in our class.'' + +Harry inclined his head, but said nothing. + +``I will also begin lending you extra books on the art of potions,'' +Snape continued. ``You will read them. You will master them before the +end of the year. I do not intend to let you take the books back home +with you over the summer, for one mutt to chew to pieces in his +moon-rage and another to piss on them.'' + +Harry's shoulders lifted, but he only nodded. + +``And finally,'' Snape finished, whispering now, ``instead of creeping +off into the deserted areas of the school to practice your spells, you +will come to me. You are very good at defensive magic, Mr. Potter, but +your offensive spells need work. You must be able to attack, not only +defend. It will cost your brother dearly some day if you do not know how +to do it. You saw that with the Lestranges.'' + +Harry's eyes did show a bit of shock this time before they closed in +resignation. Then he nodded again. He stepped past Snape, whispered the +password, and vanished into the Slytherin common room. + +Snape watched him go, well-contented. Harry had acted considerably more +Slytherin ever since he had come back from Christmas with Draco Malfoy. +That he had survived Lucius was testimony enough to the boy's +character---or, as he still insisted on seeing it, the lack of it---but +Harry had also taken to keeping secrets, talking more often with the +other Slytherin students, walking and standing like Draco, and reacting +in class like a pureblood heir. Snape wondered if the boy realized it. + +Then he snorted. \emph{Of course not. If he did, he would rush to reject +such mannerisms.} + +It was tiresome, sometimes, Snape reflected, that he could not merely +tell Harry what he wished to do---raise the reputation of Slytherin +House once again---appeal to the boy's ambition, and enlist him as an +ally. But he knew Harry would recoil if he suspected that real reason, +and he would utterly refuse to act against his brother if he thought +that Snape might ultimately do something worse to Connor than detentions +during Quidditch practice. + +No, he had to break Harry of his loyalties first before he could explain +why he had broken them, and coax him out of Connor's shadow before he +could show him what that shadow had done. + +Snape turned back to his offices with a swirl of his robes. +\emph{Patience,} he counseled himself. \emph{Patience. You have waited +this long. You have your candidate. You are training him. Before his +seventh year, everyone shall see Slytherin rise again.} + +\emph{That is soon enough.} + +\subsection{*Chapter 20*: Putting the Pieces +Together}\label{chapter-20-putting-the-pieces-together} + +Review responses now up in my LJ. Thank you for sending them! + +This is the third-to-last chapter. The story should, with any luck, +conclude on Wednesday. Then there'll be a short pause, and then I'll +start posting the second year, \emph{No Mouth But Some Serpent's.} + +In the meantime, enjoy! + +\textbf{Chapter Eighteen: Putting the Pieces Together} + +``But, Professor McGonagall---'' + +``No buts,'' said the Head of Gryffindor House's voice, which, following +on his twin's voice, made Harry anxious to know what was going on. ``I +am very disappointed in both of you, Mr. Potter, Miss Granger. To be +caught out of bed is no trivial matter. Fifty points from Gryffindor, +each, and two weeks' detention. Also for each one of you,'' she added, +as though she thought she had to make that clear. + +Harry eased closer and peered around the corner. Connor stood with his +head down in front of McGonagall, looking incredibly dejected. Hermione +stood beside him, and seemed near tears. Blaise stood smugly off to the +side, arms folded and head nodding---at least until McGonagall rounded +on him in turn. + +``And you, Mr. Zabini,'' she said. ``Twenty points from Slytherin for +being out of bed after curfew, and you will serve a week's detention.'' + +Blaise blinked and began to splutter. McGonagall swept past him, not +bothering to listen to his objections, and down the corridor. Harry, who +was returning from one of his late-night sessions with Snape in the +second floor dueling classroom but doubted that McGonagall would be in +the mood to listen to that, flattened himself against the wall and +thanked Merlin that she was taking the opposite corridor from him. +Connor and Hermione trailed back in the direction of Gryffindor Tower, +still looking dejected. + +Harry watched his twin's back in frustration. It was now May, and +\emph{still} Connor hadn't come and spoken to him about the +Philosopher's Stone. Harry didn't understand what was going on. Of +course, Connor hadn't spoken to him about a lot of things, even when +they did spend time together, but Harry could not believe it was taking +this long for Connor to put together the one mysterious, guarded +location in the school where nobody was to venture upon pain of death +with the Stone. + +A moment later, he shook off his disappointment. Blaise was coming down +his tunnel, since it led to the dungeons. Harry at least had the chance +to find out what had happened. + +``Hi, Blaise,'' he said, stepping casually out of the shadows. ``What +was that all about?'' + +Blaise froze for a moment, then forced a laugh. ``Oh, just a prank on +the Gryffindors that went somewhat wrong,'' he said airily. ``They were +carrying a dragon up to the Astronomy Tower, if you can believe that. I +suppose they dumped it over the side.'' + +``A dragon?'' Harry's heart began to pound. He hadn't heard anything +about that. His thoughts immediately leaped to Hagrid, whom Connor had +developed a friendship with, and then to the Forbidden Forest. Had +Connor been in the Forest? Had he encountered Quirrell? + +``Yeah, a Norwegian Ridgeback, one of Hagrid's pets.'' Blaise sneered. +``I saw them with it in his cabin earlier this week, and then I saw them +take it out of his house tonight. I thought I might earn some points for +Slytherin if I told McGonagall about them being out after curfew.'' He +scowled. ``But the old cat wasn't in the mood to be reasonable.'' + +``And what were \emph{you} doing out of bed after curfew?'' Harry asked. + +``Spying on the Gryffindors,'' Blaise retorted. ``I just told you +that.'' + +Harry raised an eyebrow, but didn't say anything, letting his doubting +silence speak for him. Blaise scowled at him in turn and edged away. +Harry studied his face carefully. Vince and Greg had always been too +loyal to Draco to give Harry any trouble, and they shied off from +teasing Connor because Draco did. Blaise was---different. He seemed +sometimes to take it as a personal affront that a Slytherin had a +Gryffindor brother, and had started to go out of his way lately to tap +Connor on the shoulder, laugh at him, trip him, and taunt him. Harry +hadn't given it much thought, other than nodding in agreement when +Connor went on a tirade against Blaise. It was just normal House +rivalry, just normal childishness. + +\emph{Wasn't it?} + +``Why did you track them down in Hagrid's house and spy on them in the +first place?'' he asked, more quietly. + +Blaise gave his head an arrogant toss. ``Because I wanted to know what +they were doing, of course,'' he said. ``That half-giant is a menace. I +have no idea why Dumbledore keeps him on. Having a dragon in a wooden +house, \emph{honestly}!'' + +Harry eyed him for a long moment, and said no more. Blaise was already +seeking to turn matters around, from the expression on his face. + +``And what were \emph{you} doing out of bed after curfew?'' he asked, +trying to look as if he had a plot and failing. ``Hmmm?'' + +``You'll have to ask Professor Snape that,'' Harry said with a shrug, +and then turned back in the direction of the Slytherin common room. + +He could feel Blaise draw in his breath to demand an explanation, but in +the end he let it go without saying anything, and followed Harry. Harry +whispered the password---\emph{rigor mortis}---and walked quickly +through the common room. He didn't want to spend a minute longer with +Blaise than necessary. + +Of course, once they were both washed and in their beds, then Harry lay +awake and thought about Blaise until it was nearly dawn. + +\emph{What does he want? Could he be after Connor because he's a Death +Eater?} That made Harry frown, though; Blaise's sole living relative was +his mother, and Arabella Zabini had never shown signs of being a Death +Eater. A Dark witch, yes, but the two weren't the same thing. + +\emph{Could he even be the traitor who let the Lestranges through?} + +Harry tensed up for a moment, then shook his head. No. Their mother had +written him several times, and whenever she talked about the treachery, +she gave the impression that it was not only an adult but someone in the +Order of the Phoenix. Blaise certainly wasn't \emph{that}, whatever else +he was. + +\emph{Then what does he want?} + +Harry didn't know, but he resolved, as he finally began to drift off to +sleep, to cast \emph{Consopio} on Blaise from now on, before he left for +his late-night training sessions with Snape if possible. It would do no +one any harm if Blaise was back in bed before curfew, and sleeping when +he ought to be. + +\emph{And, come morning, I can just happen to mention that Blaise was +the one who lost points for us, and he won't be very popular for a +while.} + +Of course, most of that was just a distraction from the one thought he +really didn't want to think. + +\emph{Why didn't Connor tell me about the dragon?} + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +``His name is Norbert.'' + +Harry frowned at Connor. His brother had finally come to talk to him, +after Harry had sent a rather insistently-worded invitation via Hedwig, +this morning, right before the Slytherin-Hufflepuff Quidditch match. He +was pulling on his gloves when Connor slouched into the training room, +ignoring Flint's glare, and came up and stared at Harry. + +``And?'' Harry pressed, unable to keep a certain coolness from his +voice. + +Connor shrugged. ``And we gave him to Charlie Weasley---Ron's brother. +He works with dragons in Romania. Norbert will be safe there.'' + +Harry let his breath out. This was the question he most wanted to ask, +and it seemed that Connor wouldn't volunteer the information on his own. +``Why didn't you tell me about it?'' + +Connor jerked away from him, eyes wide and hair falling into them. He +looked tired, Harry noticed, and one hand went up to rub his scar in +what Harry was sure was an unconscious gesture. ``Because I don't know +if I can trust you,'' he said, loudly enough for everyone else to hear. +``You've gone over all \emph{Slytherin}, Harry.'' + +The rest of the team's preparations stopped. Harry closed his eyes in +dread, knowing who would speak up next. + +``And so what if he has?'' drawled Marcus Flint, stepping forward. ``We +happen to like him that way.'' He was smiling, but his eyes were hard. +Harry winced. He wouldn't put it past Flint to punch Connor in the ribs, +right here and now. The Slytherin Captain wasn't forgiving of anyone who +tried to rattle his players before a game began, unless the rattling +came from him. + +``It's just words, Flint,'' Harry said quickly. ``He doesn't mean +anything by it.'' + +``Yes, I bloody do, Harry!'' Connor stopped, their father's temper +flaring in his eyes. ``I do, and it's time I said it! You've gone too +quiet. You hang out with Slytherins when you could come up to Gryffindor +Tower. You \emph{smile} at the most awful things they say, as if they +were actually \emph{funny.} You don't even care that they think less of +you because you're a half-blood! That's disrespectful to Mum, not just +you! You've changed, Harry, and I hate the person you're becoming!'' + +Harry shut his eyes, feeling as if he'd been punched. He'd had arguments +with Connor before, but nothing this serious. And in that moment, he +really would have renounced everything that made the Slytherins accept +him. He wanted to beg his brother to forgive him. He'd been hurting +Connor again, just as their mum had told him in her Christmas letter, +and he hadn't made it right yet. + +And then, startlingly, abruptly, and unexpectedly, at least for him, his +hurt changed to anger. + +Harry opened his eyes, and saw Connor back away from him. Harry took a +step nearer. He was shaking and couldn't seem to stop, any more than he +could stop the words that flowed out of his mouth in the next moment. + +``I'm just trying to make the best of the situation, Connor! No, I wasn't +happy when I got put in Slytherin, but it isn't all awful. All right, I +joke with them and spend time with them, but they're my +\emph{Housemates.} I would spend more time with you if you seemed to +want to do it! You're barely happy any time I'm there. You'd rather talk +to Ron and Hermione. I don't blame you for---for listening to them, for +picking up their prejudices, but don't say that this is all my fault! +It's partially yours, too!'' + +He was shouting by the end, which had \emph{never} happened. Usually +Connor got upset and Harry stayed calm, asking for forgiveness when his +brother had spent the initial flood of his temper. But now Harry's fists +were clenched, and he saw Draco, come to wish him good luck before the +match, sag against the wall, one hand on his forehead and his face pale. +Harry was glad that he didn't have his wand. He ignored the increasing +temptation to use wandless magic. + +And he kept his gaze on his twin, long enough to see shock replace the +anger in Connor's eyes, and the ashes replace the fire. + +``I didn't know you hated me that much, Harry,'' he whispered. ``I---'' + +``Get out, Gryffindor.'' Flint's voice had gone deep and quiet as the +growl of a huge dog. ``I'm giving you five seconds to get out of here +before I pound you flat, and that's only out of respect for your +brother. One. Two. Three---'' + +Connor turned and walked away. Harry watched him go, and waited for the +coolness of shock to crash down on him in turn. + +It didn't. He still felt angry, and the foremost impulse in him was to +make Connor pay. Shutting his eyes, he tried his best to rein in his +temper. + +He opened his eyes when Adrian Pucey, one of the team's other Chasers, +pounded him on the back. ``That's more like it,'' Adrian said, his voice +aglow. ``Go out there and \emph{win.} Show the bloody Gryffindors that +they can't rattle you.'' + +Harry nodded back, smiled tightly, and then moved out of the changing +room, leading the team onto the pitch. + +Slytherin beat Hufflepuff 410 to 190, and Harry had rarely exulted in +catching the Snitch so much. The celebration afterwards, and even the +way the entire team shielded him on the way back to the dungeons, so +that, Adrian explained, he ``wouldn't have to see any Gryffindors you +don't want to see,'' weren't half-bad, either. + +All the while, Harry kept waiting for his anger at Connor to transmute +to shame, the way it would have at any other time, and to feel the +impulse to apologize to his twin. + +It never came. Harry had nothing to shut in the secret box of his +thoughts that night, because he couldn't convince himself that his anger +was unjustified. + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +``So Connor's too stubborn to come right out and ask you where the +Philosopher's Stone is. But I'm not.'' + +Harry glanced up. Hermione Granger was standing next to the table he and +Draco had found for studying in the library, her arms folded and her +intimidating gaze boring into him. Harry almost smiled. Sometimes, +Gryffindor forthrightness was an advantage. + +From the blaze in his eyes, Draco didn't seem to think so. ``Go +\emph{away}, Mudblood---'' he began. + +Harry said, ``Draco,'' in the way he'd heard Narcissa Malfoy say it. +Draco shut up and glowered down at his book. Harry leaned across the +table to pat his shoulder. ``I'll be right back,'' he said, and then +stood and moved away from the table with Hermione, into the deeper +corners of the library, where they were less likely to be overheard. He +did find himself craning his neck for a sight of Connor---it'd been two +weeks since their fight, and still his brother hadn't approached +him---but Hermione seemed to have come alone. + +``Spill,'' Hermione said. Her arms still hadn't unfolded, and she had a +look that would have put Lily's ``scolding face'' to shame. Harry +inclined his head and admitted the truth. + +``The Philosopher's Stone is behind a certain door on the third floor, +being guarded by a giant dog of some kind.'' + +It was miraculous to watch the way Hermione's face changed, as her +racing brain put all the pieces together. A moment later, she muttered, +``\emph{Stupid,}'' and slapped her forehead, which Harry had to admit was +also gratifying in its own way. + +Then she frowned at him. ``But if it's protected, then why did you want +to warn us about it?'' + +``Because I saw Professor Quirrell trying to get through the door a few +times,'' said Harry. ``He'd go in, talk to the dog, and then always come +running out. Then Professor Snape warned him off. I don't think he ever +did work out how to pass the dog. But---'' + +``Oh, no,'' Hermione whispered, and her face had gone pale. + +``What?'' Harry demanded, standing up fully. + +``Hagrid said---he said that the man who gave him Norbert was asking him +about Fluffy,'' Hermione said. ``That's the dog's name,'' she explained, +when she caught Harry's blank stare. + +``Fluffy,'' Harry couldn't help but repeat. + +``Don't \emph{ask}, it's \emph{Hagrid},'' said Hermione, as if that +explained it all, and Harry supposed it probably did, if one knew +Hagrid. He determined to get to know the half-giant a bit better next +year. ``The man was cloaked, and Hagrid couldn't see his face, but he +told him something about Fluffy being charmed by music. What if the +cloaked man was Professor Quirrell, and he's going to try again, now +that he knows how to get past the dog?'' Her face had flushed with +hectic color now, and she looked as if she would run from the library +and try to inform Professor Dumbledore immediately. + +Harry put out a restraining hand. ``It's rather odd that he hasn't tried +so far, don't you think?'' he asked. + +Hermione reluctantly settled herself back against the bookcase. ``Well, +yes. But then, why hasn't he?'' + +``He's waiting for something, I think,'' said Harry, and frowned. ``But +I don't know what that something would be. Dumbledore's probably going +to move the Stone at the end of the year. The longer Quirrell waits, the +more of a risk he runs.'' + +``Maybe there are other traps, too, and he doesn't know how to get past +them,'' Hermione offered. ``Or maybe there's another deadline +approaching, something he wants to do first.'' + +Harry stiffened. ``Hermione,'' he asked, ``where is Connor right now?'' + +``In Gryffindor Tower,'' she said, frowning at him. ``As you would know +if you'd bothered to come and talk to him at all in the last two +weeks.'' + +``We had a fight,'' Harry said shortly. ``But---listen, is there any +time when he might be alone? Without you or Ron to protect him? Out of +reach of anything the Professors can do?'' + +Hermione closed her eyes and assumed an expression of intense +concentration. Harry wouldn't be surprised to know she was rattling +immense amounts of information around in her head, seeking for the +perfect answer. He knew she'd found it when her eyes flared wide again. + +``The detentions,'' she whispered. ``Professor McGonagall said that +Connor was going to serve detention with Hagrid in the Forbidden Forest +next week. Something's been killing unicorns, and they want to find out +what it is.'' + +Harry almost told her it had been Quirrell, but checked himself. Quite +apart from the inevitable questions he'd have to answer about why he +hadn't told Dumbledore yet, Hermione would go running to the Headmaster, +and then Connor would be pulled off that detention and Quirrell would +wait for another time to strike. Just as with the Quidditch game, Harry +thought, it was better to know when and where Connor's life would be in +danger rather than rush around on it. + +He thought, for a fleeting moment, that that was Slytherin. + +\emph{And so?} was his next thought. + +``All right,'' he said. ``I'll be with him there, Hermione.'' + +``But \emph{you} don't have detention,'' she pointed out, frowning at him. + +``I know,'' said Harry. ``I'll sneak along. Professor Quirrell won't +know I'm there. And don't tell Connor, either, or he'll try to do +something stubborn and stupid,'' he added. + +Hermione sighed, made a few half-hearted protests, and then agreed. +Harry suspected she was tired of the feud between him and +Connor---Connor had apparently spent most of his time since then moping +around the Tower---and grateful for anything that would end it. + +Harry watched her leave the library, then walked back to his study +corner with Draco, rehearsing everything he would need in his head. He +stopped when he reached the table and saw Draco staring expectantly at +him, rapping one finger on the corner of his parchment. + +``Philosopher's Stone?'' he asked. + +With a sigh, Harry sat down and began to explain. At least he could +trust that Draco wouldn't go running to Professor Dumbledore. + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +Harry shook his head as Hagrid split Connor and Neville Longbottom, who +had a detention for a stupid mistake he'd made in Potions, up. Both of +them were to fire red sparks into the air from their wands if they ran +into anything dangerous, and green sparks if they found the person who'd +been killing unicorns. Except that Hagrid called it a ``creature,'' of +course. Hagrid was going with Neville, and leaving his big dog, Fang, +with Connor. + +Harry waited until the sound of Hagrid's crashing had faded into the +bushes, then stepped out of his hiding place and walked along beside +Connor. Connor was so caught up in his misery that he didn't even notice +Harry at first, and then he turned around and cast him an ugly +expression in the light of the lantern he was carrying. His other hand +gripped his wand. + +``What do you want, Slytherin?'' he asked. + +``For you to stop acting like an idiot,'' Harry replied, falling into +step with him and brushing a trailing vine out of the way. ``It's been +nearly a month since we fought, Connor. Don't you think you're dragging +this out too long? I \emph{am} your brother, in case you forgot.'' His +own hand was in his pocket, on his own wand, and he warily watched the +bushes. So far, there was no sign of Professor Quirrell, and Fang hadn't +given any warnings, but Harry was not sure how far he trusted the dog's +nose. He would trust his own magical senses more. They weren't picking +up anything either, though. + +``I didn't forget,'' said Connor, his face twisted with anger and hurt +and broken shards of pride. ``That's why it hurt so much. Why did you +\emph{abandon} me, Harry? We're supposed to be twins. Best friends +forever. We're not supposed to argue and jostle each other like we've +done. Look at Fred and George Weasley. I've never seen them have a +fight.'' + +``They're in the same House,'' Harry said. + +Connor turned away from him. ``So you're going to let that matter more +to you than our blood relationship?'' + +``No, or \emph{I} would be in my bedroom right now,'' Harry said, and +brushed away another vine. The trees rustled and creaked in a wind too +high for them to feel. The lantern lit the path ahead better than a +\emph{Lumos} spell would, which Harry was grateful for. ``I came out +here when I didn't have to, when I knew it'd be hard for you to run, +Connor, so we could talk.'' + +``Hermione told me about the Philosopher's Stone,'' said Connor. ``That +you knew right where it was all along.'' + +``Yes,'' Harry admitted. ``And I wanted you to be the one to discover +it, and bring the news to Professor Dumbledore. I thought that would +make you feel important, special, happy. You'd be able to claim a +victory as truly your own, and start taking your place as a leader.'' + +``But it would have been you buying me the victory again,'' said Connor, +his words grinding in more pain. ``I don't \emph{want} that, Harry.'' + +Harry turned and caught his brother's arm, spinning Connor to face him. +Connor glared at him in the lantern's light. He had the beginning of +tears in his eyes, and he brushed angrily at the tears with the back of +the hand that held his wand. + +``Then decide what you do want,'' Harry said quietly. ``The reason I've +been working so hard for you, Connor, is that I want you to be the +leader. I want you to be the Boy-Who-Lived. I want people to look up to +you. It hasn't happened so far. Ron and Hermione like you, but the +Slytherins think you're a git, and the Ravenclaws and Hufflepuffs think +about you only when you do something spectacular---like the troll or the +Lestranges.'' He saw Connor wince and close his eyes. ``It's going to +take more than that. I thought pushing you into it subtly would do the +trick, but it didn't. So. Tell me what you want. What are \emph{your} +plans? What are you going to do to unite the four Houses behind you? Woo +the pureblood wizards? Make everyone trust that you have the confidence +and the strength to take on the Dark Lord? Win allies among the magical +creatures?'' + +``Why should I have to do all that?'' Connor protested. ``I defeated +Voldemort when I was a baby. I know more now. I should just have to face +him again, and he'll be destroyed completely.'' + +Harry sighed. ``I think it will take more than that, Connor.'' + +``Why \emph{should} it?'' Connor stepped away from him and traced his scar +with the edge of his wand. ``This is what it means to be the +Boy-Who-Lived. I have this scar, and that's all I really need.'' + +Harry felt his heart melt with pity, and so melt the last of his anger. +He and Lily had done no favors by keeping Connor so blind. He really +should have learned about politics in the wizarding world from the time +he could walk, even if his love was essential to defeating Voldemort. +Their mother had found a way to teach Harry in secrecy, under their +father's nose, and Sirius's and Remus's. She could have found out a way +to convince Connor of the truth without taking away his purity. + +``Connor---'' he started, meaning to apologize. + +Another vine dropped from the trees above them just then, and curled +around Connor's neck. He let out a startled cry and dropped the lantern. +Harry scooped it up and held it frantically higher, ready to shoot off +red sparks to let Hagrid know they were in danger. + +It wasn't a vine that dropped out of the trees in the wake of that +snatch, but a huge snake, whom Harry could almost imagine was laughing +at them instead of hissing. She wound a portion of her body tight around +Connor, and then took off into the Forest, bearing him with her. + +Harry shouted and fired an \emph{Incendio} at her tail, but missed, so +quickly did she slither. He ran after her, feeling his fear and anger +give his feet wings, and his scar begin to burn. + +The snake disappeared among the bushes ahead of him, but Harry could +follow the trail of bent grasses and leaves she left, and the growing +pain in his head was a sign of its own. It wasn't long before he made +out the snake coming into a clearing where a cloaked figure waited. The +snake dumped Connor at its feet and then slithered behind her master, +still making that hiss that sounded like laughter. + +Snarling, Harry grabbed his wand and stepped free of the bushes. + +``\emph{So.}'' It wasn't Quirrell's voice speaking, but that cold one, +which Harry had heard once before. It made his scar flare like fire, and +Connor stirred and gave a weak moan as though his scar was also paining +him. ``\emph{Harry Potter. At last.}'' The figure bent over Connor. +``\emph{And the Boy-Who-Lived, who will shortly be the Boy-Who-Died. I +have waited so long for this moment.}'' + +Harry gathered himself, and sprang into battle. + +\subsection{*Chapter 21*: The Boy Who +Lived}\label{chapter-21-the-boy-who-lived} + +Thank you for the reviews! Review responses aren't up yet, but they +should be soon. + +There will be one more chapter after this, posted tomorrow. Then +\emph{No Mouth But Some Serpent's} starts on Monday, to continue the +story. That means \emph{this} particular story will stop updating after +tomorrow, so don't be surprised when that happens! + +And here is the battle, wherein I proceed to mess with everyone's head, +but most especially poor Harry's. + +\textbf{Chapter Nineteen: The Boy-Who-Lived} + +Harry's Blasting Curse melted against invisible shields, but it had the +useful effect of making Quirrell stop reaching for Connor and stare at +him. Harry readied another spell, his mind spinning through the various +effects, looking for something that would cause Quirrell considerable +pain as well as fling him backwards. + +Then the snake was on him. + +She moved faster than she had when dragging Connor through the bushes, +her jaws open and her body scything the grass as she struck. Harry +darted away from her, and her mouth hit the ground, but she whirled and +headed for him again. Harry cried out, ``\emph{Protego!}'', only to have +the snake's jaws shoot through the Shield Charm and rip the cloth of his +sleeve. He stepped further back, hearing her hiss as though she were +laughing, and cast a glance at Connor. + +\emph{At least I know she's a real snake, not a magical one.} + +``\emph{What is this?}'' the cold voice asked, its accents harsher than +ever. Harry fought the urge to sink to his knees as the pain in his scar +became worse. Quirrell was staring straight ahead, from what he could +see, and Harry could not reconcile that cold voice with the blank +expression on his face. ``\emph{Finish him, Nagini!}'' + +The snake---Nagini, apparently---hissed and gathered herself. Harry had +the feeling that this strike, when it came, would be too fast to avoid. + +Meanwhile, Quirrell was reaching for Connor again. + +Harry cast a hand out and snapped, ``\emph{Wingardium Leviosa}!'' He +performed it wandless, so as to keep his wand pointed towards Connor. It +worked. His magic arrested Nagini in the middle of her charge and +bounced her into the air like the Muggle balloons Harry had seen on one +of their birthdays. + +Harry wound up the force of the spell and threw Nagini over the +Forbidden Forest. She soared away with a trailing hiss that sounded +oddly like a cry of pain. Harry dismissed that. He wasn't thinking +clearly. + +He faced Quirrell and pointed his wand. + +Quirrell had stopped reaching for Connor once more. His stare this time +was more pointed, but also more leisurely, and Harry went back to trying +to think of a spell that would hurt, get around the shields, and cast +Quirrell out of range of whatever protections he had. Harry had been +squinting since he came into the clearing, but he couldn't make out the +lines of wards. These spells were more complicated than the ones he'd +trained himself to see, then. + +``\emph{You are unusual, boy,}'' the voice said. ``\emph{So much power. Why +did I not sense this about you at first?}'' + +Harry saw no point in answering such irrelevant chatter. He had chosen +his spell. Admittedly, it was an odd choice, but this was an odd battle. +Quirrell, or whoever he really was, had had time to prepare his ground, +and Harry had not. + +``\emph{Reducto}!'' he intoned, and packed behind the spell all the force +of his will, joining it to the force of his wand. He envisioned the +shields splitting and cracking, the way the egg had when the centaurs +tested him. + +The spell flew straight and true, and showed the shields as it smacked +against them in a rainbow aurora of light. Harry saw faint cracks +outlining its impact, and memorized their position as the light flared +and vanished. ``\emph{Reducto}!'' he cried again, this time targeting one +of the cracks. + +It shattered, and some of the force of the curse got through and to +Quirrell, who staggered. Harry came in, fast and low to the ground, just +behind the spell, trying to get Connor and drag him away before Quirrell +could recover. + +The cold voice said, ``\emph{Cavea},'' a spell that Harry had never heard +of before, and blue light flashed into existence around Connor. Harry +tried to thrust his hand through anyway, and recoiled. He might as well +have tried to punch a fist through solid steel. + +He climbed to his feet and got in between his brother and Quirrell---an +easy task, because Quirrell showed no signs of coming closer just yet. +Harry breathed harshly. He could feel the beginnings of sweat on his +cheeks and forehead. His heart blurred and burned in his ears, loudly +enough that he found it hard to make out what Quirrell was saying. + +``What should I do, master?'' whined the voice that Harry knew from +class, minus the stutter. ``The boy is too powerful for me to easily +face.'' + +``\emph{Unleash me.}'' + +Quirrell gave a little shudder, but it was gone when he looked and +smiled at Harry. ``Yes,'' he said softly. ``That might be best.'' Then +he turned his back on Harry. + +Harry snapped his wand up. \emph{Is Quirrell stupid? This is such a +prime opportunity to strike---} + +\emph{No, no. He's not stupid. He must be planning something.} + +Warily, Harry held his spells, and watched as Quirrell began to unwrap +the back of the turban. + +Harry expected to see bare skull at most. What he saw, as the purple +wrappings fell away, was a second face imposed on the back of Quirrell's +head. The nose was stretched and pressed flat, the eyes impossible +narrow slits of crimson, the mouth a gash. The eyes pierced him, and +from the mouth came the voice in a high, cold laugh familiar to Harry +from old dreams. + +His scar roared fiercely to life, sending him to his knees. Harry +couldn't hold back a cry this time, and it was echoed by a choked +whimper from Connor. A quick look over his shoulder showed that his +brother was unharmed, though he felt around the edges of the cage spell +with a bewildered look on his face. + +``\emph{I should have known,}'' the voice said, in a hiss that would have +done credit to Nagini. Harry forced himself to listen around the pain in +his brow. What the voice was saying could be important. ``\emph{The +prophecy was never whole, and Peter Pettigrew has always been a fool. It +was you. The older one, the more powerful one. What I saw as a nuisance +to be dismissed was in fact the object of my desires.}'' Quirrell took a +step backwards, so that the face moved closer. Harry smelled its breath, +cold and foul as grave dirt. ``\emph{How does it feel, boy, to know that +you are facing Lord Voldemort for a second time?}'' + +There was a pause, as though Voldemort truly expected some sort of +answer. Harry dug his hands into the ground and gave one. ``I admit I'm +impressed, since this is only the first time I've done it. But +reassured, since I have the boy who defeated you at my back.'' + +The voice began to laugh, and laugh. The pain in Harry's head grew +worse, strong enough that his training couldn't fight it. He catapulted +forward and lay on the ground, losing consciousness for a brief, intense +second. + +When he woke, Quirrell held him, staring into his face with his own, +normal one. Harry wanted to cast a curse, but couldn't find his breath +for a long moment. When it did emerge, it was in a sob of pain. His head +felt as if it were about to crack like the egg-shaped stone. + +``My lord commanded me to be done with the Boy-Who-Lived,'' Quirrell +whispered. ``I admit I didn't foresee doing it this way, but it is +useful.'' He dropped Harry and took a step backwards. Harry scrabbled +for strength, knowing that whatever was to come would be bad. + +Quirrell didn't disappoint him. ``\emph{Crucio}!'' + +The spell snapped Harry's weakening Shield Charm. Agony exploded from +his belly this time, and traveled outward through his limbs, rivaling +and then eclipsing his scar. Harry screamed. There was no shame in +screaming, his mother had told him once, the first evening that she +revealed he was likely to be tortured. Torture often broke a man. Harry +couldn't allow it to break him, and so the worst thing to do would be to +combat and try to override the pain. He would roll with it instead, +scream, writhe, beg, do whatever he must to emerge on the other side +alive and fighting for Connor. + +He was down to babbling pleas when the curse was lifted. Harry gasped +and curled up on his side, then uncurled hastily. His sides ached with +perfectly timed bursts of anguish. It felt as though one of his ribs was +broken, though so far as Harry knew that wasn't a side-effect of +\emph{Crucio.} + +``\emph{That,}'' said Voldemort, ``\emph{was payment for the first few +months I spent as a bodiless spirit, powerless to affect the world, +gazing on their celebrations, the weak fools who thought they'd defeated +me. There will be many more to come. I have years and years of suffering +to pay you back for, boy.}'' + +Harry lifted his head. Tears blurred his sight, and he'd shaken his +glasses off, blurring it further. But he didn't think he could ever +mistake again the figure that stood before him. He would know the sight +of Quirrell, and the sound of Voldemort's voice, until the day he died. + +He did wonder, hazily, what Voldemort was babbling about, but that +didn't matter. A sequence of spells had entered his head, beautifully +timed and perfectly rendered. He could pull it off, if he could only +summon enough strength to make Voldemort angry. And it had to be the +kind of anger that would make him react without thinking, charging +forward to punish Harry physically instead of with a curse from a +distance. + +Harry tested his shaking limbs, and nodded. It would have to be now. He +didn't think he could run if he took another \emph{Crucio.} + +``You're the weak one,'' he said, and put as much contempt into his +voice as he could. ``Not having another measure ready in case something +like this happened to you, a backup plan? What do you think you are? A +Slytherin?'' Harry laughed weakly, and then coughed. He didn't like the +sensation in his body when he coughed, or the fact that some of the +specks that landed on the back of his hand were red, but there wasn't +much he could do about that. He \emph{did} like the fact that Quirrell +had gone tense and still, that his silence was a listening one. +``\emph{Dumbledore's} twice the Slytherin that you'll ever be. At least +his plans stand a chance of \emph{working} once in a while, and he +wasn't defeated by a \emph{baby.}'' + +Quirrell came for him. + +Harry called on his wandless magic. He couldn't hold a wand right now. +``\emph{Wingardium Leviosa}!'' + +Quirrell flew into the air. He performed the countercharm, of course, +and was already coming back down, but that bought Harry a few seconds. + +``\emph{Cavea}!'' + +That did nothing at all, as Harry had expected, but it enraged +Voldemort. ``\emph{You think to use my own spell against me?}'' he asked, +hard enough that Harry thought flecks of spit were probably flying from +the mouth on the back of Quirrell's head. ``\emph{You insolent, +impudent}---'' + +``\emph{Expelliarmus}!'' Harry yelled, throwing such a force of will +behind that word that he felt drained afterwards. It worked. Quirrell's +wand soared out of his relaxing grip and fell to the ground beside +Harry. Harry didn't try to touch it. He still couldn't hold it, with his +hand shaking, and he didn't want to risk contamination, as he couldn't +be sure that Voldemort wasn't linked to Quirrell's wand core somehow. He +continued speaking, not giving Voldemort a chance to get a word in +edgewise. ``\emph{Fumo! Specularis! Protego}!'' + +Smoke washed up from the ground around him, and the Shield Charm snapped +back into existence. Harry forced himself shakily to his feet. He +\emph{had} to run, \emph{had} to move, which was the whole purpose of +the Smoke Charm. He kicked Quirrell's wand in front of him as he +staggered forward, hoping to keep it from the Death Eater's grip as long +as possible. + +He darted towards Connor, whom the blue glow of the \emph{Cavea} spell +revealed pounding on the walls of his prison and mouthing what looked +like obscenities. Harry gathered will and love both as he ran. No +trouble, no trouble, harnessing love this time, when his beloved twin +was in danger. + +\emph{Crack,} he told the force of the \emph{Cavea} spell. + +It did nothing at all. + +Harry slid to his knees beside the prison, bracing his own hands on the +blue light. Connor met him, palm-to-palm, but Harry couldn't feel him at +all. He growled and focused the clear \emph{Specularis} window on just a +tiny point right past his left hand. \emph{You will crack. I will it so. +I want}--- + +A powerful rope snared him around the middle and tugged him away from +the prison. Vengeful hisses in his ear told him that Nagini had +returned. Harry struggled wildly, but he was no match for a snake as +large as she was. She carried him firmly away from the spell and Connor, +and deposited him at a pair of feet as the Smoke Charm vanished +abruptly. + +Quirrell said nothing for a long moment. Harry closed his eyes and tried +to breathe. His head and his ribs and the middle of his belly, where +Nagini had grabbed him, all shouted at him in a symphony of aches. He +had never hurt so much. + +``\emph{You have caused me too much trouble,}'' said Voldemort's voice. +``\emph{I would have been content to torture you to death and then pass +on. That is not enough, not now. Now you must watch your brother die.}'' + +Harry's anger woke. + +Nagini let him go with a shriek that sounded too human to Harry's ears +as her body burst into flames. Harry paid no more attention to her, +though he had the vague impression she was rolling about, trying to put +out the fire. He struggled to his feet, snapping, ``\emph{Accio} wand!'' + +His wand settled into his left palm a moment later, the familiar feel of +the cypress wood soothing him and solidifying his rage. Harry stalked +towards Voldemort. He felt as though he wore immense robes, like Snape's +perhaps, and couldn't understand the feeling until he saw the grass +bending away from him, some of it beginning to smoke and take fire. +\emph{This} was his magic, spreading around him like wings, rising in a +silent, deadly wash that hummed until Harry's ears burnt. He was no +longer tired, and all his pains had vanished. + +Quirrell backed away a few steps. ``M-m-master?'' This time, Harry felt +certain, the stammer in his voice was real. + +\emph{Not Connor. Not Connor.} The words were under Harry's skin, +blazing in his shoulders, rife in his ears, beating just beneath the +roof of his mouth. He called more magic, and then more, more than he had +ever dared summon under Lily's supervision or even in the centaurs' +trial. The air in front of him blurred with a haze of power. It wasn't +entirely unfamiliar. Harry blinked, and caught a glimpse of green light, +and a crib beside his own, and Voldemort's startled face--- + +Then that was gone as someone else's magic answered his, as rich, as +powerful, as destructive. It was Voldemort's, and he was laughing, a +sound of purest exultation. + +``\emph{I know more than you, boy,}'' he said, while his magic locked and +linked with Harry's, bearing an answer to every defense, a sheath for +every sword, a key for every door. ``\emph{I have had time, and more than +time, to develop my defenses. You are a worthy opponent, that I will +grant you, but you simply---cannot---stand---against---me.}'' + +For every one of the last five words, his magic became a battering ram +and struck at Harry's. Harry gasped as his pain returned, and then new +pains started, weak points opening and running in his defenses. Once one +crack spread, a dozen new ones sprouted. Harry tried to protect himself, +tried to spread the wings and then curl them around in front of him to +shield, but he was too new at this manipulation of raw force, and +Voldemort was not. + +With a shivering of the air like a fall of dust, one of Harry's weak +points gave way. He fell to the ground, feeling the Dark magic above him +flowing over his like serpents. They twined and writhed and hissed at +him, sounding as human as Nagini, and more human than Voldemort. + +``\emph{Enough toying. I would have enjoyed taking longer, but we cannot. +We must retrieve the Stone. Quirrell. Take his brother, kill him, and +then turn and use the Killing Curse on the boy. We must take no +chances.}'' + +``Yes, Master,'' Harry heard Quirrell say, from long ago and far away +beneath a dark sea. He managed to open his eyes against pressing weight +in time to see Quirrell stride up to the blue light and dismiss it with +a gesture. Connor lay helpless before him, crawling away and probably +trying to mouth a spell, but unable to muster any defenses. + +Harry tried to lunge upward. The weight of the serpents pinned him. +Desperate, writhing, hating this with every fiber of his being, he sent +a flow of love towards Connor. + +\emph{I have loved you since we were children, brother, playing +together. You were destined for a life of pain. I wanted to keep you +innocent. I waited too long. I'm sorry, Connor, so sorry. Please live. I +want that more than anything. Please live.} Live. + +Quirrell's left hand gripped his wand. With the right, he touched +Connor. + +A moment later, he howled. + +White light, bright as magnesium, enveloped his hand. He hopped +backward, wringing it and yelling, but that didn't stop the light. It +spread fiercely up his arm, eating. He whirled around, and he was near +enough now that Harry could make out the radiance crisping his skin, +sloughing it away, revealing layers of flesh and muscle beneath that it +also consumed like a starving beast. + +``\emph{Shake it off! Shake it off! Fight it!}'' + +The weight of the Dark magic on him was gone a moment later; Harry +thought Voldemort had pulled his power home to fight the destruction of +his host body. He leaped to his feet, the pain vanishing again, the +wings spreading, his own magic roaring in gladness. He struck home, and +hard, the Blasting Curse springing from his lips and hitting Quirrell. + +Quirrell, of course, was already dying. Harry had only struck to express +his own anger, and he watched, not wishing to miss a moment, as the +light spread and captured Quirrell's face, taking his head almost +gently. + +Voldemort hissed, and then a mass of dark light grew like a boil on the +back of Quirrell's head and erupted, spraying like pus into the air. +Voldemort flew low over Connor as he soared free. Connor screamed and +screamed, one hand rising to clutch at his scar. + +Harry ran to him and crouched over him, shielding him both from the +sight of Quirrell's last moments and from any harm that Voldemort might +try to do him. If the Dark Lord possessed his brother now, he would have +a fight on his hands. Harry would show him. + +The Dark Lord did no such thing. ``\emph{Until we meet again, Harry +Potter,}'' he said, sheer hatred in his voice, and then his formless form +flowed away over the Forbidden Forest and was gone. + +Harry exhaled and glanced towards Quirrell. The flame had finished its +work. For a moment, it glowed, a dying star at the heart of a black +night sky, and then it disappeared with a \emph{crack.} Quirrell's +remains collapsed into ashes. + +Harry thought of something and gripped his wand, but when he looked +around, there was no sign of Nagini. + +They breathed in silence for a long moment, and then Connor whispered, +his voice shaky, ``Harry, how did I do that? What happened?'' + +Harry smiled and pushed the hair away from his brother's scar to trace +it with a finger. Connor shivered. The heart wasn't bleeding, Harry was +glad to note, but it did have an angry silver glow to it, like the light +that had flashed between him and Draco when he accepted the life debt. +The glow faded as Harry watched. ``You don't know, Connor?'' he asked. +``You told me the answer before the snake took you and started this +whole mess.'' + +Connor blinked at him. ``I did?'' + +Harry nodded and hugged his brother close. He tried to think how near he +had come to losing him, and felt his mind recoil. He could not +comprehend that, not right now. He could feel love, and rejoice, and he +did so. ``You said that you were the Boy-Who-Lived. You are. Voldemort +couldn't touch you. The force of your love ate his flesh. That +\emph{has} to be it. Voldemort is corrupt, he couldn't bear something so +good. One touch, and Quirrell---'' He hesitated, because he had prevented +Connor from seeing that death for a reason, and then finished, ``Was +gone.'' + +Connor shuddered for a long moment, his breath coming short and fast. +Then he said, ``Yes. That's it, isn't it?'' + +Harry nodded slowly, and closed his eyes. His pains were making +themselves felt again. He coughed, and felt something thicker than +saliva bubble in the back of his throat. He wanted to sink down on the +earth and never move again. + +On the other hand, Connor wasn't safely back at Hogwarts yet, and that +thought urged him to move. He stood, gently tugging on Connor's hand. +``Get up.'' + +``But I'm so tired,'' Connor whispered. + +``Lean on me,'' said Harry, and took Connor's weight on his left side, +the less injured one. ``Where's your wand?'' + +After a moment of searching, Connor found it, and they proceeded slowly +back in the direction of Hogwarts. Connor paused to fire off red sparks +every few steps. + +Harry, meanwhile, depended as much on his own happiness to carry him +along as his body. He wouldn't have minded doing a dance, if he had been +up to it. + +\emph{This proves it. This} bloody \emph{proves it. Connor can defeat +Voldemort. He's protected from his direct touch, and if the Dark Lord +takes another host body, the same thing can happen to it. When Connor's +strong enough, he's going to face him, and he's going to rid the +wizarding world of him.} + +There were the things Voldemort had said, of course, the personal hatred +in his voice for Harry and the babble about Harry being something or +other, but Harry had already decided what to believe about that. + +\emph{The Dark Lord is a liar. Who can trust what comes out of his +mouth? I would rather trust the light that ate Quirrell when he tried to +touch Connor. Light tells no lies.} + +\subsection{*Chapter 22*: Truth}\label{chapter-22-truth} + +Phew. + +This is the last chapter of \emph{Saving Connor}, in which the first +school year concludes. Once again, this is \emph{not} the end of the +whole story. I'm going to take a few days' break, and then begin the AU +of CoS, \emph{No Mouth But Some Serpent's}, on Monday. (If you want to +confirm this title, or any other, just look at my bio). I love writing +this too much to give it up. + +Review responses for chapter 19 will be in my LJ in a short while. I'm +also going to start posting chapters of \emph{Saving Connor} there, +since I got an e-mail informing me that some people can't access it on +this site, but all the stories will still be posted here first unless +I'm forced to remove them. + +Many, many thanks to the reviewers, who are part of why I've had such +fun. I hope this last chapter, while it may infuriate you, will keep you +reading on to the second year. + +\textbf{Chapter Twenty: Truth} + +Harry knew that Hagrid had found them, and he knew that Hagrid had sent +Neville running to the castle when Connor babbled out some version of +the past hour involving ``Voldemort'' and ``snake,'' and he knew that +Connor was safe; he would not have been able to sleep if Connor wasn't +safe. + +But he didn't remember falling asleep, or falling unconscious, or +whatever he had done to wind up being carried in Hagrid's arms back to +the castle. + +``What?'' he mumbled. He twisted, and then hissed as the broken rib, or +whatever it was, pierced his side. + +``It's all right, Harry,'' Hagrid said, holding him more firmly. ``Yer +brother told me what happened. You-Know-Who and all.'' He shivered, a +shiver that shook Harry, and which he rode out with all the stoicism he +could muster. ``We'll soon get yeh to Dumbledore, and he can heal yeh, +and then---'' + +``Where are you going with my student?'' + +Harry started, then moaned despite himself as that caused the pain to +work deeper. \emph{Of course. Snape.} Snape would have gotten irritated +when Harry didn't show up for their training session, and then probably +resolved to look for him. Harry had expected to receive a berating about +it the next day, since no excuse he made up for missing the faux duel +would be good enough for the professor. He certainly hadn't thought +Snape would look outside, nor that he would come upon them like this. + +``You leave him alone!'' said Connor's fierce voice, before Hagrid could +say anything. Twisting his head, Harry saw his brother get in between +him and the Potions professor, hands clenched. He would probably be all +but spitting as he said the words, though Harry couldn't see his +expression. His eyes would be flashing. ``He stood up for me in the +forest, when Voldemort showed his true face, and---'' + +``Give him to me.'' + +Harry felt Hagrid hold him closer. ``He's bad hurt, Professor Snape,'' +the half-giant said. ``Vomitin' blood before I picked him up. I think +Dumbledore ough' ter see to him---'' + +``No. Not yet. Escort Mr. Potter to the Headmaster. I am sure that he +will want to know what happened,'' said Snape. ``In the meantime, I will +take care of his brother.'' Harry managed to turn his head enough to see +that Snape was actually \emph{holding out his arms,} which made him want +to laugh hysterically. Even more than that, though, he was sure that he +wanted to stay with Connor. + +``Professor Snape,'' he croaked, ``really, you don't need to. Connor +might need---'' + +He coughed, then, and felt the stabbing pain go deeper, and then he +couldn't stop coughing. Blood stained the front of his robe. He felt his +eyes roll back in his head, and heard a tight voice saying, ``Don't be +an idiot, Potter, I have potions that will take care of this,'' and then +he was passed over. + +Connor's hand briefly touched his forehead. ``Stay safe, Harry,'' he +whispered, with the first touch of fear in his voice since they'd left +Voldemort's clearing. ``I'll see you soon.'' + +Harry tried to say that he didn't want to stay safe, he wanted to go +with Connor, and then Snape bore him off. The professor walked more +smoothly than Hagrid. Harry gritted his teeth and closed his eyes, +concentrating on not coughing again. He didn't want Snape to have more +opportunities to attack him. + +``What did this to you?'' + +Harry opened his eyes, but could see little, since they were already +back in Hogwarts and moving through dim corridors at a rapid pace---and +he had his head pressed into Snape's shoulder besides. Annoyed, he tried +to sit up, but the stupid agony in his ribs wouldn't let him. He decided +to answer the question, though. The sooner he did, the sooner Snape +could heal him and he would be able to rejoin Connor. + +\emph{And if he's so concerned about healing me, why isn't he taking me +to the hospital wing, anyway?} + +``The Cruciatus Curse,'' he whispered. He felt Snape make a small +motion, though he could not tell if it was of fear or disgust or only +remembered pain. As a Death Eater, he would certainly have used the +curse, and been subjected to it. No one had ever claimed that Voldemort +was sane in the last year of his power. + +Snape bore him through a familiar door, and into his office. He shifted +Harry in his arms, muttered a spell, and Transfigured one of his chairs +into a divan. Down Harry went, and then Snape whirled and strode across +the room, searching for something in the racks of potions against the +far wall. + +Harry watched him from hazy eyes. Snape was intent, frowning, and a +moment later he snatched two vials, one of them filled with a purple +liquid and one with a clear one, and came back. Harry licked his lips +nervously. Snape had no special wish to see him die---Harry would have +felt much more uneasy if he was taking care of Connor---but he +\emph{was} James's son, and Snape really \emph{should} have taken him to +Pomfrey. + +``Drink this,'' Snape ordered him, holding the vial of purple liquid +out. + +Harry took it, eyed it in resignation, and then swallowed the liquid. + +His breathing eased at once, and a spreading warmth swallowed the pain +in his side. When he coughed again, only ordinary spittle came out. +Harry sighed as a tremor in his limbs that he'd barely noticed ceased, +and he even managed a smile at Snape. ``Thank you, sir.'' + +``What happened out in the Forest?'' Snape walked over to the fireplace +and called a house elf before Harry could answer, ordering a goblet of +pumpkin juice. He indicated the clear liquid when Harry started +questioningly at him. ``This one must be taken when mixed into a drink. +That does not mean that you have to gape at me like a witless idiot +until the drink arrives, Potter.'' + +Harry shut his mouth. ``Connor defeated Voldemort, sir.'' + +``As he defeated the troll, and the Lestranges,'' said Snape. ``As he +caught the Snitch in our match with Gryffindor. Of course he did.'' + +Harry stiffened, then winced; his muscles still ached, although the +worst consequences of the \emph{Crucio} must be almost gone. He was +thinking back on his victories earlier in the year, though, with a trace +of regret. If he had hidden them better, then Connor would not have been +under suspicion, and Snape would have had no reason to think that Harry +was telling other than the truth. + +\emph{Of course,} Harry thought, as he met Snape's eyes stubbornly, +\emph{it would also help if I didn't have a bloody suspicious git of a +Head of House.} + +``He did, sir,'' he said quietly. ``Voldemort was hiding---attached +somehow, I don't know how---to the back of Professor Quirrell's head. +Quirrell tried to touch Connor, and he started \emph{burning.} Voldemort +detached himself to save his own life, and then blew away over the +Forest.'' + +``All of which says nothing about why you have suffered the +\emph{Crucio},'' Snape noted, almost clinically. A house elf appeared, +carrying a tray on which the goblet of pumpkin juice was prominently +displayed. Snape took it; the house elf bowed and disappeared. As he +mixed the potion into the juice, the professor never removed his eyes +from Harry. ``Or why you have enough power to kill four experienced +Aurors raging around your body.'' + +``Everything happened the way I told you, sir,'' Harry protested. + +Snape sneered at him, then strode over and handed him the goblet of +pumpkin juice. Harry downed it without protesting. It was probably +something to make him sleep, and while that would further separate him +from Connor for a time, it would also stop Snape asking him questions, +so Harry was all for it. + +He blinked when he had finished the juice. It eased the pain in his body +even further, but it seemed to do that by making him not concentrate on +it. He stared at the goblet, and nearly let it fall. Snape plucked it +from his hands and set it on the desk, then swooped down in front of +Harry and stared into his face. + +``I have had enough of your excuses,'' he whispered. ``I \emph{know} that +you are not telling me the whole truth. Now I intend to leave you no +choice.'' He paused, for a long moment, and then a malicious smile spread +across his face. ``That was Veritaserum that you just swallowed, +Potter.'' + +Harry failed to grasp the implications for a long moment. The +Veritaserum was making him think about other things--- + +Then he understood. + +And the slight trust he'd carefully built up in Snape, through their +dueling sessions and the tasks Snape had handed him in Potions if +nothing else, vanished into a howling whirlwind of betrayal. + +Harry fought. He tried to stand, tried to move away, tried to argue. He +couldn't. All his motion was in his head. He floated there, and watched +Snape's mouth open with indifference, at the same time as his magic +strained to get at the Potions professor. + +``Why were you outside, Potter?'' + +``I learned from Hermione last week that Connor would be serving a +detention tonight in the Forbidden Forest,'' said Harry's mouth, without +his will guiding it. ``I thought Quirrell might try to strike at him +then, since there wouldn't be any adults around. I tagged along so I +could keep him safe.'' + +Snape's eyes narrowed slightly. ``Why would you think the Forbidden +Forest was the likeliest place for an attack?'' + +``Because I saw Quirrell there in November, drinking unicorns' blood.'' + +Snape looked as if he would gag for a moment; his eyes certainly grew +wider. ``Merlin,'' he breathed. Then he stood and paced around the desk +for a moment. Harry took the chance to struggle against the Veritaserum +again. It didn't move, continuing to feel like a combination of stony +weight on his chest and airy lightness in his head. + +Snape whirled back around. ``November. When in November?'' + +``A week before the Quidditch match and the Lestranges' attack,'' said +Harry's traitorous mouth. ``I knew that something would happen then, +although I didn't know that he'd be able to set Death Eaters free. I +knew there was a traitor among Dumbledore's friends. I trained and +practiced until I thought I was ready for anything, and I was.'' + +Snape narrowed his eyes to slits. ``You stupid, \emph{stupid} boy,'' he +hissed. ``Why didn't you come to me? Or to Dumbledore?'' + +``I thought that Dumbledore would tell the traitor,'' said Harry. ``And +I've always protected Connor. That's my task.'' + +Snape tilted his head. ``Task?'' + +``Since Voldemort's attack,'' Harry continued, serenely on the surface +while shrieking inside, ``it's been my job to defend Connor. Mum told me +so. That's why I learned the extra magic. I want to be able to protect +him, to kill for him and to die for him if necessary. And I want to make +myself look ordinary, so that everyone else thinks the magic is +Connor's.'' + +Harry didn't understand the expression on Snape's face at that. Surprise +he'd expected, but not black fury, nor the brief flash of a look that +made him seem close to vomiting. + +Snape closed his eyes and hissed for a long moment, as if he needed the +sound to calm him down. Then he opened his eyes. ``Do continue about +tonight,'' he said. ``What happened when Quirrell attacked your +brother?'' + +``He sent a snake first---'' Harry began. + +He told the whole story all the way through, punctuated only now and +then by Snape's questions, mostly asking him to clarify what spells he'd +used or to talk in more detail about Voldemort's babble. Harry let his +mouth prattle on. He sank down beneath the surface of his thoughts, +grimly examining the pale chains that the Veritaserum had wound about +his free will. He knew that he should be able to shatter them, as he'd +shattered the stone, but he'd never seen anything like them before. And +he was exhausted from the battle with Voldemort. He didn't know if he +could work up the strength to break them for some hours yet. + +He finished the story, and Snape stared at him in silence for a moment. +Then he stood up and took a long, smooth step towards Harry. Harry +instinctively cowered back on the divan. + +``This proves it, Mr. Potter,'' Snape whispered. ``\emph{You} are the +Boy-Who-Lived.'' + +Harry shook his head. ``That's not true,'' he said, and the Veritaserum +let Snape hear that it was what he really thought. + +``Yes, it is,'' said Snape, his voice acquiring force, though it didn't +rise in volume. ``You are the one whose scar burned in the presence of +the Dark Lord. You are the one whom he cursed and laughed at, saying he +would pay you back for his years of suffering. He recognized his +opponent. And your power, Mr. Potter. Near a match for his. Training +will make you stronger. \emph{You} are the one who will rid our world of +him, perhaps before you leave school.'' + +``He wanted to kill Connor,'' said Harry. The Veritaserum insured that +everything he said was born of his ultimate convictions. ``Connor's scar +hurt when Voldemort passed above him. And he called him the +Boy-Who-Lived. If you're going to believe anything, believe that. My +scar's just a---a scar. Connor's scar is a connection to \emph{him}.'' + +``I would think you would want to believe me.'' Snape sneered, eyes +alight in a way that Harry had never seen before. ``After all, it would +spare your beloved twin pain.'' + +Harry answered reluctantly again. Merely doing so was going against the +rule he talked about. ``But it would draw attention to me. That can't +happen. Everyone's supposed to think of me as just an ordinary student. +That's the way Mum and I planned. I promised. I haven't been very good +at sparing myself attention so far, but I've got to get better.'' + +Snape laughed at him. ``You are \emph{not} ordinary, Mr. Potter,'' he +said. ``You never will be. I know of no other \emph{child} with your +power. I know of no \emph{child} who would receive the blast of +\emph{Crucio} and yet go on fighting. Any ordinary \emph{boy} would run +to his professors the moment he found out Quirrell's plans, or be found +and killed. You fought and planned as though it were a battle, and you +\emph{won}.'' He still had that strange light in his eyes, as if he +thought that Harry would want anything to do with him after this. ``You +are a soldier.'' + +``Yes,'' Harry acknowledged unwillingly. ``Mum trained me to be. But a +quiet one.'' + +Snape shook his head. ``I will make sure that everyone knows of this,'' +he said. ``Unless you go to Headmaster Dumbledore yourself and tell him +what truly happened.'' He bowed his head and surveyed Harry mockingly +from beneath half-lowered eyelids. + +Harry found himself doubting that Snape would really tell +everyone---that would just make Harry a target, and Snape didn't seem to +want that---but even a few people could be disastrous. Harry could +hardly bear being a rival to his brother in Potions or Quidditch. He +shuddered to think of what would happen if that arena should expand. + +But there was an out. There had to be. + +He muttered, dropping his eyes, ``All right, I'll tell the Headmaster. +But, the white light from Connor. How do you explain \emph{that}?'' + +Snape waved a hand. ``There are many old enchantments, Potter, magics +based on sacrifice. The life debt is merely the most common and +well-known one. You love your brother. I believe that it was your love +that spared him, not his own innate strengths, of which---'' here he +sneered again---``I believe him to have few.'' + +Harry snorted, but nodded as if he agreed. \emph{I know too much about +the world to produce that kind of love. I've argued too much with +Connor. It has to be his own innocence and purity that produced it. I'm +too much like Voldemort.} + +``You will learn to love Slytherin that way,'' Snape said softly, his +tone a promise. ``I will see to it.'' Harry stared at him incredulously, +but he showed no sign of realizing that what he had said was completely +and utterly mad. + +He stepped away, and his face became neutral again, save for a hint of +glee in the dark eyes. ``I have done enough this night,'' he said. ``Go +to Headmaster Dumbledore, and tell him the truth, or be assured I shall +find out about it.'' + +``Of course, Professor Snape,'' Harry murmured respectfully, and then +stood and limped to the door of the room. + +``Harry.'' + +Harry blinked and glanced over his shoulder. Professor Snape was staring +at him, and he had no expression on his face, or in his eyes, at all. + +``Well done,'' he said softly. + +Harry shook his head. He knew how rare compliments from Snape were, but +he did not care to acknowledge this one. + +\emph{He forced Veritaserum on me.} + +Harry made his way carefully towards the Headmaster's office, willing to +seek out one of the other Professors if he had to so he could learn the +password. The Veritaserum's influence on him was fading. He would have +to choose his words carefully, but he rather thought he could convince +the Headmaster of what he wanted him to believe. He had always been a +good liar, and besides, he had the force of truth---\emph{ultimate} +truth, a power stronger than sneaky Slytherins and their underhanded +games---on his side. + +\begin{center}\rule{0.5\linewidth}{\linethickness}\end{center} + +Snape smirked as he glanced around the Great Hall. It was the +end-of-term feast, and Slytherin had done well. The walls were draped +with green banners, and the cheerful noise from his charges' table was +loud, while the Gryffindors cowered at theirs and looked sullen and +resentful. The Quidditch Cup was theirs, thanks in large part to Harry +Potter's beautiful flying, and they also led in House points, so the +House Cup would be theirs in a few moments. + +Harry Potter sat next to Draco Malfoy near the far end of the Slytherin +table. He was quiet, as he had been since that day Snape had forced him +to tell the truth, only rubbing his forehead occasionally. He had +managed to tame his power, and it no longer tore at Snape's shields as +it had when he first came back. Snape knew his impressions earlier in +the term had been correct, though. The boy's power \emph{had} grown. +That was supposed to be impossible. + +Snape was coming to accept that the impossible was the usual with Harry +Potter, and he had decided to work with that. The boy had returned his +Potions books to him promptly, and had shown himself willing to master +fifth-year work. His dueling spells were stronger than they had been. +Snape had given the boy ``extra'' summer homework intended to improve +both his knowledge and his power, and Harry had accepted without +complaint. His rebelliousness had not gone away yet, but Snape had cowed +him sufficiently that it had been driven back underground for the time +being. + +Dumbledore tapped his fork on his silver goblet and rose to his feet +just then. The chatter ceased at once, and the students turned and +looked expectantly at the Headmaster. + +``I think it only fitting,'' Dumbledore was saying, ``as we cross into +summer, a time of hope and renewal for most of us, and of rest from +school---'' + +Most of the students cheered then, the Weasley twins the loudest. Snape +rolled his eyes. The longer they cheered, the longer they would be held +here. \emph{Idiots.} + +``That we get around to the rewarding of the House Cup, the symbol of so +much effort and work during the school year,'' Dumbledore finished. +``And, I must say, all our Houses have done exceptionally well this +year.'' + +Snape snorted and looked at the green banners. Everyone already knew who +had won. The Slytherins waited with smiles, while the other Houses +muttered and cast harsh glances at their table. + +``In fourth place, with three hundred twenty-seven House points,'' +Dumbledore began, ``Hufflepuff House.'' + +Polite applause, mingled with sneers, from the others. Snape leaned +forward and wished Dumbledore would get on with it. Since he knew the +old man wouldn't, he began daydreaming of what James Potter would say +when he realized that his elder son had helped win both House Cup and +Quidditch Cup for Slytherin. True, Dumbledore hadn't awarded Harry any +points for that night in the Forest, but his Potions work was a large +part of the reason that Slytherin was so far ahead. + +``In third place, with three hundred forty House points, Ravenclaw +House.'' + +Snape contemplated sending a taunting letter to James Potter smeared +with one of his experimental potions, one that would let him see the +expression on Potter's face when he read it. That might be worth it. + +``In second place, with three hundred seventy-two House points, +Gryffindor House.'' + +Snape roused himself to glance at the Gryffindor table and smirk at the +scowling face of the boy hero. Connor Potter needed to grow up and be +reminded of his place, though not as badly as his brother had a +fortnight ago. This would not teach him that place, but it would be a +first, and most pleasant, step on that journey. + +``And in first place, with four hundred seventy-two points, Slytherin +House.'' + +The cheers from his students were deafening. Snape moved his gaze over +them, and paused when he saw Harry was not cheering. On the other hand, +he watched the head table intently, as if he could change the figures by +sheer force of will. + +Snape smirked. \emph{Not this time, boy. There are some things that are} +not \emph{going to go your brother's way.} + +``But,'' Dumbledore continued, ``it seems to me that the awarding of +House points is not yet finished.'' + +Snape frowned at him. \emph{What is the old man babbling about now? No +one has awarded points at the feast before.} + +He felt a sudden, and odd, and brief, surge of hope. \emph{Perhaps he +means to award Harry his points in front of everyone. Then he cannot +hide. On the other hand, would that be wise? To reveal to everyone all +at once that their beloved savior is not who they believe him to be?} + +``We have among us students who relied on evidence not only from rumor +and hearsay,'' Dumbledore continued, ``but from their own eyes and ears. +They sought out an artifact they believed was in danger, and then +reported to me that it \emph{was} in danger, and, not least, from whom, +on the night that Lord Voldemort was prevented from seizing it.'' He +smiled amid the buzz and gasp of gossip as rumor was at last proved +fact, and smiled at two of the Gryffindor students. ``To Ron Weasley and +Hermione Granger, fifty points each for acts of tact, bravery, and +intelligence far beyond their years.'' + +Snape clenched the table so hard that he felt blood vessels break in his +hands. \emph{No. He cannot do this.} + +``And there is among us even a greater example,'' Dumbledore went on, +voice softening perceptibly. ``To Connor Potter, who faced and defeated +the Dark Lord in the Forbidden Forest by the power of love alone, one +hundred points.'' + +He paused for a moment as the noise grew tumultuous, then said, with an +even wider smile, ``I believe that necessitates a color change in our +banners.'' + +He clapped his hands, and a wind appeared to blow through the Hall, +changing every banner it touched to Gryffindor red. The noise from the +Gryffindor table was now a happy shout. The boy hero's face had changed +completely. + +Snape was shaking, and a red haze threatened to blur his vision. +\emph{There is no doubt at all of which House you prefer, Albus,} he +thought violently. \emph{No doubt at all.} + +Dumbledore raised his goblet in a toast to the students. Only the +Gryffindors, Ravenclaws, and Hufflepuffs echoed him. The Slytherins +remained white, silent, and motionless to a student. + +When the Headmaster sat back down, Snape leaned towards him and hissed, +``How could you do that?'' + +Dumbledore glanced at him and chuckled lightly. ``Now, Severus, I feel +that what young Mr. Weasley and Miss Granger did deserves some +recognition. Not least young Mr. Potter. It is not every day that a +child fights the Dark Lord and survives.'' + +Snape snarled. ``Then Harry Potter did not tell you what happened in the +Forest?'' + +Dumbledore raised his eyebrows. ``Of course he did. And his testimony +agreed with his brother's, jot and tittle. I suggested a much greater +reward, actually, at first, but young Harry was the one who persuaded me +that House points would be a fairer method of settling the debt that +Hogwarts owes to our brave Gryffindors.'' + +Snape snapped his head around, facing the Slytherin table. Harry was +leaning forward, staring at him. + +Snape could read the ``Fuck you'' in his eyes from this distance. + +He had not tamed Harry Potter's rebelliousness, after all. + +Snape opened his mouth. With a few words, he could cleave this farce +apart and restore the world to the way it should be, the House Cup to +its rightful owners--- + +And then he would have to reveal how he had gotten the information. From +forcing Veritaserum on a helpless child. + +Or, at least, a child who could play helpless with unnatural intensity, +and who was also a skilled and accomplished liar. + +Snape clenched his fists. It would have been intolerable for any other +Potter to best him at this game. + +But \emph{this} Potter was a Slytherin, and strong enough to down four +Aurors. + +And, Snape was now convinced, the true Boy-Who-Lived. + +Snape swallowed his anger. He took up his own goblet and raised it, in a +late, private toast, to the only person who would understand the +gesture, and to whom it would matter. + +Harry regarded him for a long moment. Then he inclined his head in a +slight bow and swept his half-open hand in front of him at chest height. + +The gesture of a challenge given and accepted, Snape found, after +racking his brain for a moment. An ancient one, one that not even +purebloods used very often anymore. + +Snape sat back in his seat, sipping his goblet and watching as Draco +distracted Harry and began complaining, probably about the general +unfairness of life, and Harry answered, his hands gradually moving in +more and more animated gestures. Snape couldn't be sure whether Harry +was agreeing or disagreeing with Draco. + +It didn't matter. Snape was sure that, either way, Harry would return +next year just as ready to defy him, and just as full of power and so +much a Slytherin that he remained Snape's best chance for earning his +House respect. + +Forcing him to be what he was was going to be a challenge, indeed. + +\emph{One}, Snape thought, as he emptied his goblet, \emph{that I am} +quite \emph{looking forward to.} + +\end{document} |